>>34169942
If you keep viewing life like this, you’re gonna fall, and you’ll keep falling until you choose to stop, it will only get harder to salvage the remains of your life as time goes on.

>>34170294
>Just choose to succeed bro
So THAT'S why everyone wins in life!

>>34169942
Be more social, you have to practice all of your social skills like going to the gym.

>>34170322
You were cursed. You have a mental parasite that keeps telling you you're not good enough. That parasite makes you look for reasons that prove you're not enough, and when you find them, the parasite reproduces.

People who don't have that parasite don't have all of what you wrote, they have something, or aspire to something, and nothing tells them they are not enough, so they keep stacking thing over thing, victory over victory, the opposite of what you do.

You will have to come to terms with being a failure and start seeing good in the unique conditions that built you. Only then you will start stacking superficial shit after superficial shit.

The easiest one in your list is lifting rocks: Just lift rocks and eat, then you will lift a heavier rock. Internship is easy as well, knock on every workplace and tell them you work for them for free or even pay them to work.

Being creative and being funny require that you stop looking at yourself in misery. They should be the last steps on your list. Even friends, and even sex, can come before being funny or specially creative. Get rid of those parasites first.

>>34170322
You need to stop hating yourself and start applying yourself. Identify your flaws one by one and fix them or stagnate and perish