There are assimilation routes and resources, but they're narrow. My brother was diagnosed sociopathic when we were little, he went to a small intimate academy, and now works night shift at a library.
You don't need to feel love to have purpose. You can find it within yourself and your actions. Do you still want to be a part of society somehow, even just for practicality, or would you rather be isolated and self sustaining?

>>34327532
>as I have to pretend to care about people
No you don't. I care about people and pretend i don't. Need to be a nice hermit.

maybe you shouldnt ask rhetorical questions on an advice board where anons genuinly try to help each other?

>I have to pretend to care about people, and not exposing my cold hearted seemingly inhuman dead nature
you dont have to but it makes "living in a society" easier and
yea same, but for me that is because most of the so called fellow human beings, as you would put it, are infact, discount homuncoli, devoid of a soul or spirit or God given discernment/empathy. i cant say for sure why that exactly happened or is, but it seems that way nowadays.
rarely there are actual characters i meet that fill out the criteria of an actual human being, which makes it way more easier to connect/understand each other
OP, are you a jew perhaps? not judging just asking
maybe you yourself arent even human, then it would be understandable.

fuck this shit, whats the point?

life is over for me

>>34328944
You posted this in X. Can always kill yourself, it ain't the worst

what your definition of love, since you used the word in your post?

>>34328976
something that i can no longer grasp, but used to have. love is a feeling of comunnion, of fraternity with others, a potential to act for the good of others, love is pure magic, is absolutely metaphysical, and i can no longer have it it seems.

>>34328989
and where does it come from? in my opinion it's God, all love comes from God. and God is eternal. you can reject oneness for a long time but he'll be there when you're ready.