I cant love anyone. This makes me feel bad because God loves me and I'm supposed to love others as God loves me but I just can't. If I tell you this then you'd probably think that I'm self obsessed and selfish but it's not like that. I'm not egotistical, I just can't love. I cant even love anyone in a romantic way either. The idea of a crush seems foreign to me. For some reason my brain is different from most others and this is not even the only symptom. If I feel negative emotions why would I tell someone else? I really don't understand this thing. Talking to someone is supposed to relieve me of these emotions? If I can't do anything about it what's someone else going to do about it? I hope I'm not a bad person for being this way
>>34061981Who told you that God loves you?
>>34061994The Bible says it
>>34062002Not how I read it. Love is just a description of a feeling people want to relate to. Most of the time it is fear, jealousy, and possessiveness. A bunch of mental gymnastics to cope. Some people are above such delusions.
If you knew your capacity for love and connection youd cry. Most people dont even realize it until they have kids
>>34061981God regularly creates people with powerful feelings of love he expects to never indulge them (gays, paedos, doggy fuckers etc.)It's not out of His wheelhouse to just set you up with a lifelong situation where your particular orientation to love is a daily source of suffering
