19 year old loser. I never had a girlfriend. I never really had friends. I got bullied throughout high school. Gave up on doing work because I realized I was different. I'm probably autistic, since I've though about it. Towards the end of my Junior year I started doing drugs. Started off with weed, did anything I could get my hands on everyday. Decide to switch schools to a "therapeutic" boarding school. That shit was grueling, the people were completely retarded, staff and students, but at least I wasn't getting bullied or disrespected constantly. Finally graduate but instead of going to college I do a transition year where I was stuck next to a drug addicted faggot and living in a house full of trannies, queers, autists and the like. Not a single somewhat normal person or person I liked did the transition year. From there I really lost hope and my addiction progressed to mushrooms and then LSD. I would buy that shit from the faggot living next to me who would boof shit in the bathroom we shared. So do that for about 2 or so months and then I was sent to rehab. I was finally able to sober up, but now I've been living in rehab for about 2-3 months. I was angry at life so I went full retard mode and tried to piss people off, turned around and I am now a "sweetheart" but the problem with acting kind is that it doesn't really matter, and it doesn't really get you anywhere, and people are annoying as fuck. I still cannot get girls for the life of me, as even in the boarding school I was considered ugly. Anyway once I get out of here, whenever that is, I have two options: trade school or college. Could never do math so trade school seems unlikely. I can't even really do work in general and I'd see people who are more attractive, smarter, athletic, go to parties, get girlfriends or boyfriends, so on and so why even bother with college? The whole thing seems very bleak to me. I'm a failed-to-launch man.What do?
>>34139569>Am I fucked?>19 years oldNo you stupid fucking faggot. Stop basing your ability to have a good life on pussy, just live and go with what you attract naturally. All this bullshit comparing yourself doesn't matter anymore, you're a goddamn adult so act like it and fuck those other people. I cannot believe a 19 year old faggot is saying he has failed to launch. Jesus fucking christ, kid. Take some remedial math and do school if there's a career that requires it, trade or college. Otherwise find a job and make friends. Move out on your own. Just fucking live and stay away from drugs.Fuck you, OP. Just get a grip, man.
>>34139569If you can afford it take the time it takes to be sure you're choosing the right career path. Once you've started on a certain track in this system it's not easy to change course.
>>34139569>19 year old loser.If you're thinking about a career and realize that being a druggie liberal faggot goes nowhere you are already ahead of the curve.
