I really find it to be uncomfortable to hold eye contact for reasons likely ass burgers. its like they can hear my thoughts or are seeing into my soul. this especially happens when i am talking to a woman who i find attractive. also my self esteem is in the shitter in general. so ive been sitting and sort of meditating on images of beautiful smiling women with genuine expressions of warmth or fellow-feeling. i guess my question is, is this fucked up and cringe or is there some legitimacy to this practice. i reallly want to date someone but its so hard to find people who are patient and understanding enough of quirks like this. maybe i should just anhero and be done with it fuu
>>34277370>really find it to be uncomfortable to hold eye contactsame, thats why i just shortly glance at them and then away>hear my thoughts or are seeing into my soulyup, i do that when looking into the eyes (portals to ur soul) of people. thoughts only when they are emotionally charged>meditating on images of beautiful smiling women>legitimacy to this practicei dont get it. for what reason are you doing this exactly? maybe elaborate? also you should fix your mindset before maybe and have confidence. women and animals can sniff it out if you dont have confidence>cringewhy do you care what others think. if it works for you, it works.
>>34277370Everyone is shy around their crush, that's complete normalBut if you literally imagine them hearing your thoughts and if you get paranoid or something, unless ur 100% sure you spoke them out loud; then you might have schizophrenia
