so lately I've been working on some stuff of myself from my masterbational habits from limiting to only three times to strict time slots and that in admittedly sharing these and made strategies with ai's like crosstalk and copilot with others thinking how to change my approach, others in limiting my viewing of nsfw stuff that in some discord servers which the later I left a few of and the former I'm trying to leave behind cold turkey post last sunday i got baptized. had/still do had a an uneasy feeling of ruining it (not helped in the week in the holidays of before christmas I relapsed) with a thought I had in all of this,reading scripture through biblegateway in a chapter's page a day/later the day reading a page of the niv version I got from my churchvia the 30 day page reading among others seem like I want to be saved or just comes off as works
>>34099363Reading through your text was insufferable.If you have a problem with porn, it is because you have too much free time. Period.Fill your days with meaningful activities, specially those that will use your physical energy and force you to leave the house more often.Ignore this advice and continue to suffer and waste your life.