(long read, dedicated users go ahead)enter 2021.i met a girl in a coding website. name her ASCAsc and i started talking about many stuff, mostly intellectual stuff where i start boasting midway lol. this goes on for 1 year more, after whcih i get interested in her and go for the first move, propose. note that neither of us have seen each other, remember the intellectual stuff we talk about? thats me trying to figure out where she lives(i fouund it out too). enter 2022. we talked everyday. about us, about others, we also fend off some abusive guy from the website together (weird?). i found out about her past crush, then we started playing chess together too.enter 2023we talked less, i mean she talked less, i kept on the energy.this felt off. i thought she failed to interpret my feeling AND EVEN THOUGH i knew it, i kept on talking. midway to this in my real life, my real and 1st crush got a bf (her (crush) bf was my friend.)moving on, i ask her some question about her real lifeshe was reluctant. i directly asked her "do you have another bf?". she answered "yes".i lose my shiti kept on digging to find her bf namei mean, at this point i denied various real life proposals for her only.i failed to find her bfs namethen the bomb drops: she says "stop stalking me" then deletes her acc.now, i have no way of contacting herbut i had her roblox ( i didnt force her to say it, jst to clarify i have no intention of abusing her)i went to roblox nowi had to talk in morse code because stupid roblox wouldnt let me type and censored anyhthing i want to say.her replies- once in a month or twothis marks end of 20242025, i tried my best to ignore her existence, but how can i?3 years of pure love from my side, just to forget?mid way of 2025, i did get a text thoit was just a "ok"and if you think i failed to make a "personal connection" with her thats why she lost interest, i even knew her fathers proffession, somethings about her sisters and much more.
(OP here)now, roblox disabled community repliesthey have become read onlyas my last try of getting back, i changed my bio to ask her to make a forum or something like thatshould i try more or noti am 17Mi had 4 panic attacks due to this shtagain, dedicated users may reply
>then the bomb drops: she says "stop stalking me" then deletes her acc.>now, i have no way of contacting her...and that's where this tale should have ended. None of this is love, it's a one-sided obsession and nothing good can come of it. You are literally stalking her, no matter what you've decided to call it in your own mind. She isn't interested and at that point, anything you do is unwanted.Do not continue down this path.
You sound unhinged and desperate. Move on. She doesn't want you, and you're debasing yourself by continuing to pull at a thread that's long since stopped giving. You're only 17, dude. Stop putting this girl on a pedestal. Get a life, and preferably a healthier outlet for it than this
>>34055581>i met a girl in a coding websiteNo you didn't
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>>34055620any lifestyle changes you could suggest?(we both promised we'd meet each other one day, now it feels like hell)
>>34055669i did, its a website called "scratch".
>>34055652i do maths. i started it to forget her. its not working to say the least
>>34055581i've been there, it's one of the most painful things you can go through i think. She doesn't reciprocate at all, the only way for you to ever feel better is to move on - which is going to be very hard to do.
