Were you able to get out of it and become a real human bean? >25 in 2 months>basically dropped out of my final year of uni out of depression and tfw no gf, have to do repeat exams in May but i'm already procrastinating them and i'm not sure i'll still be able to because I barely just started working on a project i've been meaning to start since September. At best i'll have a codecel degree with an absolutely dogshit gpa so not much of a chance at getting a proper job out of it.>Neet, tried working a sales job at Vodafone but quit after 2 months. It was a never-ending humiliation ritual. Had to deal with a manager who'd scream at me like a teacher screaming at a 12yo who forgot his homework 3 times in a row, often for shit I didn't even do and retard customers who screamed at me because they thought them forgetting their phone passcode had something to do with their sim card and it was my fault. Oh, and old women telling me that the FBI is listening in on their phone calls. >did my theory test almost 2 years ago but haven't started taking driving lessons yet. >I've been an incel all my life, ascended with a hot blonde last year but fumbled afterwards. I'm plapping now but I need viagra/ cialis and even then it's hard to get hard.>live with parents obviously and too lazy to even apply for NEETbux againIs there a way out for me? What do I even do at this stage? I feel stuck.
>>34268186>I'm plapping now>woe is meat that point, you have nothing else left to live in life. It was a good speedrun my dude.
>>34268194It maybe would've been exciting when I was 18 but at my age i'm not horny enough to go below my basic standards. I reject her most of the time even when she straight up says "come over and fuck". I missed teen and early 20s love with my looksmatch so there's no point.
>>34268186stop tryna keep up with the jones's, fuck being a "real human bean" ima die a loser.
Jfc dude dropping uni final year was retarded idk how sad you were. Even a suicidal guy would've wanted to be remembered as "Dr Douchebag".You want my dead honest advice? 1. Get your freaking driving licence before theory expires. 2. Get a job as any kind of labourer by literally walking in there and asking for a job. It eventually works. 3. start fixing your money problems and save up a deposit with your zero outgoings. Be grateful you live with your parents and not a rentcuck.Start doing this at once. Itll put you on the right track.You are on the brink of living a horrible loser miserable life if you don't do something soon. Fuck your depression. Kick it in the balls and drag yourself up.
>>34268199The equivalent of this would be a girlfriend audibly sighing when you proposition, manually lubing herself because she can't get wet, then letting you use her with a vaguely regretful look on her faceI feel really bad for her. You're seriously hurting her and you should break up. Why are you stringing her along your self-pity ritual?
>>34268186you are literally just a fakecel
>>34270315She doesn't know that I use viagra for her obviously. And she's the one who approached me and asked me to come back home with her. It's not like i'm mean to her, I come over and fuck her like once a week even though she wants me over basically each day of the week. We're also not dating. >>34270367>>34270367Not necessarily. I only had non-paid sex for the first time at 24 last year. I basically have honourary incel status for life.
>>34268186Idk. As a brown incel I am a outcast wherever I go. Bakersfield California is filled with psychopaths everywhere; don't come here. If I can just get a job picking cotton or stacking shelves, I would be happy. At that point, I suppose I would be living off better than you. But right now? No. I have nothing. Atleast you're white (presumably). My Hispanic group views me as a outsider.
>>34268186I fail to see what your problem is besides the inevitable consequences of sitting on your ass all day. >brokeness>impotence>brain fog>depression>feeling of uselessness>doomer mentalityAll of this is the direct result of spending virtually 100% of your life with a soft seat or mattress under your ass. Men were made to go about life with their muscles tensed and their balls swinging loose, not with slack muscles and balls scrunched up against a seat.
>>34272837Yeah if you go out with your balls swinging loose and your muscles tensed, the police will come pick you up and send you to jail or the psych ward.
>>3426818638, never had a job, never had a gf much less a hot blonde, dropped out second year of college 18 years ago and never went back, still live with dad i would kill to be back at 25 with even one sexual experience and 2 months of work history. you're life isn't remotely bad yet
>>34268186I'm pretty similar. Almost a decade older and still haven't got anything figured out. If it wasn't for the guilt I'd just kill myself.You have enough to work with here. The big thing is training yourself to tolerate a job.
>>34268186I'm under your age, so hello senpai.I wasted a year in uni just to get all ungraded, because it actually doesn't suit me, but thankfully I change career to something I liked, I got the knowledge and got my certificate.I don't have driving license, since I'm waiting for my family to teach me which to be honest might not arrive unless I ask for it and that they are free.In order to not burden my parents I don't work far or travel much.In terms of finding a spouse, I will wait until I'm capable in terms of having money to care a family. The tip here is don't bother watching porn to destroy your innocence, wait it for the time to get spouse.Being depressed? Find your passion in something that benefits your mentality and physically. I work as farmer, so I understand that things are hot but I know how to mitigate stuffs as its my specialty and interest. You talking your concern here helps to reduce your burden.I have my obligation to do stuffs yet I'm lazy, so I can't force myself but take it slow and improve it over time.Last thing I suffer is being motivationless, I have the knowledge but I never put effort into it, to solve it is be willing. Hope this will soften your heart like a poo.
