i cant talk to anyone. everytime someone is slightly nice in one conversation it feels so special. i have multiple of my online conversations saved so i can read them again later if i feel lonely. And i cant have friends without falling in love with them. i dont like having friends because of how much i will like them
>>34275910You will totally fail at this. Your life is a dumpster fire. Nothing you do will work. You're a terrible person. You will never be happy even if you have extra money. Everything you touch turns to shit. There is no use. You never do anything right. You certainly can't do it as well as others. You will never be lucky. You will never be able to complete anything. You should have never been born. You hate your life. You are ugly and nobody will ever find you attractive. You have the worst and most stupid ideas. You aren't creative. You already know you can't do it. Just thinking about it makes you feel sick to your stomach. Bad things always happen to you. You just wish you could disappear and never come back. You lack the talent to succeed. Nobody will ever like you. Nobody cares what you are going through.You feel so old. Everyone else is better than you. You get overwhelmed every time you try to do something. You lack the confidence in yourself and will never get back something you never had. You aren't smart enough to come up with solutions. Nobody wants to hear your opinion. You may pray to God, but even God doesn't give a shit about you. You're not good with words. You have so much emotional baggage. You always get hurt and should just avoid people so you don't get hurt anymore. You lack the talent to do anything that anyone else is doing. You're not desireable. You will die alone. You are a total loser. You can't take this anymore and will give up. Everyone judges you. You hate your life so much that you don't want to be here anymore. Every day of your life is so difficult and tedious that you should just give up. You keep screwing everything up even though you think you're trying harder. You always have made bad decisions. You have never succeeded ad you never will. You're a nobody and you might as well be invisible because nobody sees, hears, or respects you.
>>34275966oww but thanks for writing
>>34275966I didn't know they let demons have internet access these days
>>34275910That is simply what happens when you leave me, Anna.
>>34276098im not anna loli want to come back to you anon i miss you
>>34275966damn colton, baby tantrum. It's past your naptime. Go on, crawl in bed. No one will care to even check in on you.
>>34276153Why do you want to come -back- to me if you're not her? Furthermore, if you were the real Anna, you would say that you hate me and you lied to me all those years and you never actually loved me because I was just a placeholder until you could find someone better. Nyahahahahaha!
>>34275910>i have multiple of my online conversations saved so i can read them again later if i feel lonelythats so sweet, i have lots of these nice convos with a select few people i click with, some do leave eventually but thats why i just find new ones to have these convos withmaybe the solution for you is to find someone like you to talk to regularly againi'm also a bit clingy unless socially exhausted so perhaps you'd like to give me a try, i'll probably be sending you memes regularly too if theres nothing to talk abouthmu on discord - amarynth__
>>34275910I feel that's something special, and you don't need to (fully) get rid of it. I had similar issues, especially with friends online, and earlier on I had times I basically had to stop talking to some, but more recently had friends (well, in this case friend) which despite some awkwardness earlier on as I did get attached, I then realized this mutual attachment was a showcase of true friendship. The type of person you then love as family. Yeah, opening up too easily often times means you're the one getting hurt, and when you're not used to talking to people you do get attached fast, but if you're talking to somebody who really clicks with you you can still be close without being romantic.So don't try to get rid of that. Maybe ease how fast it happens, but it's still essential.
>>34275910I was like you who would believe everyone is a friend if their nice, so I trusted people too easily then one day when I tried to check on them they called me annoying then blocked me. My heart shattered and to this day I learned a lesson not everyone is your friend but a stranger. Its why I can now talk with people without care, if they say something nice good, say something bad move on. If they say they no longer friend or hate me understandable, I've let go my standards and see how it goes, because its interesting. Reminescing the past is waste of time, when you could just talk with them.
>>34275910You sound like such a sweetiepie that i want to be friends unironically
omg i got so many replies >>34276241Thank you and yea i added you.>>34276282Thanks im glad it got better to you, but i have problems with being close without being romantic, or thinking some things are romantic. >>34276524So sorry you got blocked, and i hope its better now!>>34276533You didnt say very much but you seem nice too :)
>>34275910>. i dont like having friends because of how much i will like themWierd. You must have a strong social interest.
>>34277612I dont want to because i will end up falling in love with my friends who are just my friend and wont like me back
