it's over.

>>34196688
I have woken up so horny I want to call my Ex for a shag. It's unbelievable how tight she is. Want to just go crazy and cum inside of her

I need a side hustle so I can make money for strippers and tattoos

>>34196766
Strippers can't be worth it. It's like paying to blueball yourself.

>>34196688
This thread should permanently move to /b/

>>34196773
They're not really worth it, but it's fun if you got cash to blow

>>34196688
i fucking hate women so god damn much. also i got banned and tried to change my ip and even deleted my cookies but it didn't work and now i have to do the captcha again, before i didn't have to. this sucks. also i hate women.

When you have money let it flow out into the world
There is no waste
Money flows into you and it flows out of you
That money that flows out goes into others pockets and lets them flow as well

Sold loads, probably like 50ETH in 2017 to strippermax. Got nothing out of it; they are all pretty shitty people, perhaps they are better outside the club, but within it they only view you as an ATM. I got what I asked for. I'd be very loaded if I hadn't done something so stupid

The fact it might have only been half of the snow is tiresome. But the weather forecasts are all different makes it more annoying

I have gained the skill of stepping on people's boundaries and being imposing. It's great to be able to get what I want with something as easy as rambling on when they've already said no.

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>talked to this woman from a /soc/ dating thread
>realize I don't want a long distance relationship
>tell her and unadd her
>still feel like I had a breakup

Does nicotine help you to relax or is it closer to a stimulant like Coffee?

>>34197333
Yes

>>34197339
Guess i'll start smoking then. I hear that vaping isn't that bad for your lungs as long as you don't smoke cheap shit with coils that burn.

>>34196688
I want to fuck my gf’s fat mexican mom so bad it’s all I can cum to anymore. My gf knows it too. Might move in with her family soon and it gets me hard just thinking of seeing her mom naked around the house

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>>34196688
Sometimes I get sad looking at hentai or ecchi anime....I don't know why

>>34197347
Not worth

You turned our relationship into a list of demands, a binary check such as if I was employed or not and communication broke from then on. I am not suprised. I got the job but no one to share accomplishmemts with anymore. I miss when the goal was to improve each other from rock bottom. But I undestand it is over, I will be a collection of memories to slowly fade.

>>34197563
Why not?

I think it should only be two more inches tonight. Thank god

ok i admit it hurts a bit but that's ok :)

If only one girl from my gen had half the rapey gull and forwardness that these repulsive hags have toward me.

saw this woman i knew over 10 years ago walking down the street lately, she was alone but i was with a friend and too shy to go over and say hi
she's just my kind of girl tho. heavily into fantasy (lotr, game of thrones, even a bit of gaming). still is judging by the clothes she was wearing. her parents have a bar so i know where to find her. considering going over for a drink and get in touch because i'm lonely as fuck and getting a date with her would probably be the accomplishment of my life but i'm kind of scared to end up dissapointed to find out she's maried with children or some shit like that like most people our age

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>>34196688
i miss my kamioshi so much. she still streams, but it causes me a sort of pain i havent felt anywhere else to see her, or hear about her.
another oshi of mine collabs with her a lot now that theyre both indie. this has somehow been a bad thing. theyre very active in talking to one another in her streams, and they attend the same events. when they first collabed, they played aoe2, which i have been playing for 20 years now. it was a really good time, i really like both of them and that game and i like how they get along.
it is physically painful to see her, though. i dont have people. i have been forced out of somewhere i felt i belonged.
my kamioshi doesnt want people like me to watch her. she wants to change the audience to not be lonely men. as a lonely man, i dont know where to go. i thought that was my place. i feel unwelcome anywhere, now.
i miss my kamioshi. i miss her a lot. it hurts to see her, it hurts to not see her, it hurts to think about her. i miss belonging. i dont belong anywhere now, i dont have people now, and i am adrift.

i dont hate her, either. i want her to succeed, it just hurts to think about her. i want her to do well, i think she deserves to do well, but i cant be happy for her. i cant really be happy about much these days.

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there's this girl in my class who keeps doing one semester of a useless art major, fails all her classes, then moves onto the next major. she's finally been put on probation and got her financial aid revoked. why do people like this exist? why don't they just not go to college? is everyone at community college this fucking dumb?

God I miss him so much. He doesn’t know this but I’m always going to be his.

I want to go, leave my parents house and start trying to live on my own. but I know there is a housing shortage right now and I believe if I try it wont end well one way or another.

But I want to live by myself so bad, I love them, but my family is psychologically holding me down, I can feel it. I cannot be myself around them, its exhausting

>>34197940
had the same thing, became a massive shut-in, then father got angry all the time because i wasn't behaving normally or barely talked anymore
until i cracked, left overnight and lived in my car for a week, and an emergency shelter after that

i'd say leave before it changes you because it takes a lot of time to recover from this long term psychological torment

my husband had to give me an enema when i was sick i dont think you can get more embarrassing than this honestly

>>34196688
Is anyone else extremely disturbed by the normalization of AI in schools? It shouldn't even be a question you ask, NO of course AI usage has no place in your school assignments, that is literally plagiarism. What the fuck is going on

No idea how I’m gonna get over this but I have faith

The Patriots made it into the Superb Owl. Can't wait.

>>34198108
People are gonna get dumber and dumber as time goes on.

>>34197577
>Risk of cancer
>Stamina declines
>Bad teeth
>Smells bad
>Expensive
>Accumulates tar in your lungs
>If you decide to quit later in life, the desire for a cigarette never leaves
Social smoking Is fun, but I would never recommend picking it up as a habit.

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I regret being straight edge for the majoriy if my lifr, now I am miserable and in pain and there's really no way for me to take the edge off, not single pill or smoke and not a single drop of alcohol. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't cope.

I miss my lesbian

Conniving manipulative lying weasily turd.
Horrid person

It's smart not to let them use words to dance around you and gaslight you

my only ever best friend of 8 years, a girl. who's still trying to fight off type 3 cancer got groomed by some guy from florida. been really stressing about her condition because she hasn't been telling anyone anything: for literal 6 month. and I can't fucking do anything about it. He's Waller72 on tiktok: or whatever there may be. there's more to expose about that shit, but I can't really say much here :/

>>34198234
Buy weed
Journal

>>34198042
It's not embarrassing, you have a good husband

>>34196688
Ingested enough paracetamol to be in the er, the guys I'm sharing the room with are nice though

I just want to get rich so I don't have to do anything all day long.
But I can't, because I'm too retarded to get rich, and can only be a wage slave.
I hate my life.

>>34199074
Same same

>>34199066
Here's hoping you can get your stomach pumped before all of it is absorbed. Paracetamol/acetaminophen overdose is supposed to be an excruciatingly painful way to die.

>>34196688
i fucking hate women so god damn much, i wish i could beat up just one without it being illegal

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>>34196688
I hate being a mentally sick loser i need to be shot in the back of the head execution style

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>been dating, cheating, married, divorced
got back up, one night stands, dating again and was in a healthy relationship

I'm just bored of women, I've found inner peace being alone
I'm taking MGTOW pill while having a FWB, lads

Nobody likes me

Just went through a break up. Nearly 2 year together and nearly another 2 years before that just as friends. Met on /soc. Hit it off once we met in I person. Was going really well. Saw each other ever 2 months at the start then she moved closer and would spend every other weekend together. Met extended family. Went to large family gatherings. Eagerly talked about future plans together. Saw each other as best friends as well as partners. We're having sex she starts crying and we stop. She crys for a while while I just hold and wait for her to calm down. Eventually hits me with "I wanted to wait for the morning to tell you this". Instantly feel cold pit open up in my chest. She says she doesn't feel like she can live where I do anymore and doesn't see our lives being compatible anymore. Ok no problem I get that. Not gonna blame her for that sorta thing. She then continues on to say how she doesn't want to get to know me more and hasn't wanted to spend time with me in months (basically since she moved closer) and how she tunes me out when we talk and doesn't like listening to me. This hurts me pretty bad. I get out of bed and go to sleep on the couch. Can't sleep. Start packing her things up. I had bought some fancy coffee beans from her favourite Cafe as part of our upcoming anniversary. She starts crying when I give them to her to take (o don't drink coffee and figured might as well let her have it). She starts rambling about how good I am and whatever. But I'm not listening anymore. She'd been lying to me and leading me on for months as it turned out so nothing she says now has real value. I manage to sleep a couple hours. Wake up and start packing up the rest of her stuff. I throw away the lasagna she had made for me. I go upstairs to my office and throw away all the sentimental crap and delete all pictures and the notes I had taken (gift ideas and the like for her). She wakes up. And packs up the rest of her stuff. I'm sitting on the couch...

>>34199411
Why must you do that? I try my ass off to ignore things you post, then you do this.

>>34199697
Cont..
She comes into the living and asks if she can wait untill it's lighter out since she doesn't want to drive when it's dark. (She had stayed the night. She dropped the bomb at 10:30 pm and it's now 4 am). I say it's fine and ask her where she wants to wait in the house. She says she'll wait in the living room. I don't want to be near her anymore and decide to go upstairs instead. She then says she's just gonna leave then. I say ok and come back down as she finishes packing up. She leaves her apartment keys behind I give them to her. She just standing in the door way looking sad. She starts rambling and apologizing. I'm not saying anything. At no point did I get angry or lash out in anyway. She stares at me. I point at the floor for her to pick up her house Sandals. She gets upset again and asks for one last hug (I would always give a big hug every time we'd see each other and leave each other. Picking her up and bouncing her around). I ask "why?" And she cries saying she feels bad and starts rambling. I don't move or speak. She then starts to make her way out the door and I step closer to lock it behind her. She stops and turns (thinking I'm going to hug her I guess) I say I'm just gonna lock the door and she gets choked up and leaves. She ends up sitting in her car outside for a bit.
Why is this my life? I thought I had things solid and figured out? I just want to be happy guys.

>>34196688
Saw the ex at the shops. Eyes locked as I realised who it was. Knew I didn't want to speak to her, took a wide berth as I didn't want to get close enough for that kind of unspoken dialogue where we both clearly notice each other but choose not to speak.

Tried to awkwardly go about my business and find a path to the things I need without running into her but she always ended up right where I needed to go so I just gave up and left with like one thing that I didn't even plan on buying.

I wish her the best, but I'm just happier pretending she doesn't exist

>>34199724
You handled it like a champ mate, good for you. Don't give her comfort for feeling sad about breaking up with you. Who knows what will happen between you in the future or what your future prospects hold but she will respect you for pulling the plug on her like that and not chasing after her

>>34199821
She won the breakup I'd kek if I read an ex type this

>>34200012
NTA, you're just some dude.

>>34199710
What

>>34200164
Nothing, nevermind.

Strange.

>>34200197
Soapy, can you fucking just stop.

I miss the father of my child. My heart will always be connected to his.

>>34200214
You're rude. Bully even.

>>34200506
It's the internet. Just text on a screen. People with first world problems who can't face that words are harmless. The issue most people of my generation now. They've been consumed so much by pop culture whiners that now they think their problems are like their's. What this has led to is people committing suicide because of stupidly joke-like simple shit that most people would look over. Had people look past their entitlement and look past the asshole words people throw at them without acting like a martyr, this world would be so much better. Unfortunately, not that many people have balls to truly be as isolated as me. True, a lot of them are introverts and I'm an extrovert, but nobody has the balls I have to be alone. I can literally sit in some Vietnamese torture hole prison and still be at peace while the average person of my generation would start freaking out and screaming.

>>34200506
If you’re trying to find a reason to dislike me, then that's cool. You’re entitled to that, I guess.

I'm gonna have to move to a smaller city from the one I've lived all my life (from 4 million to ~100k) for work and I'm fine with it except for one thing. Like, if I never got laid in a big city like this I'm literally never getting laid there. It's basically over and I'll kill myself if I turn wizard.

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in my late twenties
i missed all the usual social milestones one hits in their adolescence, was a loner for my highschool years, socially anxious, friendless, khhv, you get it. gave up on ever being with a girl at a certain point.
but just a few months ago, a girl saw a picture of me and invited me to a concert. and she fell for me. i... reciprocated. we had trysts for these few months. but we live far, and she's moving away soon, among other reasons- we both saw a long term relationship wasn't in the cards. I thought it's best to end things immediately... but she didn't want to stop immediately. we kept going a little while longer, but i had to put my foot down and say our romance is over. she's real upset now. (she's eight years my junior btw- and suuuper attached to me, in this short time)
I just feel this sense of dread and guilt for ever returning her advances at all. and the thought of her being upset at me is driving me crazy, even though i want to distance myself from her.
i wish i had my first relationships when you are 'supposed' to so i would know better at this point. not knowing what to do or how to be a good person is stressful. i finally had my first romance, but it's complicated, messy... i wonder if it's worth the trouble. if me missing out on it for all these years just broke me socially and I shouldn't try to get with people anymore. i was flying blind, and going with the flow when she asked if I was down for it... maybe i should have said no and remained alone, where everything is easier

>>34196688
im sad because i dont have any friends because all my friends eventually just drift away

>>34200618
I'm a khhv too and I envy you, anon. I long for all those messy complicated feelings you're feeling cause at least you're feeling something and that makes you alive. I don't feel anything most of the time and I wish I knew how feeling anything felt.

>>34200640
It isn't being khhv that's the problem it just is the lack of status that somehow is created in your life that you can't let go of that other people have. If you break free from the matrix where people believe everything from the place of status and what-ifs life gets easier. It gets even easier when you learn to let go of needing people even further.

I meet people at their worst, they act like retards, I cut them off and magically they start surpassing me in life while still being shitty in personality while absorbing my identity as well. What is this

I want an NG+ run in real life. Just start over with all of my current knowledge and redo the whole thing so it doesn't end up as fucked as it is now. I don't see any way to salvage anything at this point.

ship my order already

>>34200558
I just thought you were bring mean to me.
>>34200539
I don't know what you're getting at, buddy. I'm American if that matters, but I'm a member of the precariat class. Things could be worse, but things can also get worse fast. Or better.

>>34200715
I apologize if that was mean. That wasn't the intention. I was a bit annoyed.

>>34200726
You're going to just keep being allusive?

>>34200715
Life is what you make it s. I may be living this privileged life, but deep down inside I know it'll all go away and people will laugh at me and abandon me. The pain of that though bothered me as a 14 year old, but now as a 31 year old, I'm at peace with it. Maybe my life would be easier if people just fucking knew how to not take shit out of context, but they can't because everyone is naturally simply just retarded.

>>34200732
Elusive about what? I'm not gonna argue with you.

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>fap because no gf
>no gf because I keep fapping

>>34200765
I said allusive. Which is a word.

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I recently got accepted for a job as a dishwasher for a really good company. One hiccup though: the background check (which is extensive). I'm not illegal, I don't have a criminal record, but the real kick to the crotch is the work experience. I listed jobs that I do have but neglected to mention that the previous three jobs I had were quit after a month. This was do to extensive mental health issues and I've more or sorted it out, but who company in their right mind is going to see that and be like "yup, we'll bet on this one."

If this doesn't go through I genuinely think that's going to be all I have left in me. I have one dream in my life I've had for a while that I want to fund. I can do it with this job in a reasonable amount of time but if I don't get it, it'll be another 1, 2, however long until the ever-worsening job market gives me a shot. And I'm just... sorta at the end of my tether. Maybe they'll overlook it, maybe they care far more about the legal stuff but like... genuinely hard to talk myself off the edge if this falls through. I don't think I can take another year of unemployment, of sending my applications to a million and one hiring offices and hearing nothing (both with my resume and with my resume minus job history). I literally can't man, I can't do it. I just need one more chance.

>>34200804
Touche. But you said nobody likes you, I took offense to that, as I am nobody -- I guess.

I feel grossed out that a local radio DJ goes to public parks and hiking trails around where kids play and takes nude selfies and posts them online. Not only does he do that but he does it under his dj name while promoting his show
The radio station has been informed and doesn’t care, they ignore it
It’s nasty

Day 5.
I need a sleep aid, not tea. Hibernation is not an option.

>>34200882
You've been up for 5 days?

>>34200837
You're Somebody
>>34200749
Oh. Yeah, people are retarded.

Tell me your problems.

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y cousin once had me perform oral sex on her when I was 5-6. She was about the same age, only a little younger. I remember the experience as clear as day. It likely led to me becoming hypersexual and has affected my ability to form meaningful relationships

I know for a fact that she remembers it too. Whenever I see her family at reunions, I try to stay distant from her out of shame. Does her family know about it? Do they see me as a monster behind closed doors?

I genuinely feel bad about everything surrounding the event. How I lost my innocence and gave myself a lifelong fucked up view on sexuality, how the event probably affects her to this day. How she was likely either molested or exposed to adult content to make her want to do it in the first place at that age. I see both of us as victims

My worst fear is that one day she'll tell everyone about it even though she was the one who initiated it and guided me through it. I doubt society would see my side

The only people who i've told this to are my closest friends who have revealed shit to me and my parents

>>34199821
Doubt she even realised it was you

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>>34200943
I am extremely sorry for having caused you trouble. Scratch that. Trouble cannot begin to cover what I inflicted upon you. We both made mistakes. Back then I must confess that you were one of my only true friends. And I am sorry that I valued you as that until the incident happened. My heart was not ready.

Self improvement came to a halt during this blizzard. Oh and there is a chance for more this weekend. So if there is another snow day coming more time for me to dae on my thoughts.

I can’t believe I’m saying it but I want spring to come. For now I will try to squeeze more time to study, exercise, and get away from here.

I hope you are happy and healthy. Oyasumi.

>>34200933
I would rather be yours. But I'm gonna be afk for a while.

>>34196688
I dont see the point in remaining alive nor being born in the first place. But committing suicide is literally illegal.

>>34200961
Seems that you feel really regretful what you have done. You know that you've caused other people to feel incredibly hurt, and feeling awful about it doesn't undo what you did. What makes it even worse is that you realise now is that he was one of the most valuable people in your group. I have dealt with these feelings too. He was a really great guy. I was so awful to him because it was the 'cool' thing to do. I harassed him and was so evil towards him, more evil than I can even speak, even when he was the only real one in my life. He just wanted to be my friend. He was so kind. But I was evil towards him regardless. I teased him about his differences. I just wish I could take it back. Even after all this, When I apologised and he could see that I'm sorry, I have changed as a person, he was willing to become friends again. Just why did I do it.

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Will womens brain ever go back to normal before social media? They act like spoiled brats so hard im losing the rest of my interest on them.

>>34201001
Orange cats are known for lacking brain cells. Anon the way you speak reminds me of them, but I should stay away from 4channel. It isn’t good for my mental state

>>34201023
I would love to play GameCube with some frens.

>>34201035
me too, fren, me too

I don't want to recommend your unprofessional ass to anything

>>34200962
Why?

>>34201120
You're the unprofessional one.

>>34201134
Great comeback,
>N-No you

>>34201136
You're a retard

>>34201143
Good, you can branch out at least
You're a slut

>>34201150
You seriously need help, you're projecting
Take your meds and see a psychologist

>>34201129
I want to know how to love you, because you deserve happiness. If you’re asking why I'll be afk, for sleep.

>>34201154
Pot calling the kettle black

>>34201120
>>34201134
Do you two know eachother or something?

>>34201160
Do a flip.
>>34201164
I dont know him, he's trolling and mentally unstable

>>34201172
Seems to be a lot of conversation in this general where people who don't know eachother speak like they do.

I hate you, I hate you so much. I hate that your social butterfly act was just that, an act, and that behind your gleaming sunshine lied only a viper, whose bite spread venom all the way down to the soul.
I hate how much of a fool I made of myself by falling for that act and by extension, you. I hate that I like certain songs because they remind of you, that I can't watch certain shows because they remind me of how enthusiastically you used to talk about them.
I hate how everything I've done to improve myself was to spite you, to perhaps one day make you feel like wronging me was the worst mistake you could've made in this life, when I know deep down that you don't care, never did and never will.
And worst of all, I hate how fate keeps bringing you back into my life in the cruelest of ways just as I'm about to forget you: if I don't catch a brief glimpse of you walking in the opposite direction on the other side of the street, you invade my dreams instead.
Please, just leave me alone.

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>>34201179

>>34201179
Maybe forgive yourself and forgive them.

>>34201156
Oh. Thanks. Maybe we can exchange discords or something. I have like a crazy amount of stuff going on the next few weeks though. Also, don't have too high expectations in any way.

>>34201204
We've already done that. You didn't like what you experienced, I'm guessing.

>>34201207
Didn't you say you were a man and then you said you were not gay (I'm not gay either)? Stop trolling me. Lol.

>>34201204
You're speaking like you know eachother it sounds like I'm hearing old friends talk why is this so common.

>>34201230
You're still going to die on that hill?

Tomorrow I will be in a great mood, I have won a battle.

I dread tomorrow. All I do is lose battle after battle after battle.

>>34201262
Same.

I can’t get over the chick I broke up with years ago (she was horribly avoidant) and it’s made me both scared of getting treated like that and keeping women at a distance. I just am so lonely. I see friends moving on, I see groups splintering and I just wish we could all have stayed in amber together. I remember how happy I was at this group event, driving back with her playing with my hair and I don’t think I’ll ever reach that again.

I just don’t think I can ever meet a woman again.

I do know things will work out
I do know what I'm doing
I do know I'll be successful
I do know she doesn't care and is using me
I do know things will be messy

I'm just lonely and want to be free of these burdens

>>34201244
Care to give some details mate?

Total antiwhite death.
The ceaseless wave of propaganda to deracinate my kin and drive them to self loathing is ending.
After a year of pushing anons on various boards to use antiwhite, or antijapanese in certain cases, over '''woke''' is paying off.
Same for using White erasure.
Vindication feels good, and we are all going to make it lads. Don't give into their fear campaigns, their demoralization. They know they are losing the plot and will act ever more psychotic as desperation grows.
Total antiwhite death.

>>34196975
This is what the antimale movement has caused.
I'm sorry for your loss anon, things will get better.

>>34197479
Treat your gal better anon, not cool.

>>34201360
I don't know how more people haven't seen the scheme for what it is when the phrase "It's okay to be white" is seen as racist. If that's an evil statement, what does the alternative imply?

>>34198042
lol
lmao
No.
No it can get a lot worse.
An enema is middle road at best, you should be happy he supports and cares for you. Very cute.

>>34197921
That's harsh anon, very. But e-thots aren't a replacement for real relationships. Try to find an AoE2 community, or one for another game you enjoy. Or comic/manga series.

>>34199697
>>34199724
incredibly fucked up anon. but stay strong, you did the right thing the best way.
You'll find a proper lass one day.

Looking up old 4chan culture videos on youtube and seeing "uploaded 17 years ago" and older is depressing. It feels like that was another world.

>>34201230
>>34201237
Nah, seriously, what is it? Like, why did you curve me like that?

>>34196688
i don't want to date promiscuous women, drug users or heavy drinkers but it seems no one fits all criteria at once. Been very lonely for 3 years after my only gf broke up with me and every time I become even a bit interested on a girl, it doesn't take long for the dissapointment to ensue. I guess you would call it a conflict between moral values and a desire for connection. Am I retarded?

>>34201372
Well your first failing is using '''racist'''' to begin with.
That word is an antiwhite slur.
The proper wording would be
>when the phrase "It's okay to be white" is seen as heretical to antiwhiteism
You need to not spread their ideas or dogma.
People don't see the actual truth because of sunk cost fallacy, deliberately laid pit falls, and carefully created dialectics.

i miss u so much ive turned into a creepy stalker, always checking up on ur twitter multiple times a day, its really upsetting to catch a post of urs thats recently posted knowing that ur online yet not talking to me

>>34201461
I'm not gay.

>>34201507
You're not a dude, Soapy.

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>Mom applies me for university without telling me
>She asks for a grant too
>The entire thing is about her and her previous abusive relationships and her not getting child support from my dad
>She gets mad at me for saying it's shit and tells me that chatgpt told her it was well done

A coworker I'm physically attracted to, talked to me and started laughing with her friend right after saying "I talk like a virgin" followed by, "No problem, I'm in no hurry"
What the fuck is that supposed to mean? How does one "talk like a virgin"?

>>34201528
Do you avoid the topic of sex?

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>>34201528
What exactly did you see, Anon?

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>mfw I realize I’m just being used by her to make some black manlet from africa, with a kid, jealous because he didn’t want her
>still is at his house every day
>quit her old job to work with him
lmao wtf

>>34201522
This happened to me 10 years

>>34201537
Dude, you know that groove gone. It's time to move on.

>>34201522
>>She gets mad at me for saying it's shit and tells me that chatgpt told her it was well done
AHAHA
I'm so sorry anon.
Jesus Christ what Hell.

>>34201528
What did you fucking do lad?

>>34201553
I love my mom and I appreciate all of the things she's done for me but fucking why.

>>34201550
I know, I always knew even before I knew. There was never even really a groove. I was drunk texting her because she was cute, had given signs. Then overkill, lovebombing as the zoomers say. I wasn’t falling for it. But this, just beyond my comprehension

>>34201537
Imagine how funny it would be if you started manipulating her and then just vanished.
Suddenly the guy who she thought was some appetizer left her sorry ass

>>34201573
I would never. I was not really into her that much anyway, it was kind of a mistake in my mind with her coming on way too strong and it snowballed and then this bomb dropped.

>>34201509
I'm not them.
>>34201235
It's not.

>>34201646
Sure.

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Life is too damn good to ruin it.

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>>34196688
This is retarded but it's really upset me and I feel the need to say it.
I really like age play, I really like the fantasy of daddy/daughter play, the fantasy of borderline illegal sex situations with the girlfriends I've had and that was mutual, from "loli pussy", to "class slut" I've heard it all.
But when some freak posts actual child porn on this site for kicks which I swear has become so frequent it's disturbing in of itself.
I just get overwhelmed? I start shaking, I start... I can feel my eyes instinctively welt, it's sickening, it's upsetting.
I feel disgusting even having bared witness to it.

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>>34201778
Your heart and your awareness is stronger than the pull of your hormones. You need to look at yourself as the bigger monster against the devil when he does that shit to you, no matter fucking what, and it will be hard. And you need some medication. You got this lion.

>>34201791
It's dumb. I know they aren't synonymous, with the women I've been with again it's fantasy, it's mutual enjoyment, but then you see the stuff that gets posted here and it's like how can you not be upset by it?
There's the rush and adrenaline of doing something naughty, consensually, with someone you care about and then there's that, someone using children like play things. How can that not be upsetting?

Flexin' where you go, next you'll flaunt Greece
It's okay, I know that you did it 'cause you want peace

>>34201778
You literally explained why anon.
The age play fetish is roleplay, it's fake.
It's two people consenting to sex acting out an unusual and typically impossible situation.
It's fantasty, it aint real.
Meanwhile actual child porn destroys the lives of the children involved irrepairably and even the adults who engage in it to a degree.
It;s evil.
You being able to separate reality and fiction/roleplay/fantasy is a normal thing.

>>34201800
Being enraged by the abuse of children is the righteous response.
It's not even a hypocritical thing lad.

>>34199230
They put me on a drip instead to dilute it, so far so good I think

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>>34201852
I pray to God someone loves you now.

>>34201858
What do you mean

>>34201868
Anon, you are loved. I know you don't see it, but you are deeply loved. Now let's not do this again because some girl dumped you okay. Women go through enough trauma in their life. They don't need to deal with some disturbing ass death of an incel who thought the beauty of life was a waste. If you truly love this woman: you'd let her go, forgive yourself, and move forward with your life. This woman wants you to find another one, happily ever after, okay?

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>I love you more Mike
>You are my home

I'm suffering from a long history of being assaulted and exposed to the depraved shit people do from birth and it's been a constant stain in my entire life. It's affected how I was growing up into adulthood and I want to end it before I repeat this cycle of abuse and shame on any innocent child or adult.

Watch for manipulative larps

>>34201989
Find coping skills. Look them up on the internet. That's the advantage of being in the age of Information.

He will say he is helping when he's not and only being manipulative

>>34196688
I haven't crossdressed in a while. I haven't crossdressed seriously enough either. But I'm stuck in a household which isn't bad, but definitely holds a grudge against crossdressing. I just want to be happy

>>34201882
Thank you for the kind words, but it's not like that lmao no one dumped me, but thanks for looking out man, I appreciate it

Why is it when I'm desperate for someone to hold, she comes to my mind, she doesn't even love me anymore, I don't even know for long she it was when she first stopped.
But it's her smile and her face that comes to mind when I'm at my lowest.
I really need someone to hold.

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>Had a nightmare where I opened my parents bedroom door and saw tree people in bed.
>my sister in the middle
>see some fast motion
>my father is fingering my sister under the blankets
>my mother is crying next to them
>he's masturbating your sister
>I start beating him in the face with a belt

wtf, I have a normal relationship with my family, we're all normal.

I still think about my old school crush quite regulary. I just had a dream about her before waking up.

I barely talked with her, never asked her out and the most I accomplished was talking to her about school subjects. And yet I still think about her 3 years later while she probably forgot about me the first month after graduation. It's pathetic really. I know almost nothing about her but due to the way she looks I fell in love with her.

I've given up on women and dating (before ever even trying kek) and most of the time I don't feel bad about it. I just don't care. But then sometimes (mostly at night) I feel so much regret for never properly trying in my life.
I'm a 23 year old khhv and will stay one until death.

My love is for all of you, I don't allow outside influences to attempt to say vapid things because we both know the love we have for each other is true love.

>>34201244
Pussy.

Dear universe,

please send me a slightly toxic man that will emotionally and financially support me, that will encourage my hobbies and goals, that will treat me and love me like family, that will forgive my past and that his past can be forgiven too. Please let me experience happiness, I want to get away from all these people. I'm so tired of being here sorrounded by low class attitude and thinking. I want to read books with you, I want to laugh at shows with you, cuddle you, invent with you, build with you.
Please grant me this life, I can't die feeling so lonely.

Actions over words.
Add me to move forward

>>34202336
It's the right words, I just need the actions m

I'm tired of being looked at like a creep whenever I go watch a kids movie alone at the theatre.
I don't like 99% of movies and prefer watching a select few films some of which happen to be family movies, but damn people are so judgemental.
Yeah I get it, there are a lot of sick creeps out there in the world but I am not one of them for fucks sake.
Why the fuck are you looking at me like I am a pedophile
Damn.
This shit makes me not want to go to theatres at all anymore
You just make me spiteful and hope that Streaming destroys the movie theatre industry out of spite.
Clearly you faggots don't even like going there anyways because you are out playing with your phones which you are too retarded to adjust the brightness too while your stupid kids play whatever gambling mobile game you let them get addicted too with your incompetent parenting skills.
I hate drunks I hate prostitutes I hate filthy mouths I hate murderers I hate psychopaths Just let me enjoy my manchild escapism in peace.
Damn

Fight the future.

i fucked up going back to college for my master's.
I'm a fucking idiot and i lack the willpower to actually do any of the work i'm so far behind on now.
my family have placed expectation on me to have a good career but i would've been happy being a fucking hermit working a dead-end job just getting by.
i predict i'll finally kill myself for real a few months from now when i fail, or just have a mental breakdown, run away and become homeless, either one really.

I lost all my childhood friends simply because I never kept contact with them. I've only ever made friends in school and that's where I mostly interact with them.