I'm 26 and I'm going to spend New Years Eve at my parents house for the first time in years. Some friends didn't invite me, some got sick, I had too much social anxiety to invite to my place, basically I fucked up. Since being forever alone in school I'm obsessed with NYE as it's sometimes the only time I have proper fun with people in a year. My bro (18) will stay with his gf in house too but you and I know what they are going to do. Mom will make us some cake, I will maybe toss some homemade pizza and we drive to the hill and watch fireworks.How do I stop being a whiny bitch and appreciate that I have living family and loving parents instead of feeling like a teenager who didn't get laid.
