>be me>parents too busy dealing with their misery and eternal battle to make each other as miserable as possible >learn from my mother relationships are transactional and from my father life isn’t worth living at a very young age which ruined the magic of life for me>wasn’t allowed to go outside because of the stranger danger meme>went into escapism extreme spent every waking moment of my day daydreaming about better worlds>discover anime and then completly detach from the world>turn 19 and realize nobody is coming to save me and I am going have to live a life in this shit hole do a world after getting all my expectations for woman and life from anime on top of literally zero socialization>parents blame me for it all of courseI’m 21 now and still don’t have an answer. There is absolutely nothing I want from this shit world the average woman is a trainwreck and jobs don’t pay enough for me to even move out of my parents house. Should I just watch anime and keep escaping from the world until I die?
just do your best bro, it's probably gonna be compatible with watching anime anyway
>>34073454>learn from my mother relationships are transactionalWell ya gotta learn it from somewhere