I think I'm overdosing on blackpills.At the beginning, I started watching and reading blackpill content as a form of entertainment. I kinda like blackpill/incel/lookidm humor. It's raw, real, and unfiltered.But now, it's starting to depress me. It's starting to make me feel like shit. Because the blackpill is able to explain, with scientific studies and shit, a lot of things that pertain to my life. And it's really depressing because those are genetic things you can never change about yourselfI'm not an incel, but I can't call myself a slayer either.I'm also dark skinned half jeet man and a big part of the blackpill is the "racepill". Honestly, I didn't think that it would have much effect on me, after all, I spent hours on /pol/, on hate threads etc... as a form of entertainment because I don't take racism or racists seriously. So I thought I was shielded against that. But no. The racepill, JBW, etc... is fucking depressing. Much more so than crime stats or IQ studies, or webms showcasing ridiculous hood behaviors that make black people look bad.It's depressing because it kind of kills your confidence in your manhood and your attractiveness. You realize that a woman ever truly loving you is extremely unlikely. You realize that you were used multiple times, when revisiting past situations. You realize you might end up betabuxx. This shit is fucking depressing. And it doesn't leave hope, because you can't change your looks, your height, your bone structure, etc...I understand why incels rope. As humans, we are meant to reproduce.I tried to go and lift some weights to get my mind off all this shit. But as I was lifting, I was thinking about the blackpill.The blackpill changed the way I see the world too. It's so fucking depressing walking outside today and seeing the blackpill confirmed everywhere. It's annoying too that I started analyzing random people's features and calculating their attractiveness.Can I untake the BP?
Therapy ?
Anyone?
>>34129492The black pill is for male BPDs unironically. The only reason why blackpillers believe it so strongly is because the dismal, depressive catastrophic, pessimistic worldview matches exactly how they feel on the inside. And because it confirms feelings they already have, they see it as absolute reality. The only people I've ever met who could never separate reality from their feelings were BPDs, that's part of the disorder. It's also female-coded shit too. As a man you should never let your feelings rule your reason, you shouldn't bury or suppress your feelings either, but never fucking let them control you. You are meant to control them instead, and that means letting yourself feel like shit but never identifying as a piece of shit for feeling shit. Never letting the emotions swallow your self identity or your worldview. Because that's what women do, and you're a man. Think about it logically, think about the following, who am I describing:-Is prone to jealousy, deeply desires others to be jealous of them-Has perfectionist ideals of a perfect love-Yearns for attention, deeply craves to be seen-If they feel slighted or confronted, resorts to passive aggressive meltdowns-Will only listen to their own feelings, rarely understand the thoughts of others-Engages in group think, too afraid to think alone or develop critical thinking-Whenever they see pretty women, will feel a pang of anger or envy and become spiteful.If you think I describe a woman you'd be only half correct. I also describe the blackpill incel, they're the same creature. That's why so many of them troon the fuck out. Just stop listening to the whining of losers if you want to avoid becoming one.
>>34129492>blackpill/incel/lookidm humor. >realIt's nearly completely divorced from reality.
>>34129492>>34131416This. It's more often than not benign observations of basic universal truths that are spun into world-ending calamities.e.g.>most women prefer some sort of attractive guy that looks semi-decent and isn't completely repulsiveturns into>FEMALES ONLY WANT 10/10 CHADSexperiencing the world for yourself is the onyl way to get away from all this pillshit
Turn to God. Faith can pull you through the darkest depths of human experience and pull you out off your abyss of pessimism
>>34129492>>34131406The duality of man is that we are cursed with both a biological "purpose" programmed deeply in our DNA but the consciousness and free will to choose a purpose of our own that often time contradicts what our species was designed to do. In reality, humans are not "meant" to do anything. We are unique from any other organism in the known universe in that we are aware of our mortality and are given the faculties to make choices based on that awareness. Our species has advanced solely because of this ability. Some people choose to dedicate their lives to art, music, philosophy, science, mathematics etc., They choose to forgo relationships, to abuse drugs or alcohol, to write great books or poems, paint masterpieces to commit suicide, to abandon their children, to build empires. This is the beauty and horror of human existence - a patchwork choices, both good and evil, that create an absolutely unique conscious experience that cannot be recreated in any corner of the universe. Your future belongs to you, OP. Don't buy into this bullshit that you are "meant" to do something. Your ability to choose what you are meant to do is the only real freedom you have in life. Its the gift that separates you from bacteria and makes you a one of a kind creature hat has ever and will ever exist.
>>34131446No, you completely misunderstand the point of the bp and the complaints of incels. The point they are trying to make is that it is easier for a 4/10 woman to attract a 7/10 man in comparison to the ability of a 4/10 guy to attract a 7/10 woman. It is borderline impossible for some men to ever be liked by a woman in comparison to women, who have more options then men. In my experience, due to my genetics, 99% of women will never even consider me. And the 1% of women that do end up finding me disgusting. No matter how much self improvement I do, no one will ever like me, and its only exacerbated by my looks.
>>34131809>The point they are trying to make is that it is easier for a 4/10 woman to attract a 7/10 man in comparison to the ability of a 4/10 guy to attract a 7/10 woman.that's just nonsensical, it's a categorical error. those women getting 7/10s aren't fours. whatever you regularly match up with is where you are, that's how supply and demand works. the metrics that arrived at those women being 4/10 might be how one particular incel sees them, but that isn't their actual sexual marketplace value in the real worldincels have the same problem as people did when those photos of Avril Lavigne without make up came out. a woman can be fairly ugly but that isn't significantly dropping her sex appeal to most men. the things that crater a male SMV aren't symmetrical to what does it to a woman. incels and black pillers are too dumb to see this basic fact about the world and adjust their calculations
Therapy idk
>>34131447fpbp
>>34131450fuck yeah
