I will NEVER get it off my chest!

NEVER.

NEIN.

NYET.

NUNCA.

>>34068360
There, there.

I think I might grind two jobs for the next year or two while studying skills. Might kms tho.

using an omegle alternative to hopefully find strange men to distract me from my current scenario, such a sad life

so we doing another half week of nothing said? maybe another whole week? you really want to do that shit huh

>>34068400
felt

>>34068281
I started reading Dostoevsky and I literally cannot enjoy my old hobbies anymore. Like vidya and shows aren't bad it's just my God is reading underrated.

If I made a super petty plaque it would be fucking hilarious and everyone would absolutely adore it. Like, everyone would. They would think it's fucking the best thing ever.

When these faggots do stuff like this, it's fucking embarrassing. They are actually children. They are so fucking stupid and retarded and just plain evil. They can't do stuff that i do because they are just too fucking stupid. When I do it, it's cute because it's the OPPOSITE of the person i am. I'm excruciating intelligent, right about absolutely everything, and get shit done.

When you idiots do it... you're just doubling down on the retarded. You're fucking morons, you get nothing fucking done, and you're wrong about almost everything. So when you do this shit... it's fucking cringe and the saddest shit for mankind because you think you're being funny or cute. It's the worst fucking thing.

You are not me. Stop trying to be me. You will never be me. You haven't earned a thing in your lives. You have never had single hard day. You've never studied for anything. You were born rich and just bought everything, and I mean fucking EVERYTHING. You're going to run out of money eventually you dumb mother fuckers. And judging by how many pardons Trump has been selling, he has no fucking money. The man is in crushing debt. You all are. You fudge the books so fucking hard and everyone believes it because you just buy them. You spent all your money bribing people that you have none left.

>>34068445
Fucking seriously. These faggots think those plaques are funny. They honestly think they are being hilarious. It's the most disgusting, saddest fucking thing I have ever seen. It's so pathetic that's their sense of humor. He probably snorted while he read it. It makes me want to fucking kill myself.

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>>34068281
To my dear sister,

Everytime I come over to visit, no matter thanksgiving, Christmas, what have you, you've always had so much to say to me. None of it loving or delightful. Rather you just spit at me again and again with poisonous burning venom which seems to never end. Despite all these years of enduring you, i've never had much to say to you until now.

I have to admit, you have proven that words do have strength. Whether its your constant criticisms, how nasty I am, how crazy I am, how negative I am, or, your lack of words. Either you hate me, or don't speak to me at all.

Well, let me tell you this. For the first time i'm gonna tell you how I feel.

I think you're a cold, callous, rotten pig. Maybe when you repose, the time you stop being such a miserable piece of shit, maybe God can teach you some empathy, because we sure can't.

Fuck you.

>>34068281
Really thinking about trying to break no contact on Christmas but my number is likely blocked. Maybe I'll send her a letter and the shirt I bought her when I thought things would work out and I'd be seeing her again soon.

i think i have transitioned from jacking off to shemales to just being gay. my fav shemale camgirl doesnt even try to be feminine anymore but i am addicted to her

>>34068524
Idk if you’re him, but if you are, don’t do it. I’m moving on this Christmas. See song: Last Christmas

>>34068402
?

>>34068376
You got tired of me already, huh? Don't kys.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfoD2ILKEYk

I think I am a misanthropic orphan that's religion revolves around Solipsism, Stoicism, Cynicism, Pessimism, and Nihilism.

I hate God. He doesnt speak to me, he doesnt repair my heart, its like he wants me to believe he is not even real

i'm afraid i'm going to kill myself soon and i wish i could talk to someone about it but i have no one in my personal life who would want to talk to me about this and things can could potentially help are so fucking hard and takes too much effort that i don't have in me so i'm venting on a fucking 4chan thread

>>34068551
Oh, thanks. I'll probably die of natural causes.

>>34068560
You want me to teach you to pray with your soul?

>>34068561
Same.
>>34068560
I believe in an Old Testament God. It's stopped talking to us around 5000 years ago, for some reason.

>>34068563
That's good. I'm glad.

>>34068570
I'm glad you are glad, for some reason.

>>34068549
talking to men to distract from life

>>34068564
teach, i cringe myself everytime I try to pray, it feels fake plus idk what tos ay really, I wish I could say something from the bottom lf my heart

>>34068580
Control your breathing, aim your thoughts to the middle of the diaphragm where it meets your chest then say the prayer with the thought of your soul in mind.

>>34068580
I pray all the time. It doesn't matter if it's real, but I suspect there is something. Perhaps it is evil. I wish to talk to it if it can hear.

I smell like metal, demons or low astral entities haunt me, im possesed, I cant love I feel like a psycho. I should kill myself but I fear the act of killing myself, wrong thing to do ig. my fate seems dark

>>34068580
>>34068582
If you do not know how to aim, simply think of yourself pushing your thoughts towards the target. It should feel like you're thinking with your diaphragm.

>>34068548
Well it's been nearly six months since I spoke to her, I definitely haven't moved on completely but I know things won't be the same. However I would like her back in my life, even if we're no longer a couple.

>>34068594
I literally can smell low astral spirits around me, they smell really bad, like oxide, metal, old furniture and clothing. Im blocked out, I can feel something in my chest, that is blocked.

>>34068601
I see. That should be fixed in a few hours. I will do it, have no worries. Ignore the urge to think about them. omw.

>>34068595
For what? To use her for guidance? Somethings you can’t come back from. Even kind people go cold when you repeatedly abuse their soft spot.

>>34068560
joke’s on you, you’re God

>>34068605
I dont get it, why doesnt God just reveal to me how fucked up I am, why he doesnt just tell me Hey buddy you are going to Hell.... it would make things easier
>inb4 thats The Holy Spirit
Well maybe I blasphemed Him a long time ago, cause i dont have any news on my spiritual condition, nor conviction of anything. Im fucked.

>>34068622
>I dont get it, why doesnt God just reveal to me how fucked up I am, why he doesnt just tell me Hey buddy you are going to Hell.... it would make things easier
You're not going to Hell, man. He doesn't reveal himself to everyone. You can't look at me and see him. But you can look inside yourself and see him. Honestly, fear not.

>>34068625
>But you can look inside yourself and see him.
How?

>>34068632
How I just taught you. Or meditation, if that doesn't work.

>>34068633
I cant find him inside, he left, maybe that explains why i cant empathize with other humans beings

>>34068645
He didn't leave, you still have a soul. Let me guess, you were a Christian and think the Holy Spirit is the only way to communicate with The Creator? I'll send someone to help your soul be freed from bondage.

>>34068608
Fair enough, but I can't stop thinking about her, even all this time later. I don't want her to become just a memory.

Alright, alright, fine, let's not kill ourselves. Sorry. Jeez.

>>34068662
Are you okay?

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>>34068665
I meant because so many anons started also talking about doing it so I felt bad for saying it first.

>>34068669
It's good that you have that kind of remorse, some people don't have that and would probably try to make it worse.

>>34068672
I just identify with this group so would feel bad if its members were culled.

>>34068673
That's enough sometimes. It's like you're trying to convince me that deep down, you aren't a good person. I can understand that. I don't know you that well to argue the opposite, but I give lots of people the benefit of the doubt.

I still can't let go
And that sucks ass when he did months ago

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>>34068675
I am subjectively good.

>>34068681
To me, yes. I am not a good person though, so my opinion should be taken with a grain of salt.

>>34068682
You seem subjectively good, to me.

>>34068558
orphan? thats cool af fate

>>34068683
Thanks, means a lot. You mean something to me, though it probably doesn't matter to you.

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>>34068685
So cool; it's cold.
>>34068687
It matters.

>>34068690
>It matters
Idk if it would if you knew me. I'm practically a loser.

>>34068692
That's sort of vague. I don't mind if a person is sort of a slacker-type. So long as they don't make my life worse than they make it better then I often like a person.

TO THE LOW ASTRAL ENTITY THAT SMELLS LIKE OLD FURNITURE AND SUETER, GTFO, I DONT LIKE YOU

>>34068698
>That's sort of vague
Meaning I am not financially successful.
>don't mind if a person is sort of a slacker-type. So long as they don't make my life worse than they make it better then I often like a person
You seem so cuddly because of that.

This thread is gay af

>>34068707
That's normal these days (wealth disparity).
>>34068712
Be the change you want to see.

>>34068714
>That's normal these days
Not looked upon with favor by humans.
>Be the change you want to see
That's my quote, I said it when I was younger.

>>34068715
It's good advice. I'm hoping to be securely comfortable in the next year or so. I think the economy might change by 2030 and start getting good for more and more people anyway though.

>>34068714
I cant change, death is the only change that awaits for me

>>34068730
All I can do is hope sometimes. I'm gonna exit this convo though, don't wanna risk boring you.

>>34068731
most hopeful 4chan user

>>34068738
I have to go to bed too. You weren't boring me. Sorry if I am boring too. I really think things are going to get better soon though.

>>34068731
You couldn't stay the same if you tried.

>>34068751
>I have to go to bed too
Goodnight, s.
>Sorry if I am boring too
You're not.
>I really think things are going to get better soon though
We'll see.

I hate these hollow ass fucking walls. I hate inconsiderate roommates who blare their TVs or party all hours of the night. I hate that there's too many people and animals trying to share limited space and odds are good there will soon be more. I hate that the animals are poorly trained and socialized and they all act like living in animal piss and shit is completely fucking normal. I hate that all of my shit smells like tobacco smoke or dirty litter boxes because they all fucking smoke and don't take care of their animals. I hate that they make disparaging remarks about me because I lock my door to keep the worst of it out (or when I don't do dishes every time they feel the need to make a disaster area of the kitchen for meals they don't even invite me to half the time).

... at least rent is cheap AF, but I'm not sure how long I can handle this shit. I'm not sure I'm ever going to want a pet again. FML

>>34068756
For real. I guess how much depends on what country you are in THO.

I just had the worst shift in my life working my first day at an h&m that was actually one of the worst things I’ve ever experienced & I don’t have anyone to talk to about it I feel really miserable right now

>>34068756
Also gn

>>34068761
I'm in America, second home of Babylon.

>>34068766
We are truly poised for a golden age, I think.
>>34068762
Go on.
>>34068758
Yeah, roommates usually are bothersome. Being roommates often ruins good friendships. Sorry you have to grind through this.

>>34068771
>We are truly poised for a golden age, I think
An age of peace, like days past? We're working on it.

>>34068777
Nice trips. I don't know about peace, but affordable housing and higher wages AT THE SAME TIME. We might even have another baby boom. But I'm just speculating. Have you seen zillow lately? No pressure. I really do have to sleep thoughever. Talk to you later.

>>34068784
Have a good sleep, s.

>>34068786
-O- (yawn) I will

Dang.

>>34068803
What?

>>34068805
Nothing. Gn.

>>34068808
Goodnight, s. I'll still be here later.

A group of nerds that obsess how much pieces of shit everyone else is is not nerds but god damn hipsters. If you were actually someone who is outcasted they would not give a shit about you. Essentially is a bunch of mopey pieces of shit getting off of other mopey pieces of shit.

>>34068762
Cont.
>>34068771
The guy training me was very soft spoken esl and I could not understand a single full sentence he spoke. I’m diabetic and my blood sugar was running low which they did not let me manage until my break Then, I discovered unlike ever other store in that mall they stay until “it’s clean” which is way past 10pm (unpaid) because customers absolutely rampage through that place. I miss the skate shop I worked at in the mall. It’s closing which is why I went to h&m and, it was so much better and, everyone who worked there was cool. The manager was a bit of a chud who thought the moon landing was faked but we bonded over music theory in movie soundtracks & old Lego StarWars sets; he’d let us go get coffee if it was slow there was this car guy, this film guy who was really getting into Hong Kong stuff, a streamer girl who I could ramble too about deltarune & silent hill. Now it’s a bunch of unrelatable international woman & two guys with fagcents one of which was the one who """"trained"""" me I’m also getting kicked out of my moms place and my bf is leaving me for a job in Paris so nothing is good

>>34068400
It's better in every way not to whore out

>>34068402
Only 7 days? You should be able to last a bit longer than that

I know a girl that’s just using someone for money because she also used me and several other people. I have years of conversation history to prove it. And I want to help the guy not be hurt like me and several others. But idk if he will believe me.

We broke up last week.

Still hurts but I believe I made the humane decision- I had finally realized that I had long checked the fuck out and was just sleepwalking through our relationship while she was giving it 100% and then some. Maybe out of some delusion that I was who she thought I was, or because she was sincere and believed in us.

I didn't think it was right for me to subject her to more false hope, intentional or otherwise, so I decided to end things.

I'm going back to therapy, not for her but for me. I've spent a lot of time thinking and trying to make sense of things and in between bursts of sobbing, I realized I wasn't giving it my all because I was scared. The last time I opened up, I got hurt more than I could stand. I never really recovered from that and I guess I could never give it my all because of that.

I did laundry earlier and found something of hers.

I'm debating if I should return it or get rid of it. I know I should leave her alone and let her heal; if there's any contact, she should be the one to initiate. I also don't need anything that'll rattle me emotionally right now either, and a garment of hers is going to do just that.

I really wish I was as confident as I was when I post as an Anonymous user. Fuck my green-head life.

Sean is a retarded subhuman just like everyone else who posts here

You’re insulting yourself, dumb faggot

Someone help me, because I cant answer this question well enough myself. What is wrong with me? Im 23, no friends and hardly any social skills besides talking at work, which feels almost performative some times. I do it just to seem normal enough (they know Im not), but in the back of my head I ask "why do I have to talk about x or how y went" or "why are asking about my weekend, why would you care anyway". Ive been to an anime convention for the first time and didn't socialize with anyone for the whole 2 days. Ive been to party events and hardly talked at the first and just walked out at the 2nd. I found a meetup group for people with similar hobbies and interests and yet somehow Ive avoided every meetup event, even ones I could've made it to. I dont know what my problem is exactly, but it makes people seem almost alien to me

>>34068281
I am so sick of my brother you are 46yrs old if you dont want to come home and see mum for xmas say so no one cares. You are a fucking teacher ffs have some fucking balls wtf type of class are you teaching?

>>34068982
There is nothing inherently wrong with you other than maybe how you see yourself. You're still very young so you'll eventually turn it around but you need to ask yourself why you think there's something wrong with you? Small talk is annoying as hell and adds almost no value to conversations. You're not under any obligation to "interact" with anyone at social events, you can go to those types of things for yourself. I used to go to concerts alone all the time. You probably avoided meetups because of anxiety or the belief that you might mess up somehow.

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I dont know who you are but you won't leave me alone and I dont care anymore. Kill yourself. Really think long and hard about it then find the slowest most painful way to do it then kill yourself.

>>34068281
I love Anthony and I hate Anthony haters.

I can't say "I love you," I don't know what that means...

>>34069014
I love Emo Anthony, I hate cheating methhead mustache Anthony, I hate cheating methhead mustache Anthony fans and Emo Anthony haters.

>>34069018
That youre a self sabotaging retard obsessed with drama.

>>34069022
It's just lyrics I relate with. It's not really aimed at anyone.

>>34068999
I lack the skills or ability to be social. Never have friends, a girlfriend or even love. I can sort of talk to people at work, but I have no idea how to start or have a conversation anywhere else, even in places with people I may have things in common with. If you say "just go talk to someone" I cant figure about what or how. I cant even imagine it. I could try operating heavy machinery and have more confidence and low inhibition over trying to be be social.

>>34068281
Depending on the number on my post I will get something for myself this xmas or not odds I will evens not

>>34069035
You don't lack skills, or ability. It's just buried under doubt. Start small.

Maybe try to connect with them with something like a movie, or something that you find interesting enough to share.

Do you play video games, read books, follow sports, or have an interest that is easily relatable? Maybe go to a museum. You don't have to interact with anyone there if you don't have to. Maybe if there's a tour, you can ask questions.

>>34068281
I can't tell if I was always this mentally ill or if I'm just in rapid decline.
The irony is, I'm getting more regimented to try and hold myself together, but my past keeps haunting me.

I'm sick of the b slur everywhere but faggot is some holy word nobody is allowed to say. Glad I have a bf that hates faggots and niggers but won't use sexist language

>>34069189
>White woman problems

>>34069205
Brown hands

I’m very tempted to begin an audio-splicing experiment on a YouTube video but I don’t want to get sued for copyright infringement by downloading mp3 files of copyrighted music.

>>34069189
token being spent

woman is the nigger of the world - yoko ono

I took a nap this afternoon and upon trying to come to, I was trying to move my arms up but my body wouldn't listen. it was like my brain gave the inputs and commands but there wasn't a receiver, or it was like 30s delayed, I couldn't really tell. it alarmed me, because I had the imagination of where my arms wanted to be but it wasn't consistent with reality. then I saw "through" the skin of my eye and eyelashes in high fidelity, and black nothingness was forming around me. this stopped when my brain, feeling drugged and parts unused suddenly had a filling feeling and returned to normalcy.
was this sleep paralysis or some deeper brain problem I should listen to?

>>34068962
So, are you a retarded subhuman too? One of Us?

Imagine running away like a rat
Everyone knows what you did and who you are

I went a little yandere for an incel that rejected me and it is shameful

>>34069263
Sounds like sleep paralysis to me.

>>34069189
Bitch. you're a bitch

>>34069301
Who you?

I don't know, the idea that someone could be provoked to post illegal material like that onto a public board is insane. Which it is! I guess a handful of you are mad enough to be like that and 'we' all have to suffer it. I report everything I can, I have consistently asked you to not hurt yourselves, it's the best I could do for you.

Sorry it wasn't enough.

I can't see the flaw in my logic on that one actually. Perhaps there isn't one? Idk.

"Their ironic shit post provoked me"

But that's complete bullshit.

"It is! Yes! It's complete garbage. You're right!"

Again, logically that seems about right.

Making the hard decision to end things knowing I've been sold a dream by a narcissist. My brain hurts seeing this behaviour resurface in a different person.

I self sabotage myself. I really like her, but I cant bring myself to ask her on a date because it could change our current relationship.

it's kinda annoying how men will complain about women being whores and having no relationship meanwhile they're fucking prostitutes. stop whining you bitch

Today feels like a good day. I hope tomorrow goes well. Jeez, I hope today isn't stealing tomorrow's luck. Wow. Today is so insatiably evil.

Who has two thumbs recalls getting their face blasted on the couch while everyone else was at the dinner table excuse me.. the other room?
Although there were SEVERAL more occassions.

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>>34068595
how did it go the last time you spoke to her? what happened?

>>34069528
what is your current relationship like?

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So I'm struggling with this and looking for some advice.
I've been with my gf for about a year. Prior to that I had set up a solid base of hobbies and interests.
Warhammer, painting/sketching, baking, biking, working out and archery.
My gf doesn't really have an interest in them. If we bike she's not I to doing the 20 miles rides or even a casual 5. Haven't really been able to make time to do art or miniatures. She says she's not stopping me but for some reason I can't find the time to do them. The only hobby I've been able to consistently do is journaling and occasionally sketch or paint but I do them at work. I can't really hobby at home. If I'm lucky I get to touch my models maybe once a month.
Nothing seems fun for me anymore. And I can't really address this with her without her saying that I have too many single man activities, or that I need to come up with new ideas since my coping mechanisms are based on being single.
When I try to think of her hobbies, really she mentions scuba, and "traveling", most of the time she's on tiktok and books. I enjoy reading as well, but there's got to be more to her than that. The diving is cool, but we are both on the less wealthy side. It's not like we can go to Mexico or some shit to scuba.

>>34069769
Coworkers turned friends. I've never been in a relationship where I had to be the one to make the moves before, and it frightens the fuck out of me. All my friends are pretty much telling me to just ask her out, but it just feels so hard to me to even bring it up.

The new captcha isn't hard, but it sure as hell isn't helping me shitpost. I don't wanna solve 3 captchas so I can tell someone they're gay

>>34069933
I’m heterosexual :3

>>34069980
Nigga you gay

Had a bad week. Expecting a bad week. Used my only free time to hang out with my online friends, but wound up having a really bad time there too, and I wasn't psychologically prepared for that outcome.

>>34069791
I've got this problem going on like 12 years lol.

if i dont hear from you by the end of the day, im just going to ghost for now. like someone said, if you arent complaining about me being quiet then you dont give a fuck.

Maybe it's Stockholm syndrome? I really believed in you and wanted your invention to be good. I still hope that you're ok, that you had a nice pizza or something.

Dom. Sub. Bondage gear. And warm embraces. That's what flashed through my mind when our eyes met.

All I could think of was power and bondage. The way you were looking at me.... I just knew you wanted to see me netted in silk or leather, restrained. Were already envisioning it. Dying to see Me and discover how I react to You. You were sizing me up, estimating what I can handle. Interest piqued, and hungry to learn how I work with power dynamics.
And I felt like your sub, making eye contact for that short second. You have no idea how badly I want that, with a genuinely nice guy that isn't a serial killer. For years I've wanted a guy to play with my body like it's his to do as he pleases.
And yeah, I'm submissive... but I'm also kind of feral. It's not an act. You won't get what you want every single time. I'm good at holding my own, as you'll find out. And I think that's what made you smile like that. I'm honored to be the game you chase... so come hunt me.

>>34070131
Nigga you gay

Liking people. Hoping for the best in them. Enjoying their company.

>>34070175
Why would I do anything as awful as that?

Please tell her to have something to eat.
>this is a reference to a woman on hunger strike

>>34070161
My 30Es disagree. I hope he's uncut.

>>34069339
thanks. I was worried it was some type of drug induced psychosis from my drug smoking neighbors, been getting nasty hits of it the past few days...

>>34068281
>got a wart on my penis
Pretty sure I gave it to myself through contact with one on my hand before I noticed it. Now I'm stuck using a cream for the next couple of months and hoping it'll work. Silver lining is that it has been there for a few months already and hasn't spread. But I feel gross and it has made me pursue sex with my wife less.

>>34070352
If there is one an it has been there a long time, there is a chance that it is a birth defect or fr trauma and not what you think it is. But go off.

>>34070352
Warts grow and spread, the likelyhood of one small bump being a wart is minoot. If you have seen a doctor and had it checked out, they would probably laugh at you for your hypochondria.

>>34070371
Nah, the doctor said it looked like a wart, and in my opinion, it looks pretty close to what I had between my right thumb and pointer finger (also a wart). Could have been a bad opinion, sure, but it walks like a duck.

will you talk to me again after i've gone to therapy for a few months? i really miss you. i want to work on myself to be the best version of me, and i want to present myself to you again for a chance. i know you love him, but please, give me a chance. i love you and i want to change the world for you. i want to be the person who shields you from everything. i want to be your knight. i love you, i love you, i love you

>>34070379
Well, if you were a woman like me - you would be regularly checkout (at least every six months) and have not only doctor but nurse opinions. You do you

Was that you I saw at the grocery store this morning? You were avoiding but I could feel your eyes on me. Miss it, Ms
T?

Have you ever felt like a husk of a person? You're constantly criticized for everything you do. A flaw is found in everything. If you can't trust your life partner with your life, who can you trust? You can't enjoy the things that bring you joy without backhanded comments. You have the little bit of life that you have left squeezed out of you on a daily basis. Yet you are the asshole. You are the one always apologizing. Who screams at someone when they ask for help or have an emergency? If you can't trust your life with your partner, who can you trust?

I want to buy this Maxim magazine because it's limited edition and the girl on the cover is 2 sexy

What the fuck is it now? I haven't even taken my "stimulating" Lexapro yet. You laugh for obvious reasons, as if I didn't have already enough reason to be paranoid in 2011 when I first began using the black tape 24/7

I don’t know why, but I feel like next year, I’m going to more aggressively like Paramore than usual.

>>34069301
You think they won't know your part in it?

My mother is so STRONK

I don't find that Asian chick in the Live Show ad even remotely attractive WTF

Your minions continue to push it however

Don't you have anything better to do, Mr. Sandman? Maybe inducing nice happy dreams in the minds of soldiers and military leaders throughout Ukraine and Palestine about peace and how to go about it that makes everyone happy?

And you call me bored

I find that Asian chick in the Live Show ad SUPER attractive WTF

Your minions continue to push it however

Don't you have anything better to do, Mr. Sandman? Maybe inducing nice happy dreams in the minds of Korean women and Japanese women throughout Korea and Japan about peace and how to go about it that makes everyone happy?

And you call me bored

I'm addicted to hood rats
I can flash some cash at them, share some weed, and have a cool car and they'll let me hit
It's not good if I want a long term relationship

I guess nobody cares about the Elamites, which is why they kept that guy's work up for three years

ughh i want to text you so bad

How nice of them to not drag me back into Hell like they did in late-2023 after months of withdrawal. What's so different this time around?

Shhh. The FBI might hear about the dead fishies and misplaced money in the envelope from 2007 and 2008. Why else would your minions bring it up over a decade later like my family does?

Wait it out I guess, I'll be glad when it's over. I just can't stand it. I wish I wish I wish.......

Hi, hope you're ok. I like spooky things I find them comforting sometimes. Not that spooky, but you know what I mean. Shadows stretched across the ceiling, that sort of thing.

ICH BIN KEIN BERLINER

So anyway for inconsistency's sake I was thinking

Why not cause the chapa'ai to begin dialing like it just did? Did I even wake up? I guess this really still is 2007 after all, why else would things have not changed? God, MSN Messenger was so neat back in the day

Why do I still come back here? Just to suffer?

>GO BACK TO HELL TO SAVE HER! NO DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE NEO-ELAMITES OR THE POST-APOCALYPSE OR THE FIRE. TCH. LET US LAUGH AT YOU AND YOUR HOT OPINIONS. IN THEORY; YOUR ATTORNEY WAS RIGHT AND YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO LOSE ANY AND ALL INTEREST IN HER FOREVER.

im thinking of texting you like fuck it why not

I can't help but feel how un-off this all is in imitating 2019 logic. Something about the odd repetition of making ants suffer with magnifying glasses, and torturing centipedes and isopods. Or the 2007 logic of

>That is a very inappropriate thing to say to a machine!

I guess that all of those blows to the head as a child were not enough to satisfy God.

Maybe God should have gotten the Devil to manipulate the motorvehicle into hitting me harder

>nobody gives--*gasp*

Hey I'd love to see a Simpson nude right about now, I mean considering that she loves the attention apparently. Like a recreation of 2019's monkey paw

my latest article I put a years worth of work into just got rejected for the third time. theres nowhere to go with it no one to tell it. everything feels so profoundly Sisyphean. Do I just suck it up and start from scratch? and these fags just run out of funding. why did I spend those weeks working. theres nothing to my life but work. oh its barely work at this point but I just do that lift and sleep repeat.

oh I wish I could tell her about this and that and all the other issues she has no clue about but why would I whine to a woman. then again she likely feels that subconsciously why else would she distance herself now. why the cold treatment all of a sudden. she invited me to come over for holidays but there are gonna be her other friends anyway besides it was weeks ago. but why would it matter anyway. I want to be a support for you I dont want be such a mess.

fuck shes online. fuck im gonna text her but id better not.

Watch this watch this

They're gonna bring up Anastasia again or some other random bitch that I would have otherwise completely forgotten about like 10, 20, or 30 years ago. Why bring back the sunshine on the same day you remind me of Lluvia? Haha did that make any sense to you? It should have because you're "God"! The Morgan Freeman God no less!

>>34070878
Its not good if you don't want warts either

To humiliate oneself in order to mortify ones pride, to expose ones folly in order to mock at ones wisdom

>>34070973
I don't know, I was wondering that myself. And it was that I was so unhappy about what was going on in the world I posted that today was rubbish, in a round a bout way. Then an Anonymous decided to make it even worse so I suffered even more.

But I think the only place I could express how unhappy I was in a way I understood was here.

And now because of the increased suffering. ... and on and on.


Maybe it's the same for you? I don't know.

I hope not.

To be sick and dismiss comforters and make friends with the deaf who never hear thy requests

To love those who despise us and give our hands to the phantom when it is going to frighten us

Im never going to respond to a frog again

I wonder what it sounds like at night where they are?

>>34071187
HEY

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>match with girl on Hinge
>we both regularly attend the same bookshop and read within it
>fantasize about going on a coffee then bookshop date with her
>ghosted

ARRRRGGGHHHH. REPLY TO ME. TALK TO ME. DATE ME. LOVE ME. GIVE ME A CHANCE PLEASE

yeah i know i'm the villain for this

>>34071280
Feel ya.

>>34070973
>>34071155
Sorry, some anons are dicks.

>EXACTLY. KNOWING THAT YOUR EXISTENCE WILL HAVE NO POSITIVE EFFECT ON THE WORLD ONLY REMINDS YOU AND EVERYBODY ELSE'S OMNIPRESENT EXISTENTIAL DREAD. WHY ELSE WOULD YOU STILL BE HEAR POLICE CARS OUTSIDE CHASING A SPEEDER THROUGH LOS ANGELES FOR THE THOUSANDTH TIME AND HAVE THE NEWS CONFIRM AND REPORT THE CHASE ASSUMING THAT NOAM CHOMSKY'S QUESTION "SO WHAT?" IS APPLICABLE TO MANSLAUGHTER?

Hey Mr. Sandman: what do you think is the impression that I'm supposed to be getting here, when I didn't learn about those murders from five years ago until I found an old article from that time about two years after the incident was reported and not because anyone around me was discussing those murders in particular, but because I just happened to be researching something that led me to recent homicides worldwide? Chaos theory comes to mind. Your laughter pretty much tells me everything I need to know.

>"2 years has felt like 20 with him. He's the right person"
So you've been emotionally cheating on "the one" for 20 years? You've complained about your "one and only" to me and the others about how he is essentially a loser for 20 years? Shit like this is why I'm glad I'm single

The police respond pre-emptively at least nine times to a non-violent individual but are incapable of preventing homicides after responding to the non-aggressive man for the seventh or eighth time and before responding to that same man for the eighth or ninth time.

>Haha!

Yeah, I see where this is headed. Technically: an animal skinned alive and left rotting in the Sun sees and feels its death sooner than an animal with a firearm pointed to its head.

>Teehee! Wow!

Yep. I see that one coming too. And that one.

I'm going to have literally 12 hours of free time a week for the next year or two.

>>34071402
I'll be here for all 12. If I don't make myself too busy as well.

I want some Jujubes...

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It's over for women.

>Congrats. Now that you've seen how all of those confessions in 2009 and 2019 didn't make things any better: what makes you think that Mr. Sandman's minions would've stopped reminding you of your failure to save those poor fishies? It's almost as if you haven't already gone through this before. What, you didn't already know? Haha. You moron. And you thought your confessions in 2022 and 2023 would stop the minions from doing that sort of things like they still were just today. Watch as the others pretend to not magically know that you don't actually have anybody to talk to by phone nor instant messaging. Because you're apparently such a dumbass that you know that even some of the most mentally ill manage to remain semi-coherent. Almost as if your cautionary measures in the last decade were justified. Why do you think we laugh at you? Perhaps you should've been more specific to that nurse about what issues you needed to TALK about in 2015, because, what else would her profession serve but to offer medication to treat the nausea? This, too, will be counter-productive, because why else would we pretend that this is the first time you've made these exact same points?

Wait a minute. You mean to tell me that those incidents from over half a decade ago were supposed to PREVENT all that pain, suffering, and death worldwide that would occur the following years? And that's why that environment is to be recreated?

>>34071547
take your pills

>>34071553
I already did. But they don't like that. Why else would my current psychiatrist stop prescribing antipsychotics to me and tell me that my other psychiatrist was crazy for doing so? It's almost as if the other fella got the idea from the nurse guy from the year before, but the current guy will change his mind... Or no?

>>34068561
Hang in there <3 the people in your life probably care more than you think. Depression has a way of isolating us from people around us based on ‘facts’ of them not caring/disliking us that we think are real

Not suicidal but I’m in a similar position. I have a struggle I’m dealing with rn that I should not tell anybody in my life abt, it would lead to insane judgement and the blow up of practically all my meaningful relationships i have left so I’m casually browsing 4chan again and thinking about posting bc I really have no one I want to talk to about it to

Veeeeeeeeery weird crush while in a relationship that I’m keeping to myself and trying to kill but doing so has stressed me out so much that for a while i stopped eating and developed a weed dependency. It’s going away but she very suddenly likes a new guy now and it’s like….so weird anyways

I can't help but study the world as I see Mr. Sandman's minions pushing for exposure therapy whereas all the other sources seem to be pushing into an entirely different direction. The human hivemind works in mysterious ways. Oh John Wayne, is this you? Oof! That hurts pre-emptively!

You would think that the psychologists and counselors in high school would have recognized me.

I wonder how much better everybody that scored higher than me in sudoku fared? That's no typo.

>Mmmhmm. Joe's not here.
Who or what the fuck is "Joe"?
>Only you should know.
Why the fuck would I be asking?
>Who the fuck is asking? That's hilarious. You betcha

>>34071426
Thank you. Life is going to feel like heaven during that 12.

*drives angry*
*gets a panic attack*
*gets in a car accident*
*gasp*
*none of my passengers, nor the passengers in the other vehicle, nor the police, nor the doctors can recall such an accident ever occurring; in fact, I am in no worse pain after the accident than before!*
*present day: headaches, vertigo, mouth-bleeding lasts for weeks and only began roughly a decade after the accident*
How the fuck did I ever get a driver's license with this lunacy?

>>34071655
You're sweet af. More life.

sorta hope he crashes his bike

>>34071675
Oh, I meant in general, but also I like you.

>>34071689
Oh, you valid. I like you too. I usually don't know how to express that.

>>34071696
Me neither.

>>34071677
Sorta hope you get pumped and dumped by the guy cheated on him with

>>34071740
Maybe "I like you" is enough, even when we wanna say more.

>>34071749
Maybe. But I have an important thing tomorrow that decides the fate of the next couple years of my life and I have to go to sleep and not think about this all right now. But maybe.

I must be getting something, yesterday I had a migraine for a bit and today I was just tired for a while.

>>34071784
Have a peaceful sleep. I hope all your worries get resolved. Goodnight.

>>34071744
no clue what you're talking about

>>34071793
Thanks, I have a lot of big changes all happening in the next month or so. Huge even.

Dammit

Damn. You almost got me there. The whole, "the thing here is that 'both' sides ultimately do the same thing, and there's no 'right' way to complain about it beyond doing what people have already been doing for at least ten to twenty years. The homicides will never stop, the wars will never end, and people will never forget the past. No amount of horrific pain, death, and sufferring will change that. Our confirmation just now should be more than enough for you. ¿Entonces? You're fucked. Hilarious."

>Bok bok bok
How the fuck am I supposed to remember what that is in reference to when I'm not even supposed to recall that Mr. Sandman wasn't there to think is what aimed at him specifically?

Evil spirits.

>>34071801
Hopefully all good things. Even if some are bad, know you are not alone.

This reminds me of that one night like in late-2022 or 2023 in which I woke up to all the loudmouthers trying to outloudmouth each other like something from a weird sitcom

I swear next time a hot girl says I'm too much of a kid for her despite being 31, I'm gonna tell her I'm the hentai version not the illegal bootleg one.

Amazing how Mr. Sandman's minions continue to be several times more vicious for over thirty hours in a row than they were six years ago. Why now and not then? Almost as if I've done something differently this time around, especially because I wouldn't have had access to this technology in the past.

>And? *gasp* Nobody gives a f--

>>34071901
What are you trying to even accomplish?

I told them to not bring Hugo up exactly like they told me to, and they bring him up again. They smile and laugh, almost as if the Devil has yet to get serious. I still wonder where God was this whole time. Mr. Sandman's minions bring Anastasia up simply because I was about to begin clipping my fingernails. Not the first time they pull stupid shit like this, it's been over six years that they claimed to be leaving within the next few days as I repeatedly told them to leave. They continue to use this "Hugo" minion that they already have over five names for.

>Hilarious!

Or so they say

Humanity's hivemind indeed. Watch as chaos theory comes into play and changes nothing

>>34071917
I guess I don't fully understand what these threads are for

Oh, well

>>34071927
What does what you're saying have to do with me? That's what I am asking.

>>34071933
Who are you? I'm referring to Mr. Sandman, a popular figure in fiction, folklore, and mythology. You list your name here as "Anonymous". Did you misread the name "Mr. Sandman" and saw "Anonymous Internet User # 6 billion"?

lmao gereat guess which lesbian fell for r hte sraight girl who only wlikes dick aagain merry christmas to me it;'s fucking hopless

>>34071939
Your fiance just called me the same thing the other day when asking me a question about you. You expect me to just ignore it?

Wtf are these new captcha

>>34071947
Oh boy here we go again...

Why did I expect things to go any different this time around

>>34071958
Easy work.

>>34071961
What? Do you want to talk or not? Because it seems like you want to talk.

>>34071966
Are you Mr. Sandman or not? Can you take me to Coruscant for a 30-hour-long vacation over their planet's tallest mountains like I requested six years ago, or are you just going to sit there bitching about Anastasia and Simpson when I already asked for Scarlett and Willa?

>>34071983
That's what I was called, not what I identify as. Tje people you're talking about I don't know personally.

>>34071999
Dude, I already wrote in the previous thread:

If there's any doubt in your mind that my posts are for you; then, they aren't for you. I mention people that you should already know and you just told me you don't.

>>34072006
Fair. I will not answer your posts anymore. Do you think I was ever in tour circles? I was always outside of them doing my own thing.

>Dude, you should just go out there and participate in those BLM protests! I can and am promising you that nobody cares hahaha oh wow

Wait wait wait so the violence is supposed to occur at random and instinctively!? So that's why you keep smiling.

How about some of that exposure

Oh so I WAS supposed to just listen what the Chinaman and my family was telling me to do in mid-2013! I get it now! Because him falling asleep was SO encouraging! Then I wouldn't have been in such a position in 2019 and 2025!

>Oh you poor baby! Tch ha ha ha. Here comes that faggy cocksucker with like a score of different names

In theory: the US federal government (nor any other government, even Chinese or North Korean) would waste so much time, money, energy, and manpower on all of these departments, agencies, bureaus, branches, divisions, etc. just to have them do nothing but be wasteful.

In theory.

Oh hey Mr. Sandman's minions once again pretend that this is the first time I make this point. They laugh. What's so different this time, I wonder?

>So what? Tough luck. GASP and WOW, though. Mmmhmm

>>34072161
Whoops. I forgot to add a negative in that first sentence. Like it'd make a difference.

Oh so NOW you want me to focus on Simpson! AGAIN.

>But DON'T. But DO. HAHAHA

I don't think that NASA engineers typically bleed from their mouths for weeks on end--especially the ones that aren't going through rigorous training. The 1960s types likely didn't have any particularly kinky fetishes, but whatever.

OH FUCK

SO THAT'S WHY IT BEGAN A FEW WEEKS AGO AND NOT SIX YEARS AGO

Apparently I'm not allowed to recall how to erote

I told you to look after yourself, loads of times, I cared that you were ok.

:(

>>34072113
What tf are you on about

>>34072239
This thread is nearly its bump limit and you're free to start a new thread when it does, and you're also free to check back to this thread through the two, three, or four different archives.

So get this

There's this thing called brain zaps

Which they don't actually warn you about

Not in person anyway

But it's in official fucking documentation

This other problem, however, doesn't come even remotely close to the brain zaps

In fact

It's in

NO

official documentation

But I'm expected to believe that it's common not by the experts, but self-labeling laypeople

>Tch

They smile

I don't want to think about her anymore!

>YOU DENSE FUCK
As I bring up an old counter-argument that they were never able to formulate a retort to, like, a year ago.

>You didn't ask for Sarah either nor did you even think of her that way over six years ago but here you go anyway. Wow. Haha. Who gives a fuck? Nimrud is actually still there, btw. So is Assur and Nineveh, but you're too stupid to know how to get there or to be patient for them to be restored. They'll come back. They always do.

>Good point. But they're hilarious. Meh, too.

>IT'S GONNA HURT
Hurt? What kinda hurt we talking here? The 2022 hurt or the 2019 hurt? Because I have some idea what caused the 2019 hurt, because I'd already experienced something like it much more briefly in late-2016 or so. It lasted a few hours before falling asleep and never quite happened again until 2019. The hurt from 2018 was a very different type of hurt difficult to compare with that of 2016, 2019, and 2022.

The hurt now? I'm not sure how to describe this beyond "Hellish (expect worse to come, and you thought 2019 was bad)"

Hey, think I'd be able to move around my furniture like I did back then?

OH

>Who the fuck you think you're talking to?
Oh right. Were you also there in 1997?

>Oops

Oh

Wonder why you didn't tell me about this in 2009, 2010, or 2011?

>Oopsie! Who gives a fuck?

I just remembered again that Mr. Sandman's minions could be heard even before I "died"!

>>34068281
I'm 26, soon 27, and I am looking into getting to university this year after realizing how much in chambles my life feels. Been working a night shift for 7 years now which caused a few problems in my health namely Nocturnia which doesn't let me sleep at night anymore due to high frequency of pissing. I intend to keep working and studying at the same time but there's no guarantees I'll even make it to university, all my poor discipline habits have led me down a spiral that made it hard for me to study, or put my mind into anything. I feel like I've become more stupid these past years to boot. Rewiring my brain is gonna take some time. I'm getting more and more afraid of taking initiative to anything, I was waiting on a job promotion that would let me work remotely in order to further increase my studying time too but there's no news on that yet, I've been the one that's been at that company position for the longest without a promotion to another area within the company. At this point I have to assume something is wrong with me.

No le digas a nadie
Lo mucho que te quiero...

You respond with nothing more but a smile as a response to my question about why you didn't just let me write in my journal in peace in 2019.

Woof woof

>>34072513
I wonder how you feel when you read what you wrote about us when we were together

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I'm 28 with a good education, good job, my own house, car and a gf I've been with for a decade, despite that every year life feels like it gets progressively more and more unbareable despite having everything I'm told is worthy of success. She is the only thing that really matters to me but I am afraid my nihilism and depression is rubbing off on her until things become unbareable. I don't know how to find enjoyment in life anymore and I am only getting more antisocial and unlikeable as I get older

I love you Nicholas II! You are the best boyfriend I asked for.

Troons are legit so fucking delusional and it's sad.

You could literally be the most beautiful bulldyke in this club if it wasn't for your mental disorder. Literally everything is perfect and so natural; personality, style, soul, everything. It's for real tragic and fucking heartbreaking.

Please, you beautiful Woman, PLEASE be the Lesbian the world needs. You would shine so bright. Please.

>lose my doubt about the worthlessness of moids
>gain inner peace
>start losing my ability to even imagine being happy with a moid
>gain frustration

Meanwhile, in reality:
>Hey dawg. We herd u liek mudkipz so we put a mudkip in your D&D campaign so you can win the game while you lose The Game

Set your pride aside and you can get in on this anytime

Go fuck yourself. I already told you it wasn't Joe. Why are you laughing

And you do it again after telling you to stop mentioning then

>So what, though?

What the fuck? I wouldn't think of her at all if you didn't bring her up at random like you just did

>Who gives a fuck? Tch yeah

>>34068281
I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME OVER CHRISTMAS. I AM NOT YOUR TOOL FOR EMOTIONAL REGULATION. I DON'T EXIST FOR YOUR SAKE. I DON'T WANT TO TELL YOU THINGS ABOUT MY LIFE SO THAT YOU WILL CALM DOWN. I DON'T WANT TO SIT IN THE LIVING ROOM AND BE INTERROGATED. I DON'T WANT TO SPEND ANY TIME WITH YOU. YOU CHOSE A DRUG ADDICT AND ALCOHOLIC AND LIVED WITH HIM FOR TWO YEARS BEFORE HAVING ME WITH HIM, YOU KNEW EXACTLY WHAT KIND OF MAN YOU CHOSE TO BE MY FATHER AND I'M STILL PAYING FOR IT. YOU MADE ME A NEUROTIC MESS AND REFUSED TO TEACH ME ANYTHING I NEEDED TO BE INDEPENDENT. I SHOULD HAVE CUT YOU OFF AT THE SAME TIME AS DAD AND NEVER LOOKED BACK.

>>34071861
Actually, they are all potentially good. But I am nervous about some not working out optimally.

My dawg would probably do it for a Louis belt
That's just all he know he don't know nothing else

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I HOPE I DIDN'T MESS UP TODAY AND THE INTERVIEW WENT WELL

Holy fuck apparently nobody gives a fuck if I have my meds and health insurance. Why the fuck make not having health insurance illegal then? Why the fuck do Mr. Sandman's minions tell me that nobody gives a fuck?

>Who gives a fuck? Hahaha

They tell me

How the fuck was I fucking bored when I was actually enjoying the series?

>Who gives a fuck? DUH. Well yeah. Hehehe.

They say as they smile and laugh.

>It's very painful.

What is?

>Only we should know. Hahaha

What do I tell my doctors?

>Who gives a fuck?

>We were being nice to you. Have some weird fucked up dreams and nightmares at random amidst your usual schedule of regular nightmares and weird dreams that we won't let you write fiction about. Hilarious. Heh heh heh. Who gives a fuck?

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Tell them... tell them I made memes...

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Black women are hotter than white women.

I'm in love with my older coworker (age gap of 10+ years) and I think she likes me too but I'm intimidated because she has a dead ex husband and 3 children. But I think I'm gonna go after her

>>34073442
she's like 50% white THO

Most things people call narcissism are just self-awareness. There's nothing wrong with wanting or idealizing something, it's only bad when you start to expect it.
It's not like any of that matters though when you can't even fathom wanting anything for yourself. It's better to imagine you're in someone else's shoes instead, that's the only way such a thing would ever make sense.

I'm not cut out for living, handling relationships, existing in a capitalistic hellscape. It's just not for me. I can't do this shit anymore.

>>34073604
move to china

I think the top part of the new wisdom tooth I was getting just randomly slid off I think. Like, I was laying down trying to nap, and I feel this hard sand like thing in my mouth, and I spat out this bone looking thing and I touch the area where I found it and its all flat. It doesn't hurt or nothing, and I'll be able to go to the dentist again at the start of next week. Just didn't know it could spontaneously do that.

No I havent taken drugs btw

this site is full of hollow people called trolls and this wear the guise of mods and jannies

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I thought I had gotten over her but my feelings came back and I've tried so many horrible things to get her back but none have worked and they're making everything worse, I'm just hurting myself a this point

Everyone is telling me I'm a piece of shit and I'm in the wrong for not wanting to associate with my mother. They even said that unless I was molested there is no valid reason to dislike her. I remember as a child I was put in foster care though due to her factitious disorder. She would claim I had schizophrenia and bipolar and that I heard voices and literally keep me sedated and then go to these support groups and cry around about how hard it was. I literally have none of that and was just a run of the mill sperg. The only thing I did have that was maybe mildly severe was ARFID where I wouldn't eat solid foods (after choking and being ignored). She however, used this to starve me and claim I was an anorexic five year old. I had to spend time in a hospital and they gave me a bunch of medications that fucked up my weight for like the next decade. She also got disability off of me, and when I got a job, she made me homeless because the REEEparations got cut off. All my life she has been a raging alcoholic. In senior year I remember they did a welfare check on me because she showed up to my school piss drunk and talked about how she was "playing bumper cars in the parking lot". Even if she didn't molest me or anything, she commits a lot of sexual harassment against me which also makes me uncomfortable. Like since a teenager she's offered to buy me sex toys or tried to give me "aphrodisiacs" and she talks about her sexual conquests with niggers. The only reason this matters is people are refusing to help me with basic stuff such as laundry while I'm stuck in the hospital until I make amends with her.

>>34074265
Maybe they don't know or are hesitant to accept the whole story without evidence. Maybe they just want her to be able to have a better life. Sorry. I don't know what you should do. I don't talk to my mother though for similar reasons.

>>34073269
That's good to hear. If some don't work out, I can't really tell you how to feel. But at least you got the opportunity.

>>34074341
Actually, it went well, turns out. I'm probably going to get in. I just have to worry about moving now. Phew. I'm still high strung, but my life could be wildly wildly better two or three months from now.

>>34074387
Wow, that's amazing. Everything good for you.

>roommate A goes on a thirty minute tirade about fucking towels
>like gets everyone together to show people how she likes them arranged on the towel rack
>in a bathroom that 4 to 6 people use to shower and only has one towel rack bar
>later the same day I go to do my bit of the chores
>grumble about dishes left in the sink
>homeowner comes out of her room to scream at me about how she doesn't want to hear me bitching about my pet peeves anymore
>didn't think I was that loud, and it was barely a minute but okay then
>bitch has known me for 20 years, she should know I grumble and don't really mean anything by it
>mentally add another tick to the "kindness and understanding for everyone EXCEPT me" column
FFS

>>34073110
YWNBAW

What do you do when faced with things you can’t control? Do you what you can, try to avoid thinking about it and just try to enjoy yourself with the things you like or stay distracted with other stuff?

>>34074398
Hope so for you too. You're like young, I think, and I think wages will start to grow against inflation for the first time in like 60 years, so you might end up being a lot better off than you expect, but I guess I don't really know your situation.

>>34074563
I pick the best option I have available and then try to get used to it.

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i was getting over you then i realized that he's going to be spending time at your house with you during new years and you guys are probably going to have a romantic kiss during the countdown or something and now i want to kill myself.

also captcha is a newfag confirmed

My mental state is absolutely fucked by the fact that my schedule has been completely destroyed by being sick and sending a lot of time in bed.
It's in the middle of the night and I don't feel like sleeping in the slightest.
Doesn't help that I have to go to work tomorrow. It's probably gonna be a chill day with most people already having the day off, but still.
I feel like staying up and playing games all night

There is no friendship here. I can't keep looking to the people in this city expecting anything less. They've all made up their mind.

>>34073447
Yikes

There are three types of men to women:
The guy who excites them that they're drawn to even if he's a bum/abusive/in a relationship
The guy who has a lot and can provide to them even if they have no real interest in him
The guy who doesn't do either and gets ignored

>>34074805
>Yikes
Do you think I'm making a mistake?

I'm really starting to get tired of academia.
i'm sick of the arrogance.
i'm sick of them complaining:
>oooh nobody is listening to us i am so smart!
nobody is listening to you because you are an arrogant fucking asshole. It's not that deep.

I really am interested in this field, i really want to do it, but i can't stand the thought of having to spend the rest of my life tolerating these fucing assholes.

>>34074814
all moids are the same, all moids are abusive, all moids cheat (constantly with other moids, and with women if possible)
>demands a tradwife
>complains about golddiggers with no real interest
having an interested woman is a moid's worst nightmare. look at countries where moids have the most control. no one loves those moids.

>>34074838
No, I'm just jelly :(
I hope it works out, just dont get cucked and broken

>>34074591
I get NEETbux because I was diagnosed with Schizophrenia. I don't have a job rn, but am trying to get into the film business.

>>34074886
Oh, that sucks, but that's cool about film. I think the industry is kind dying with AI and youtube THO. Which is maybe a blessing because then you can just work on your ideas or whatever. Maybe try youtube too since you have free time, I assume.

>>34074918
>Oh, that sucks, but that's cool about film
Yeah, there's a lot to unpack with that want. But maybe another day when I win.
>Which is maybe a blessing because then you can just work on your ideas or whatever. Maybe try youtube too since you have free time, I assume
I haven't shot anything yet, but I'll see what I can do.

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>>34074931
It might be easier to just learn about framing images and storytelling and stuff at this point and just getting a movie AI maker subscription. I want to get into painting and I play chess a little, and AI is way better than I'll ever be at those things though.

>>34074942
>It might be easier to just learn about framing images and storytelling and stuff at this point and just getting a movie AI maker subscription
AI isn't my style. Nothing against it, but I come up with better storylines than AI in its current state.
>I want to get into painting and I play chess a little, and AI is way better than I'll ever be at those things though
Understandable. It's not the same for writing though, there's a human element that is missing with AI.

>>34074956
I didn't mean for storytelling. I meant for cgi and filming. You could even make an ai world, and probably float around inside the "world" with a "camera" to "film" your story. You would write, direct, and film the story though.

>>34074956
No pressure. I like both the new and the old.

Anytime I even think about approaching a woman my chest implodes. I can't believe I fumbled another opportunity.

>>34075027
Probably because you aren't happy being alone that when you approach a woman you're afraid of being rejected since you have been so used to them being rejecting you.

>>34075050
It's not just that, I don't know how to make conversation beyond generic introductions. It gets awkward fast.

sad that he'll post on soc threads looking for women but won't talk to me

>>34075095
Yeah, but here's the thing I learned from a guy who was an asshole to everyone that you need to apply. You can either live your entire life governed by what feels right or makes sense, or what you can do is just lay back relax and enjoy life. If you chose laying back enjoying life despite it all you saved yourself 15 years of my life wasted on finding that answer.

>>34075102
i don't post on soc.

>>34074991
Yeah, that is not me. I'd rather learn under masters.
>>34074997
You've seen enough AI movies to compare, huh?

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i wish women could strangle moids to death

>>34075169
then i obviously did not mean you

i want to cut myself to aleviate some of the pain of my emotions regarding a lot of things but im scared of my family finding out

doing some insane bedtime procrastination right now. It hasn't been this bad in months.
I have anxiety about tomorrow for no particular reason. So even though it's 4am my brain is telling me to not go to sleep, because this way I can avoid tomorrow for longer.
The human psyche is kinda fucked desu

>>34075188
o-oh.

>>34075171
The original masters would think you weren't a real artist because you don't make your own pigments by smashing berries you picked yourself.

>>34075185
HOT

>>34075211
So be it. It's not that I don't think AI can make art, it's just I'd rather do it manually.

>>34075228
Michael Angelo just painted the hard parts of the Sistine Chapel and had his assistants come by and do the monotonous parts for him. You can always draw over or redo anything you don't like. I just think people can be a bit Amish about this. Good point about not seeing many AI films yet. But I've seen some good AI short stories on youtube shorts. Check this one out maybe:
https://youtube.com/shorts/oXwTs-IUY6s?si=mkwps7pXjtyUHEsx

No pressure

>>34075262
That was a clever story. I'll learn without AI, and even if I don't, you're not missing anything.

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Baby reindeer has given me new insight, but I have experienced enough for tonight.

>>34075185
What happened

I don't think I'm going to make it
I really tried, I got farther than I ever thought I could
But it wasnt enough
There's just something fundamentally fucked up in me

>>34075272
The music and voice really felt comfy together, and the story was very basic but unexpected. I don't know. I believe in you and a lot of other people more than you would believe. And weirdly your neetbux is a huge advantage in just getting to be creative without limitations. Being a cog in the professional art scene is the real prison. AI folk art is the future.

>>34075298
>The music and voice really felt comfy together, and the story was very basic but unexpected. I don't know. I believe in you and a lot of other people more than you would believe
I'm thankful for that confidence, I'm not sure if they come with expectations. If they do, I can only hope to fulfill them.
>Being a cog in the professional art scene is the real prison. AI folk art is the future
What's folk art?

>>34075310
Folk art is like art made by the people for the people. It's usually less polished but more experimental and usually develops inside a particular subculture before becoming mainstream. Wabi sabi.

>>34075319
Oh, because I've heard of Folk Horror and Folk Music, and have a vague idea about them, but I didn't know what Folk Art would entail. Smart one, you are.

>>34075326
I'm not even sure my definition was that good, but yeah. "Indie". Country-like music is getting popular now, and it's because of the folk music scene in Tennessee, I think, and so have most music genres, I think. There have been folk painting traditions in different regions that caught on too.

>>34075357
I feel like I don't like music too heavy. I would be into a bunch of genres as well, but really, I mostly like mainstream artists. I'm boring like that.

>>34075375
Like what?

>>34075380
Like someone who doesn't have a deep understanding of music. Even though I wanted to do it at one point in my life.

>>34075382
I meant what you DO like. I have to start getting ready for bed soon, but I'll talk to you later hopefully.

>>34075185
Just unfriend him, goober

>>34075403
That feels like a hard question to answer. I like YOU though, so that's one thing. Goodnight, s. I wish I had a better sleep schedule, desu. I'll be up all night.

People really need to hit their kids again. They're all so fucking horrible and no one corrects them anymore. Parents are fucking worthless. I see kids throwing shit, screaming and harassing adults everywhere and they don't even react. I have to fucking do it myself and they are all so shocked and scared that someone told them to fuck off with their shit. Burn the world down it's worthless.

>We're gonna do it again
They're gonna do it again.

>>34075102
this is very relatable for me too. i saw him post his discord and i texted immediately after being like wtf dude

these men drive me crazy

>>34075102
be careful, the girl i fell in love with found her current boyfriend on soc.

>>34074563
>What do you do when faced with things you can’t control?
Practicing detachment before you need it can work wonders, Anon. It's not something you just fire up in the moment. It has to be cultivated.

I tell them that I want to go back to playing vídeo games by myself like I did in 2017

And they told me that they won't let me because "nobody gives a fuck"

>hahaha

>>34075807
Is that you, P?

Arrested for inciting a riot simply by doing interviews?

One is a journalist while the other was elected president twice

How's that for boredom

I still remember how much they used to suck Jon Stewart's and Stephen Colbert's cocks so much. I have nothing against either but oh how the tables have turned

Although my high school experience was a lot better than my middle school experience; I can't help but look back with disappointment. I mean, I remember feeling so hopeful for my adult life. Now at 37

Yeah

Er

Never mind

It just sucks

>>34075696
I saw a guy do that to his kid because he threw a tantrum and didn't even pick after the things his kid dropped. I wanted punch that guy in the face

Girl I have a crush on accidentally left something in my car last time we hung out and I noticed it had one of her hairs on it so I took it and have it in a drawer in my dresser with the origamis she made and gave me. I understand that that makes me kind of a creep. I do not particularly care.

>>34075800
how do you do detachment without sounding like a total asshole who wants things to get worse?

Everything is so impossibly hard. Every single fucking day. It's just so hard. There's no payoff. It's too hard

I'm such a miserably bitter piece of shit person. I don't provide any value for being on this earth and I don't want to be here either. I don't want to feel all these things anymore.

Hello archive how are you?

reading moids pretending to care about ther gfs and not wanting to hurt them makes me homocidal

Fight the future.

>>34075994
Attachment and detachment are internal. You can be detached from external outcomes while still being a good person.

I am def attached to ext outcomes