I don't know if I should actually seek professional help, or just post my life story here, so here goes. I am 26, been unemployed and basically entirely shut-in since mid-November when I quit my old job. I have done nothing but rot away, browse /v/, play my same few weird video games, and masturbate to degenerate porn. Just the same old routine because I literally have nothing else to do. The only thing that's kept me sane is going to the grocery stores every week because my dad is too old and senile to be trusted with anything that I'm not supervising. It's my only form of real life interaction.I have practically no skills outside of menial grunt work that I can kind of twist to sound a bit more professional than it really was. My ideal plan is to find something that pays somewhat decently and offers on-site training, or seriously consider an online course to learn a real skill. I have absolutely no social life outside of immediate family who are also basically shut-in. I hope that in getting back into the workforce, I can finally get around to meeting real people and living a normal life. Though I feel that my situation is incredibly embarrassing. My parents aren't on the edge of financial ruin or anything (especially with what I've amassed from my old job), but I'm scared because if I leave them by themselves, they very well could end up that way. They're quickly aging immigrants from southeastern Europe who don't understand technology and barely know English, and I am keeping them in check.I am completely financially illiterate. Every dollar I've earned, I've deposited directly into my checking account. No savings account, and I don't even have a credit card. There are a few monthly subscriptions, payments and impulse buys. The car is a bit high in my mind but needs about 15 months to go, adding up to just above $7k. My checking account has $60k. My goal is to find the motivation to truly commit to something.
this is an advice board anon, where anons can ask questions.questions end with the symbol "?"you did not ask any question with the symbol "?"
>>34328390what do you like doing or learning, if money was not a factor? what are you naturally good at compared to your peers? what skills do you have? If you could drop everything to do with your parents tomorrow and do anything, what would it be? Be realistic. Don't answer with "I would go fuck prostitutes in thailand forever until I die." Try to come up with a real idea.
>>34328476you op?why did you tag/ask me? im just a humble karmafarmer on this deepsea crabfarming forum. you should focus on yourself and not me or others. it is you who needs the advice.>what do you likewhy? do you want to copy me? thats weakif money was not a problem? study the archives and vaults/books of the vatican. learn latin, read the books therein. attempts at egyptian/coptic and greek magic, buy the ingredients i need for that, i already got the recipes. see which gods still respond and what their story is, learning from them. fully learn to make natal charts myself so i can teach my children without the use of a pc, if i ever find a wife that i can harmonise and make sweet alchemy with. massage and caress, even worship her body sometime. and vice versa.make arts and crafts. finish my projects ive started some time ago. travel aroudn and about. learn how2AP/RV/OOB. take a gander in the astral realm. make an anchor over there so i can have a direction in my /afterlife/ invocate some entities under my control and ask them to find/direct me some treasures of the land on i/we intend to buy to have a quick return on investment>what are you naturally good at compared to your peers?reading minds and people. looking into their soul. detecting some lies. telling them what objectively is good/true/beautiful. pretty good discernment>parents tomorrow and do anythingbuy some acres and a house abroad where the nwo has no power and start living together, plant my seeds and make my own garden and tend to them. i have some interests in some special plants. maybe have a familiar by then; plan the next incarnation or maybe even exit this matrix altogether. i will see.the truth is, i do these things already to some extent, because money or time is not really problem for me, people do things they are interested in one way or the other.im sorry if this is not the answer you expected anon. but material things do not interest me one iota
>>34328574schizo i just copied the wrong post number :D
>>34328476what the fuck does what we want have to do with your life?>Try to come up with a real ideano ufuckwit
