i know what i should i do but i dont have the will to do it, i cant bring myself to even eat enough calories to increase my weightim a fuckup all i can do is whine online for attention proving myself right and getting harassed by others i will cope using every fucking bs there is "the jews poisoned my covid vaccine, i was traumatised, my genes, im depressed" i (wont) cant bring myself to do anything even if my life depended on it this is soooooo fucking tiring its so fucking exhausting i tried but i cant idk why idk why i even wrote this im a loser i should just study, look for a job, at least evenn send my cv online or even get out of my fucking room i really cant i can only be a loser im a loser i dont want nor cant even fake being happy im pathetic
what advice do you need
>>34273928i mean idk like whats my question supposed to be, but like generally how do i escape this? what can i realistically do maybe
