>>34145507
Stop looking at that sort of porn. Not sure if you can go back to regular MILF porn, but if you can think about some stuff that used to turn you on, you might have a shot of breaking free.

I also have a momcest fetish. It's not as bad as yours but it's been getting worse. I can at least get turned on by other things. My issue began when I found out that the best POV porn happened to be momcest. I was only into big boobs, but over time I got more into it. Xev was my introduction. I made the mistake of watching the chicken nugget thing because I thought it was funny, but then she ended up being sexy and now I'm fucked.

I never thought of my own mother like this until I made the mistake of roleplaying this fetish with chatbots. I still don't picture my own mom because I have a picture of an anime mom to look at, but sometimes I do look at my own mom now. I do not want anything to happen. Thankfully my mom is kind of a bitch sometimes but I think that is the reason why I listen to mommy asmr. I wish she was a bit more loving. Right now my relationship with her is closer to a roommate that needs to make sure bills are paid. It's just me and her in the house now.

At least you're hooking up with girls. I'm a wizard and the only women I talk to outside of business are family members and a friend's mom who is fat as fuck.

>>34145528
No joke I'm thankful for this thread. It's like alcohol anonymous except about moms. Here we can talk about what our issues are, why they are bad, and support each other away from our vice.

>>34145528
Me again, also, fuck you OP. Your image made me horny. I'm going to not jack off and get off the computer and actually call a friend to hang out like I've been meaning to do all day as today his is only day off work, so perhaps I should thank you instead. I'll check back here later if you need to chat.

>>34145528
I'm sorry you are going through this too, Anon. It feels like being trapped in a prison. Why do you think you became attached to this kind of porn and not a completely different one?

In my case I have mommy issues since my mom is pretty mentally unstable. Before watching porn, however, I was into busty women not related by blood at all but milfs with big boobs are often depicted as ''moms'' in porn and I guess that's what planted the seed

Now, almost 10 years later, I am as hooked as when I first started and I don't know how to stop and it's terrifying

>>34145507
>>34145528
Same, Xev absolutely fucked me up and she looks strikingly like my own mom so it's even more weird.
I'm in the same boat as well, Wizard with zero interest in "hooking up." I want a real relationship, I had one once and it was so emotionally volatile that I think I've been scarred from getting to close with women who remind me of her ever since.

I continually attract women like her tho, the same emotional savior complex as I have with my own mom. I don't know if that's always the defining factor with people into momcest but it's a big part of it for me.

>>34145547
Quick response before I head out. For me it wasn't emotional at first. I think it was just because I liked big boobs and older women usually have bigger boobs. POV was more immersive and I really liked the slow burn roleplay. I only had 1 gf and it was a quick very innocent high school thing that didn't last long. Like I said, I'm a wizard. So maybe lack of actual relationship is a thing. When I was in middle school my first crush was a blonde, like my mom, and after finding out about momcest, I thought it was kind of weird that blondes are my type. I'd blame porn for blondes being my type, but it was before I started watching.

These days I help my mom out because I'm her only family and I do love her as a son and truly nothing more than that thankfully. But sometimes I catch myself looking at her boobs. They aren't even really big either. Another thing is I was friends with guys in high school who would make comments like "your mom is hot" and I didn't see it at the time because she's my mom. (This was well before the momcest porn.) It bothered me so much that for years if a porn was friend's mom themed I'd immediately click off of it. I'm less bothered now and can even watch that stuff now because I now like MILFs more than I'm bothered by those memories.

>>34145582
Xev looks like your mom? That's rough buddy. I had a babysitter who looks like her. I didn't see her as hot when I was a kid because I wasn't into girls yet, but the neighbor kids all had a crush on her. One time I took a creepshot of her butt, even though I didn't see her like that, just because it was one of those things that boys are "supposed" to do. I think she caught me but she didn't say anything and I deleted it right away. I hadn't seen her in years so I was wondering if I was misremembering her look, but I saw her again last year.and she absolutely looks like Xev in the hair and face department. I got a little flustered actually but kept the spagetti lid on. It was because when I hugged her, her dress was backless and my hand slipped under her shoulder area by mistake and it was the first time I had my hands under a woman's clothing. She's married with a kid. I'm no homewrecker.

>>34145673
>>34145582
Oh and as for the emotional savior thing, I get that. I'm not into being called a good boy or anything, but the type of mommy asmr that uses that also does other things that I really like. Like I just want to lay in a woman's lap. I also don't want hookups, I want a relationship. I think it has something to do with how when I was a kid I used to believe in sex after marriage. I don't believe in it now, but I do think similar experience matters and being sloppy seconds is gross to me. I want an experience that people can really only get in their teens and 20s. I wasn't confident enough to date ntil 25, then Covid hit and now I don't know. I'm also scared of marriage because my mom divorced my dad, but it's actually really because of some crazy shit that my grandparents did to each other before their divorce including yanking money from the joint account. I know how to protect myself because of the stories. That is no joint account. I also don't believe in divorce at all. I think marriage vows should be taken very seriously. But I'm a wizard who will likely not marry because of my hangups. My mom even wants me to date and give her grandkids, but I don't want kids. So I worry about getting a woman pregnant so better off just not having sex. I really want caring and cuddles more than sex anyway. I've been jerking off long enough and that does me fine. I have a hard time picturing myself dating anyone. Not because I have this fetish, but because I just feel like I'd get destroyed after a breakup. I still pine after my middle school crush because I never made a move. I'm fucking over 30.

>>34145673
>Xev looks like your mom?
Yes, like absurdly so, they could easily be sisters. Same phenotype, eyes, hair, facial structure, shoulders, waist, hips, but my mom's older. On Xev's bio she's even the same height as my mom but even weirder she has the same birthday as my dad.
How much older was the babysitter than you?
>>34145693
Sounds like we're in a very similar boat, anon, that's interesting. Same age sounds like too, I had my confidence obliterated by the only actual relationship I've been in at 21 and once I started to feel like myself again, covid hit, everyone went bonkers, and then women suddenly started acting even more nuts after being isolated with their phones and social media for however the fuck long.
I don't pine over my ex but it was extremely impactful and the breakup was hard while outwardly she showed next to no emotion jumping from one person to the next, which only fucked my self esteem more. There's a deep subconscious layer of feeling like romantic love/marriage leads to emotional pain and the only refuge is your own mother's womb where we were still safe.

>>34145740
I think the babysitter was about 5 years older than me.

The biggest difference between me and you is due to some fights with my mom I don't feel entirely safe around her. Like I was quite the hardass when helping her pay of our mortgage because I wanted to make sure I was on the deed first. Like she was saying she'd put me on, and I do believe her and she did, but I needed that to happen first.

Your ex jumping from one person to the next was just her attempt at finding her next relationship and not having luck with it. That is usually more her own issue than your issue. Sorry that happened to your confidence, but realize that the issue with her after your relationship is not a you issue.

I have a problem with fetish porn too, though I don't share the same one you guys do.

I deeply worry that even if I totally went cold-turkey, it wont ever fully go away. Like I'm cursed this way forever. This thread makes me feel less alone and uniquely fucked up thanks bros.

>>34145507
I also like this even though i am not attracted to my real mom at all.I think it's simply because my experience with women is no greater than a 10year old child's so i defaot to this

>>34145780
That is a more difficult situation. It sounds like a bit of emotional manipulation/turmoil, like something activating your nervous system that keeps the stress around the mother figure?
Thanks, tho, fren, I tend to think the same thing and it was a very complex weird relationship that happened in a very short amount of time but it shaped a lot of my experience where I now am even more hyperaware of people's hidden, shady intentions.

>>34146157
The stress is that she's a hot head. Yells at everybody and can't handle small inconveniences. She also kicked me out once, although at the time I deserved it. Promised to never do it again, and then a week later when I didn't deserve it, threatened to do it again if I didn't help her with something. Our relationship is much better now, and I'm hardly stressed around her, but I do have guards up based on her and other situations I've heard about. Mainly I feel better because I got my own shit together better too. Instead of being financially dependent its much more equal.