first year already failing everything. its not like I cant do them its just Im too depressed and brainrotted to do it. I was hoping to get some friends, or even a partner but im totally alone here desu. Its not like I dont do sports or clubs or have social anxiety its just nobody cares and Im shit at making friends. Its definitely not the worst place to be since im no longer NEETing 24/7 and I occasionally do sports and social things but yeah still not greatI got my grades and Im probably going to have to redo the first year with them. Additionally I ran out of money and haven't been paying rent, should I just cut my losses? My only alternative is back to NEETing in my bedroom (at my parents) which i think id rather rope than do. I probably cant hold down a full-time job pay rent either.i do computer science
>>34268457> university makes me anxious> idea of living with my parents makes me want to kill myself> i couldn't hold a job (probably)well if you have this attitude, all your roads will be closed for sure
>>34268486> university makes me anxiousnyot really, its just im already depressed and too depressed to make anything useful out of it besides a lot of debt. I actually like the course content but its future job prospects are kinda fucked> idea of living with my parents makes me want to kill myselfI was exaggerating a bit. But a lot of advice is to "take a gap year" or "take some time off" and its like where? take a gap year off where? Rotting in my parents bedroom wont improve my situation and Id rather not do that for a year or permanently> i couldn't hold a job (probably)until i get my shit sorted probably. I dont know how to sort my shit.
>>34268521the only advice i can give you is that work is very different to uni.you basically realise how retarded most people (including yourself) are and that professionalism actually doesnt exist outside of education.remember that university is highly romanticised in media when in reality if you have always been a uggo social reject, you are probably going to stay one and uni won't be much different than your school years besides less bullying.
>>34268457get yourself kicked out of university and go out with a bang. then you can graduate from a socially inept loser into a violent vindictive loser which people tend to respect and fear more
