It's been half a year since I finished conscript service in my country. Needless to say, it sucked. I was constantly drenched from sweat, rain or snow, tired from constantly having to do this-or-that with no rest, being sleep deprived or sick for weeks at a time. Being yelled at, yelling at others. But, oh, I miss it. The cameraderie and having a job that people appreciated me for.I miss it. I miss it all.For my whole life, I've fantasized of fighting in war. My country is at peace. I can't kill people in sacred war here. I now work a meaningless wagie job but I keep thinking about killing.Should I go to Ukraine? The only things tying me to my current life are my girlfriend and family. But... honestly... eh.
>>34163267Nah
>>34163267>Should I go to Ukraine?Yes.
>>34163267>I want to die for zogbotgo for it
>>34163267I'd join the fire brigade or police before going overseas
