>19F>genuinely ugly, not even a "in the eye of the beholder" situation>living alone in an aunt's house rent free but only until february>only conditions are that i focus on college and keep the house clean>do neither>no job, no experience>moved away for college hoping things would get better>acted like a cunt, ignored schoolwork including group projects, pushed away and pissed off the few idiots that tried to befriend me>have no sense of charisma or social rules>hard to even get out of bed some days, can't stand up or do things for too long without feeling faint, so housework is fucked too>living in filth, eating trash>probably have some kind of health issue, too lazy to go see a doctor>basically exactly where i was two years ago, just away from abusive father but i'll have to move back if i don't find housing until february>too prideful about myself even though i have no reason to beI'm sick of this. I'm sick of feeling inferior to others. Like I said, I'm so prideful that what bothers me the most about all of this isn't even the situation I'm in, but how other people will see me as inferior. Fuck that. I'm not inferior to anyone. How do I convince everyone I'm normal? How do I act like all the other girls? How do I blend in? Assuming some of you still lead somewhat normal lives, how do you people go out there and play nice and convince everyone else you aren't sick in the head?Slightly less important, how do I get a job? I feel so fucking sick of freeloading and if I have to move back in with my parents, I'll probably end up slitting my wrists.
Tldr'd, what makes you equal/superior to everyone else?Anyway you are ugly but so are most so you fit right in
>>34069136Nothing, really. I just don't like feeling inferior either, even though I really am lol
>>34069093>How do I convince everyone I'm normal?Stop doing all the things that you're doing, I guess.
>>34069093Insecure narcissism is a pretty inferior trait
>>34069093You have some pretty serious mental illness, and what you actually need is a real therapist that specializes in cluster B personality disorders.
>>34069227But how, is the thing?? Is it really that easy to just stop??
>>34069477It's a family trait, you can run from it all you like but I guess it always catches up to you lol
>>34069483I would if I could! I really wish I could be on something right now. But money's tight, so I guess that'll have to wait until I'm working.
>>34069093>>19F>>genuinely ugly, not even a "in the eye of the beholder" situationdoubt. show face I bet you're 7/10 minimum
>>34069668>Is it really that easy to just stop??If you're asking that question, it means you haven't tried.
ur not ugly, u are poor.make money and get a nose job.
>>34069093psst hey nona can you share a picture of yourself with me
