I know the title sounds silly but let me explain the story. So the story took place back in 7th grade middle school with this guy who was a mix of an acquaintance and a friend. We got along pretty well but didn't spend that much time together because we didn't have any classes together and only saw each other during lunch.He seemed like a really nice friendly guy overall. The notable physical characteristic he had was his soft hands and I mean really soft hands. Like absurdly soft like no one else I've ever met even up to today. As in so soft they didn't even feel like human hands. We often even joked around a lot about how soft his hands were. As in how many bottles of lotion he goes through in a day. Stupid stuff like that.One day he really started to insist that we both go to the school restroom during lunch. I was initially really confused but went anyway because he was so insistent. Suddenly in the restroom he pushed me down to the ground got on top of me and then started to pin my hands down using his. I tried to break free but couldn't. His hands were so soft but at the same time so fucking strong. I couldn't move.He told me he was desperate for sex from girls but since he couldn't get it from them I was the next best thing. I tried calling for help but the boys passing by thought it was funny. Then he turned me around pulled my pants down and...you can guess the rest. In short he raped me. No one took me seriously and all he got was a 3 day suspension.Ever since then I'm completely repelled by soft hands. Even if it's on a dainty pretty lady I fucking hate soft hands. I'm reminded of him every time I touch soft hands.So for me when it comes to hands the rougher the better. The further away from the texture of that fucking bastard's hands the better. I hope he's dead.
sounds more like a fetish story than something that actually happened
>>34268431Looks like you've come to associate soft hands with that traumatizing event. This is beyond 4chan's pay grade and should be talked about with to a therapist. But from my limited knowledge on this stuff you've got to learn to get rid of that association. Make up a new association. Perhaps get a sweet girlfriend with really soft hands and now your association with soft hands will be her and not the rapist from 7th grade.
>>34268431"I know the title sounds silly" made me stop reading immediately. Idk what ur issue is but just shut up and deal w it.
>>34268911i mean at least he's self aware of how retarded his story soundsi bet that in this case silly was a euphemism for fucking retarded
>>34268431I kind of get what you mean. My father was an extremely abusive jerk growing up and he had an enormous nose. Now whenever I see someone with a big nose I involuntarily start to hate the shit out of them because they remind me of my father. Not to say I treat people with big noses like shit but I try to minimize contact with them. None of my friends have big noses and any woman I've ever dated also didn't have a big nose.
>>34268431my advice for you would be just not to think about it. i don't know how old you are but regardless 7th grade was most likely a long time ago (unless you're a minor on 4chan then respectfully fuck off you little shit). you can't keep living in the past. your rapist is most likely living his best life meanwhile you can't move on. so in a way he's still controlling you to this day
>>34268431if this is not a troll post then you need some serious help
I know that trauma isn't a rational thing and mostly just tied to personal life experiences that have affected us in a negative way but of all the things to be traumatized over this is fucking stupid. It's actually straight up offensive to people who have suffered real trauma. Like I get being traumatized over being raped like you were but to get traumatized over soft hands is fucking retarded. That's like being traumatized over brown eyes. Do you have any idea how many people have brown eyes? If I were you (and I'm glad I'm not thank god) I'd be fucking ashamed of myself. Grow the fuck up dude. And one more thing, let me guess, are you a zoomer by any chance? Only a zoomer would say such stupid shit. And if you're not a zoomer that's even worse because it means you're an adult with the mind of a literal child.
>>34268431I've had more or less the exact same problem but in the complete opposite direction and I wouldn't use the word "traumatized" for it. As a small child an acquaintance of my family shaked my parent's hands and then my hands and his hands were so extremely rough and calloused that his calluses literally physically scratched my hands and it actually made my hands bleed a little and it stung a decent amount. Now every time I shake hands with a person with really calloused hands I'm slightly paranoid of them scratching me like they did when I was a kid but nowhere as near as bad as you.
