All the bad shit thats happening to me in my life? That all fucking sucks! But you know what I want more than anything right now? The freedom to go feral IRL without being held back by anything in my external circumstances. I just want a place to loudly express myself and let out my frustration because I bottle it up inside all day because I dont have enough free space to let it all out without being an annoying yet cowardly cunt. I don't care how fucked up my life is right now or how much time ive wasted or how worse im becoming ALL I care about more than anything in the world right now is having the freedom to full heartedly explode out as far as my suppressed emotions go. ... how do that?
>>34268106don't. Because your brain gets accustomed to things you do. if you scream you will expect to scream at things all the time. Do what normies do and lobotomize yourself. Do a meaningless, hard, short task like origami or painting instead
what is stopping you from doing so? What are you afraid of?
>>34268113This. Projects, art. All helpful as shit.
didnt read > your image there is nothing you cant find in the Bible check this out it's only 90 minutes and even quicker on 1.25 speed https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kt4rWLVAW5gpic unrel
>>34268113>Do what normies do and lobotomize yourself. Exactly what i've been fucking doing yet i can't take it any longer... I've been getting worse everyday i'm still left without a solution. It's so hard to be happy as a normie when it's not who you are. Being a normie fucking sucks.>Do a meaningless, hard, short task like origami or painting insteadI've been sustaining my sanity for so long by giving myself creative projects with the hope of progressing foward but i've came to a point to realize nothing will bring me further to happiness as much as having the freedom and private space to express myself and make stuff the way i want.>>34268114>what is stopping you from doing so? What are you afraid of?I'm just too accustomed to this way of being in my monotonous life to act any differently now. I feel powerless and alone to do anything about it but it's all routine and learnt behavior. I made attempts before to express myself but overtime as nothing in my life changed I kind of stopped trying to do that stuff and cave in. why bother letting yourself feel painful emotions if there's nothing you can do about it?>>34268129>there is nothing you cant find in the Bibleat this point why not. How can christianity help me relieve my suppressed suffering?
>>34268106Go into the wilderness and you can scream all you want.
There's something I want to do for her that she's going to really fucking love but I'm not going to say it because it's important that it happens with me
just let it all out stop being a pussy
>>34268106OP I know what you need! You need to attend a local beatdown hardcore concert: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ji9v5-0nfvI
>>34268106I wanted to scream to, but the spam filter has say fuck you.All you can have in life is thing that you get by and for yourself.
>>34268106>... how do that?I lift heavy circles and torture myself with perpetual movement until I reach a state of exhaustion.go jim, heavy circle make head quiet :)
