>>34058893
Souls are killed on purpose while still a child. You get forced into kiddie prison where you learn superficial busywork and see kids talking about being sexually active with each other or adults and being cruel because they might as well not have parents. How are you supposed to have hope for the future in that environment? From the second you spawn in you're in a life that's anti life which is probably part of why you cry.

>>34058915
You're made to feel guilty constantly for just existing while the ones guilting not only fail at giving meaningful practical support but sabotage you based on their own failed programming and malicious intent. Like holy shit. It's a miracle many more kids don't just take a bath with a fucking plugged in toaster or something. Like yeah there's decent parts despite everything and the POSSIBILITY to heal for things like dreams but they just constantly lay on the pointless pressure and limitations thick. So you're not even allowed to rest because it would ruin the careful balance of the slave masters, not talking about race. You need to be tired and stressed and lacking just enough hope that you fall in line and work for their goals. If they do too much you croak or go crazy but if they don't attack you hard enough you might start noticing too much and getting too uppity. Think of how that old evil faggot in the Hunchback of Notre Dame had him singing for years "I'm ugly I'm grateful I'm faithful". That's basically humans here.