Like there is a picture of her at the back of my head constantly, all the time, hope that I might get her back one day. We work in the same office, so every day is a struggle. She doesn't give me a conclusion and avoids me all the time, probably telling people I'm stalking her, so I've stopped seeking her out and I hope every day that I bump into her for that final conclusion.I don't know what I want from her anymore, I just want a conclusion.I close my eyes right now and all I can think about is her. I hear her name and I see a silhouette of her in the back of my head. I ask what that is, and it's just her. "She's mine." I ask if she's mine and she just giggles and doesn't give an answer. I try figure out how to let go, but I've just got nothing.I don't want to let go. I want her to be mine. My logic tells me she will never be and that it's time to let go, but I don't want to.What do I need to do to finally let go of her? Time hasn't made this better because we work up each other's asses and she avoids me. I don't know what I want....
>>34271254start pursuing another coworkerit certainly helped me
>>34271274I've tried, it didn't erase the memories, it only replaced one infatuation with another and I used to never obsess over people this way.Look, you are still here, so clearly pursuing someone else didn't heal you.
