>F, 18>both parents died (from different causes, i was unlucky enough for them both to die in the same year)>Ive been living alone in another country for about two years, so i havent been able to say goodbye>work in a bar at night and constantly feel like a prostitute because of the perverted customers>i was expelled from college for absencesIs it over for me? I need genuinely useful advice, not "stay strong" please. If killing myself is the best option, tell me the best method, please
>>34090881Do you have any relatives you can rely on
>>34090941not really, ive never met my paternal family and my maternal family lives in another country
>>34090881>Is it over for me?No. Not even slightly. You are 18 and have a huge, long, productive, interesting, compelling life in front of you. You are currently going through a shitty moment. But it will get better. Phone a local suicide hotline if needs be, but hang in there.
>>34090997So is college not an option for you anymore If not can you get some other job
>>34090881Nah, it's not over. It'll be rougher than if you had free rent but that could make you stronger. Remember to save/invest at least 10% of all earnings.
PSA for any suicidal individuals who may read this.. temporary problems are solved by temporary solutions suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems. Take that as you will.
>>34090881stop the bar and get a real job, then the prostitute thing is gone ... you never thought about this? why do you live in a different country than your relatives, nothing makes sense op
>>34091258i moved here on a student visa. I was going to return last year, but my mother died, ended up renewing my visa and stayed here
>>34090881Are you American?
>>34091478im irish but im living in the us
Where in the US
>>34091517nyc
I was thinking that you could get a lifeguarding job (lifeguard certification costs like 200 bucks) but there’s plenty of places that would be willing to hire lifeguards
Or high ticket sales @andrescontrerasofficial on instagram you can learn for free how to do it
Or join ICE I’ve heard they have a 50k signing bonus
Do you have any inheritance from your parents? Do you want to stay in America, give school another shot, or are you just looking for any reason to live at all? Your life is sad as shit dude, but what would be even sadder is if you're parents were looking down on you ending it after all the love and effort they put into you. Gonna be hard, maybe for a long time, but there's reasons to keep living, especially in america. There is a lot of opportunity here despite all the bullshit.
Goodnight everyone
Or try and get at job somewhere in the diamond district there’s hella rich people there. look up TraxNYC maybe you could win free gold from him lmao
>>34091492Irishman here. How the fuck did you manage that? The US is impossible to get into.
>>34091578>do you have any inheritance from your parents?i received nothing from my mother, she didnt own a house and her furniture was so old that it was donated to a church. My father left his inheritance in the names of his wife and sister, so i didnt get anything from him either>do you want to stay in america? probably, seems like the best place for all my options. If i end up doing something stupid and killing myself, this is the easiest place to do it and i can also try for a college scholarship again next year, idk>>34092325diversity visa program
>>34092325>The US is impossible to get into.Bullshit. You can get into most places. Why wouldn't you? Globohomo is awesome. Trump is moderate globohomo.
>>34091147Wow, this would be really compelling if i was a low iq drug addict.
>>34090881>i was unlucky enough for them both to dieI suspect it wasn't much fun for them either.
In the usa we have a program called Job Corps that provides housing and educational opportunities to young people (under 25) JUST LIKE YOU. Look up a similar program for where you live or where you want to pay respect to your parents. There are people that can help you I'm sure of it
>18>works in a bar in a country where the drinking age is 21
