I was very much triggered by the words of some disgusting internet stalker of mine, where he says that it is my own fault that my friend, with whom I have been friends for about 7 years, left me, my friend told me the same thing, His ex told me the same thing, I feel guilty myself and now I'm very uncomfortable and I want to kill myself because I destroyed everything with my own hands. Victim syndrome is such a pain, it's so hard to live with, every day, every moment like it's my last. I want to kill myself so bad, but I'm so pathetic that I can't find a good way to do it.
i know this is futile and deeply psychological but stop appealing to trolls and people who want you to feel down
