So I've lately been doing (or too put more accurately try*) in getting more in the faith of christaininty from going back to church,praying,quitting mastubating.etc and at times or i guess now and again in thought if I was really saved,like I do at times kinda have werid nostalgia in my more pervy stuff like old rp's or post of bunch of different flavors of porn in discordmainly stuff like 2d nsfw,furry the works and have been subbed to christain channels like these:https://youtube.com/shorts/93OLrGiv2eo?si=A3ShP1UwSnC7NirFand do try to talk to the Lord mote or least praying to him even if a bit and reading the bible through either as app of biblegateway or the NIV version of my bible rn reading from passenges in the back of it of stuff in if someone is struggling in lust,laziness too strengthen faith to name a few among joining my church and decided to finally getting baptized but do think from those vids or sermons in bettering my life but I guess sorta think im not doing enough and ask in the how like better read my bible,cutting off from places in yt I watch,my admittedly iron stance bout many things like jp stuff in anime and manga in say it SHOULD be allowed to be super werid and ssucheven advice in bettering doing what i mentioned above.
>>34273717You’ll always have a fondness for sin, you will always miss your old way of life. Because sin is easy, accepting Satan’s programming is often pleasurable. You will always fall for it, no matter how now devoted to God you become or how dedicated to Christ’s example you get. It’s a hard road to Heaven, and the easiness of sin and the longing to return back to a sinful state is one of the largest reasons why. The way to effectively fight sin is to surrender it and yourself to the Lord. Accepting you cannot win alone. There was only one person who lived a full mortal life and conquered sin, start to finish, without failure, that was and is Christ. Only He has the strength to carry you when you fall. When you fall, you take heart in getting back up and living in grace once more. Christ is the role model, the example. Just as he fell three times carrying the cross, so you will also fall carrying your faith. Christ got back up, and so should you. If you ever lack the strength to get back up, ask Christ to raise you.
