I have ADD and my mind is fading away. I am 22 now, but it feels like last week I was still in high school. I've lost all grasp on time. A day, week, or even a month and year, it just passes by and my only indication is when I glance at the date. I'm detethered from all of it. Work. Happenings, etc. 90% of my time awake is spent laying on my bed, mostly not even on my phone, I just stare at the ceiling mindlessly. I tried to get prescribed stimulants, and on my first dosage, everything was slightly lit up for a brief moment, but never again. Something I never could have imagined was feeling nostalgic for stimulation. I eventually finished my script and couldn't be bothered to refill it. That is what has been getting to me the most, I consumed a highly addictive drug (Adderall) for a month, yet afterwards I hadn't experiences any withdrawal symptoms, and had no motivation to acquire more, while some people out there would sacrifice everything they have to get one more hit or whatever.
>>34060988>I have ADD and my mind is fading away.Actual clinically diagnosed ADD or internet diagnosed ADD?Either way, the 2 things you mention there aren't realated. The "lost all grasp of time" is because you spend all your time distracting yourself from the present. When you are at work, you focus on getting your shift over. When you get home, you focus on games and online bullshit. You are ignoring what you are doing and letting time slip past unnoticed.
