All I've wanted my entire life is love. However, I am>short>brown>fat>autistic>women usually grimace when they see meEven if a girl is being nice to me in college class or something, ehat would be the point pursuing her if she already has guys in other classes that look better than me doing the same thing? So why would she pick me? >inb4 personalityEven if I had one it would be negated by my several existing immutable negative traitsSo my question is how do I ignore this desire and focus on my life?
>>34083505That's the trick, you can't ignore it, your body is pre-programmed to seek it hehe.If you study into it, you'll know that only one love is true, infinite and unconditional, seek that first, seek goodness, don't let your desire for a girl steer you away from that!
Imagine enjoying being single.It's like a superpower in some circles.
>>34083505Walk around in real life and you'll probably notice a handful of guys that look like feet but have a pretty gf/partner. The personality meme is real, so best thing to do is try change what you can, dress well and lose weight. Try autism your way out of not thinking about your flaws when interacting with others; insecurity is a bigger turn off than looking like a foot.
>>34083505My lust died the second I wrote the average feminine nature on paper and stratified it according to its moral nature. I am now convinced that the only thing you are supposed to do as a soul, as a man is to wrestle your own flesh into submission, find God and develop a prosperous and altruistic relationship with our creator in order to escape this prison. 99% of women are half humans with no souls, everything they strive for and enjoy is ultimately evil in its nature. The very core of femininity is absolute evil that seeks to devour good men with the same glee and joy youd get from stomping out some dorky kids sand castle.Once I realized why women are the way they are, it's like I've finally been enlightened as to why hermit monks become hermits in the first place. It's all a lie, its all a joke. This planet is a prison, women are archons who genuinely don't give a fuck about anything but they have to pretend to have interests beyond themselves just so men dont become suspicious and notice the huge disparity in the nature of each gender. It's not a complimentary nature, it's completely one-sided and parasitic. The entire role of women is to entrap a mans life force and pull another soul onto this false reality incarnation trap. Thats all they were designed to do. Satan takes a hold of their hivemind vessels with comedic ease and no resistance. They are all beyond corrupt, they fall apart once a month and endure pain unless they fulfill their ill-natured task. There is nothing in this world worth striving for besides Gods love. There is absolutely NOTHING in this world that is worth your place in heaven.
>>34083953I think most people are aware of Female Nature at some unconscious level and simply act accordingly. The whole idealization seems like an overcompensation after finding out women aren't dainty princesses who will treat you like mommy did. Just a high brow version of inceldom.
>>34083505No woman will ever love you, 90% of women out there do not love their man, they don't know how to love anyway; they only tolerate him as long as he provides.Learn to be stoic and get by without their fake and subpar love therefore about 90% of women should be invisible to you. Rise up above your biological programming.Take care of your health anon and find distractions to help pass the time, that's all most people do anyway, the difference is they do it with somebody so time spent together flows differently. It's merely an illusion though.
>>34083518>If you study into it, you'll know that only one love is true, infinite and unconditional, seek that first, seek goodness, don't let your desire for a girl steer you away from that!what, seems like you read this on a meme card and i would guess you have no idea what you even mean yourself>Walk around in real life and you'll probably notice a handful of guys that look like feet but have a pretty gf/partner.i notice the opposite, guys that look decent with girls that look quite plain or even mid ugly
>>34083505>brownI'm indian too. We in my home town of Jaipur have many sexy indian brides ready for you. Come home brown man.
>>34083505I'll tell you what worked for me but you probably won't like it. I stopped being attracted to human women entirely because I enjoy furry porn way more than human porn. I can't say it's a good thing to be like this though. The woman I want literally doesn't exist, so it's easy for me to ignore human girls because I don't want them and I'm not attracted to them. It's kind of lonely though, not gonna lie
>>34083953Women are just a nice bonus.Happens pretty much automatically once you're ready.
>>34083505Instead of wanting "love", want kids
>>34083953>>34084015>women are le subhumanok but I don't want to be lonely>>34084113I'm a jogger, not a jeet>>34085173I can barely take care of myself, so no kids.
>>34085834why do you think a woman should be with you if you cant even take care of yourself? why would someone want to be your permanent sex doll and caretaker? being ugly is one thing, but being a lazy slob is another
>>34083505>brownI won't read subhuman threads.
