Is helium still viable? I read somewhere years back there is typically some additive which causes the sensation of asphyxiation to discourage its uses in suicide.I’m ready. Years of crying nearly everyday. Had a good career and threw it away. 37M single, no friends. I’m gonna have to rehome my cats first, so they don’t eat my corpse lmao.I’ve tried nearly a dozen different drugs, 3 of 4 long term. They don’t work well enough, or the sides just make things worse. I’ve even tried ketamine therapy. Daily exercise. Good diet. Structured routines. Doesn’t matter. The pathology is too strong.So anyways, helium still viable? I’d rather not blow my head off but if I have to, so be it.
>>34238121None of those things you tried are the solution to depression. The only way anyone has ever achieved happiness is by pursuing wisdom. Whether it's Buddhism, Stoicism or some other spirituality of detachment, happiness can only exist in the form of enlightenment. You can do it, because your judgements are under your sole ownership. It's really only a question of whether or not you want to be healed.
>>34238179Just for posting this you pushed my date closer by one day.
>>34238121you are planning on ending this life, this only experience of something other than the void you will ever have, and you are asking a 4chan board whose use is 99% of the time used for how to say hello to women. At least show some respect for suicide and do more research
>>34238199I wasn't trying to convince you not to do it, I was just letting you know you were barking up the wrong tree so that you can make an informed decision. If you don't have the will to work on yourself, you were never going to make it anyway.
>>34238199I fuckin hate that guyHe always pulls that shit on me when I get too angsty on atogaThe information you seek exists on the internet but ethically I can't give it to you. My cats are dead now, I'm hanging on by a fucking thread.Perfunctory "don't do it" speechI still can't think of a reason to live I'm at the point where I'm just making sure I don't have immediate access to a method. All you have to do is not do it today. Then you do that again tomorrow. Maybe eventually we'll think of a better idea than doing the bare minimum and coasting while hoping to get hit by a bus.
>>34238220It's not that serious. Just emotions playing with you, they do with everyone else. Just look from 3rd person perspective how stupid suicide looks. The world moves on and nothing changes. So why even bother killing yourself, if you wanna feel good just hop on semen retention and watch adventure time. Life is full of wonders and there is no afterlife you were extremely fucking lucky to become into existence in this universe it's impossible but it does and you exist
>>34238121>Is helium still viable?No. You can't buy pure Helium any more. It always has added oxygen now. So it won't kill you (but will leave you alive and permanently brain damaged).
>>34238259Why are you responding to my "hey dude I get it but don't do it" post with this. Fuck off. This is the kind of shit that makes me want to kill myself even more to the point that I'm half convinced that's why some people respond in these threads. Sadist.
>>34238121No one likes a crybaby dude.
