I am a 37 year old dude in Texas who works in web3. I make 150k a year. I just closed a deal with a new client for 750k for 2026. Going to ask for a raise from my boss for 1/4 of that amount. I have a wife who doesn't sleep around. Two daughters who are awesome. I own my house. It'll be paid off in like nine years. We all go do stuff together. I used to play a lot of video games with online friends. Recently that has died down a lot. I have a some dad friends in the neighborhood but we don't do anything outside of chatting at soccer games or school/neighborhood functionsI think about killing myself a lot. I can't stop myself from drinking almost every night. What's wrong with me?
you live in Texas
>>34054881I thought Texas being bad was a tranny meme.
>>34054899I didn't know trannys were consulting objective facts from the census bureau for their memes?
>>34054870>I think about killing myself a lo
>>34054870Same bestie, except one of mine is a boy and my wife hates me. Still doesn't sleep around AFAIK though, kids keep her too busy. Don't know if I'd even care if she did at this point as long as she doesn't get knocked up.
>>34054870>paid off in like nine yearsFk is this average for people or what
>>34054870Alcohol causes depression. It's not a crutch, its literally poison.
I love threads like this because it so clearly demonstrates that what I know is worth more than money
>>34055152What do you know?From my experience, having no money always limited what I could do on every level. So it's better to have money than none.
Can i have some of your money
>>34055577You can have some of this dick
>>34054870What exactly are you looking for in life? Possibly you’re just burnt out from all this shit. Try taking a vacation somewhere and doing nothing for like two weeks straight.
I feel you frenI feel very empty
>>34056143Huh I feel better already Just needed to vent and take some time
Sounds like you need to have some fun. Especially if you're drinking alone. What city you in OP, I'm also 37 in Texas. We can see who murders the other first.
Only steers and queers come from Texas. So step out of that closet , go to the nearest cowby bar and release your inner homo. You will fell better.
>>34056167I'm in Austin
Be honest. Are you fat?
>>34056860Uh oh... Busted
>>34055147Dont people drink to cure depression? How can it cause depression?
>>34054870Yeah, most people think of an hero. Just find a cope and roll with it. I would suggest you stop the alcohol tho, if not for yourself for your family. Good luck to you anon.
no one is going to ask why? why do you want to kill yourself?
>>34054899Even a busted clock is right twice a dayTexas is like you blended the worst aspects of Southern California and the south, just pure undiluted ass
>>34054870you have enough money to fund my entire life. if that doesn't make you happy, kill yourself
>>34054870Like, join a discord for a niche game community or something. Try smoking weed and playing video games with friends with a hot drink and healthy snacks, and maybe a cool video on the side.