What's wrong with me? Every time after using scissors to cut my nails I get a painful pressure behind my functional right eye(I have an amblyopia so my left eye can barely see) and I get these disturbing thoughts of jamming those same scissors into my eye. Other times when I see sharp objects I get visions of how they could've pierced my eye. Is that some kind of phobia?
your pain is probably psychosomatic if you have no other issues (don't confuse this for not being real). can't hurt to see a doctor though - see one and trust what they say, even if they say it's nothing.as for the intrusive thoughts, mindfulness meditation will help you, over time, to think those thoughts less. just don't feed it when those thoughts come, let them pass instead, and they will diminish.