my life is in the fucking gutter right now. I'm about to fail college, I didn't show up to take any of my finals last week because I'm too scared of human interaction. I work a minimum wage job with a bunch of teenagers. Sometimes people I knew from high school walk in and it's so embarrassing. It makes me want to die. It's obvious to anyone that I'm a failure when compared to anyone else my age. Everyone else already moved on and I'm still living like a childThere's a 17 year old girl that I tried to make my girlfriend, which was one of the most retarded things I've ever done. I did this because people my age are quick to detect how developmentally stunted and maladjusted I am. But it turns out the same is true for everyone regardless of age. The entire foundation of my life is built on shame and humiliation, it's so lonely and debilitating. I need someone in my corner man. Just one person.All of this is to say that I don't have anything to live for. I don't have any friends, trauma makes it so that I can't socialize, my family situation is fucking terrible, and nothing in life is capable of making me look past all the misery. The return just isn't worth the investment, I don't want to be alive anymore. What can I do to not feel this way?
Hang in there. Society will collapse soon enough, maybe 5 years from now give or take.
>>34053784There are people out there that live in far worse situations but you choose to give up because you have paper cut traumas and realized college isn't meant for you.
>>34053883I don't have any reason not to give up though.
>>34053883I'd probably punch that cunt filming desu.OMG muh fries fell in the bag after I shook them.I dated some cunt who would yell at the staff if they put a pickle in the burger, half the time this stupid bitch wouldn't even remember to tell them to remove it.Unreasonable low class bitches that expect 5 star restaurant service from fast food.
>>34053784you know what the media says: if you are suicidal, you have too much time to think about your life.
>>34053883What the fuck is this video?
>>34057733My guess is that a Karen went nuclear in a resto and thought filming the staff was would intimidate them.
>>34053784>21 and suicidal
>>34053784I was literally on government benefits till age 28 and got my first job then No collegeNothing past failing high schoolAnd now I make roughly enough to be in the top 20% of UK earners
