30 year old and anon here. My ex and I were on and off from 2021 till 2024. We meet at work and we broke up and left because Somone had spread rumors about me fucking another co worker. It was some guy that rejected her, and was envious. She didn’t believe me and we left. Middle 2022 we got back together, but it was hard setting up dates because of 30 mile radius and I worked 6 days. We went no no contact for a months. I tried mushrooms with a friend and was having visions of her and later that day, texted her that I loved her. She didn't reply for days, and replied saying I was delusional. I was heartbroken. I tried to stop remembering her by any means, drugs, sex, other relationships faking the love or faking I was in love. 2024 passes and she unblocks me from Instagram. I see she glowed up in her union job, became an activist and does presentation at conferences. I hit her up, and we start flirting again, and she says she wants to see me. When we meet, the date felt manipulative, brings up coworkers who have a crush on her, she brings up our old job situation about the rumour and the date just went sour. We ended it just leaving it there and sent a last message saying the manipulative tactics didn't work on me trying to make me jealous. It was a low standard for me, i thought it would have been a better date. Went no contacts, and this year 2026 blocks unblocks me again and she has a new boyfriend. I had a panic attack. Went to the gym and doing sauna everyday just to get my headright. How do I get over this?
Get a better gf, if you can't stalk her till she is single again and propose to her and put a baby inside her as soon as you can so she can't leave you.
>>34132823This seems like it was a dogshit relationship in all aspects and the fact she did not trust you is telling. I'm telling you that to let you know you can have better in the future. It's hard but sometimes we become obsessed with someone even if it's clearly toxic and not meant to be. My advice is just do everything you can to distance yourself and know it will take time but there is something else in life once you manage that.
Disregarding your LARP. What's between my Maria and I is completely different. You have no say in it. We're stronger than you.
