In regards to relationships. Not in the sense of "I want kids", but "I only want a lifelong partner". I would never want to pass on my DNA.Even when a girl literally ASKS me out, I always chicken shit out because I'm like "it won't work because y and z and we will break up eventually". But I just drank tonight, at a bar that had only men and I'm still drunk right now and I'm going "DAMN ITD BE FUN TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND I SHOULDVE GONE TO A BAR WHERE ALL THE GIRLS GO". How do I make myself want relationships even if I can predict it might end in a breakup?
i understand this feeling but unfortunately life is spontaneous and random and retarded and you never know
>>34277412Should I take a screenshot of your reply and look at it when I need to? I know when I'm sober again I'm just gonna be back in clean boy soldier "lock in" mode, treating everyday occurrences like prison.