How do I enjoy people's company? I'm 30 years old and I've always gotten tired of people. I tend to sink into melancholy and start thinking about how I can improve myself. I remember feeling like if I do all of the "correct" things people will abuse it to feed their ego somehow.People are still motivated to socialize with me for some reason, co-workers, family. It makes me feel like shit because I never have any fun talking to most people but I still get lonely and depressed if I don't see anyone. I guess I see the life that some people have, people respect their ideas, laugh at their jokes, women are drawn to them, people want to give them jobs; then I look at myself, people reject my ideas, they get defensive at my jokes, women are wary of me, authority figures take issue with me.I'm hyper independent and I tend to wear dark clothes and have long messy hair, a beard, a serious bitter face. I could try to look like the people I envy but it wouldn't change who I am inside
>>34105635>People are still motivated to socialize with me for some reasonIt's because they want your BWC
>>34106190Why is it always just dudes 95 percent
