what made stop wanting to do things in your life?what made you give up on trying hard or even trying in generali'm no longer passinate about anything anymorenothing really feels good anymorei've lost all ambition and drive and i've given up on my dreams because of how difficult it is to achive after years and years of trying and even when i succeed at something i can't get a dopamine hit out of it or any sense of pride or accomplshment or a good feeling as i literally only feel frustraighted by the difficulty and the faliuresi can't even enjoy time off as i don't even enjoy things like video games or watching movies/tv as it all feels pontlessi lterally don't enjoy anything anymore and i mostly want to sleep in all day and avoid homework because even if i get my work done eaily or well i'm left with nothing to do afterwords all my friends live too far away and are eaither too busy or are just too broke to do anything so life in general just feels like a waste of time
Time for a new adventure.
>>34278832i don't like alcohol thats why i smoke weed insteadi've been smoking weed since october of 2019 and its been an ongoing struggle to try and quit but life throws me a curvelball or someting negative happens or sometimes its because i'm bored and its too expensie to go anywhere and hang out with anybodymost of the time i end up hanging out at my parents house who live nearby and the only fun thing to do their is smoke with them so i've tried avoiding hanging out with them too muchi know its bad for me but its literally the only thing left that feels good or just genreally feels like anything anymore
>>34278898>smoke weedYou're disgusting
>>34278898>smokes weed>is surprised about his shit dopamine levelsk retard
>>34278585It's fear. Fear that I'll fail that shit again, whatever the fuck it is. Fear that people will notice all of the small shitty details of all the things I do, and point it out to me. Laugh at me, maybe. Fear that I'll just hate myself because of producing shit again. I just work my ass off on survival instinct, and even that seems pointless in this economy.
>>34278585I don't even remember