pretty sure I'm gonna kill myself within the next month, what should I do before I meet my maker?
ever thought of your parents, suicide is never an option bro
>>34133074parents are dead, so unfortunately I can't use them as an anchor to this world
>>34133069Stop being a pussy. Go make friends and live for the betterment of the world not just yourself.
>>34133085have friends and I've contributed my fair share to the world, but it's just my time to tap out. I'm tired and I deserve my dirt nap
>>34133100You deserve nothing. Honestly. Earn your death by living a long life.
Dont do it man. A friend of mine did it last month and I couldn't feel worst.Talk about it to your friends or a psychologist, it's permanent and your problems are temporary. Get better friend, and may Christ help you.
>>34133069Find a cope, pray to Christ. Don't do it>>34133074.
I've been plagued with psychosis and schizophrenia and after fighting through it all and crawling to a better state of mind, I wouldn't trade my life for the world. I don't know what life is like for you but I guarantee you will regret missing out on the beauty of it. Humans are social creatures and you're probably depressed because you need more positive social interaction. Reach out to family if you have any. Go to church or make friends in person or online.
>>34133069>what should I do before I meet my maker?Listen to a few NDEs (near death experiences) on youtube. Best case scenario you'll find a reason to live again, worst case scenario you'll know what to expect on the other side if there is one. Also make sure to check out some hell NDEs so you know what to do if that's real. The hell ones are less common so it might be hard to find one on youtube.
>>34133100>>34133166>>34133299>>34135988>>34136000HOLY fucking dubs chain that I just broke, sorry guys
>>34133069Suicidal people will try everything but living radically. Have you considered taking up extreme hobbies like mountain climbing or urban exploration of risky areas? Unironically, doing things that are dangerous will give you the thrill enough to understand that life can be enjoyable. Thats what I think the issue with most suicidal people is, that they never truly live and thats why they feel like life isn't worth it. Have you considered just moving to the woods somewhere? If your going to kill yourself, you may as well try the ted K lifestyle and see if you enjoy it. Never end it, bros. Someone will be harmed that would've never suffered if you hadnt done this. Thug it out. Live radically and get off the internet. I used to be so suicidal and was sent to a psych ward (it was fucking retarded) but the value I gained was sitting and staring at a wall for 6 hours a day happened to allow me to sort out the issues in my life and think clearly for once. The answers are within, anon. You just need to make the step, and your never going to unless you get off the internet and start thinking. Break out of the unconscious loop. If someone told me 3 years ago that today I would feel this happy I never would've believed them. Its NEVER over, anon. Never. Get off this negative ass website and off the parasite of the internet and live the life you want to live. And if your going to kill yourself anyways and dont want to try to help yourself (which you dont), try praying. For once, calm down your mind and close your eyes and look within. Anon, I promise you there is a soul within you that you have been neglecting for years. Just genuinely, from the bottom of your heart say "If you are real, spirit of God, let me experience you."
>>34136009The bible says that God is close to the broken hearted. One day I felt just as you did. Almost 4 years ago. I drank a beer in the shower alone and prayed wholeheartedly to die. I wanted to die and used to cut myself constantly. Drug addicted, absolute loser, no joy in my life. I cried and prayed to die that night. The next day I had a terrible accident driving and broke my back severely and couldnt walk. Thank God I can walk again and had no long term consequences of this issue. Get at it, anon. We can all make it
>>34136009I'm not op, but what lifestyle change did you make that has made the biggest positive impact in your life? Did you actually try ted k style living? Do you do dangerous stuff every weekend?
seeing the quintet dubs after reading those kind words actually made me feel something nice. I guess a sign like that is a good enough reason to give life a better attempt than the one I've put forth. Thank you for the thoughts
>>34136613Truly happy to hear that man, i really hope you get better
>>34133069You won't meet your maker if you kill yourself. Suicide sends you straight to the worst possible part of Hell, for all eternity.
>>34138532Eternal hell is fake, just like your "prophet"Worse, you are gay
>>34133069Hedonism. 5000 calories of fast food a day. 1L of vodka a day. Maybe intense exercise, that might make you feel wierd too. Maybe fasting for multiple days.
>>34138548>>34138532By the way, christians od today are like this because in early christianity everyone was literally killing themselves and castrating themselves. Bible implies eternal pleasure if you die. Suicide being bad comes later with augustine and those losers.
>>34137466more dubs, you can't make this shit up haha
>>34133069Have you traveled? It sounds dumb but being somewhere very different and far from home is a neat experience.
>>34136009NtaWhat if you spent months backpacking through the woods trying to figure your shit out and still came to the conclusion that you should kill yourself
