I am deeply traumatized from mistakenly believing I was trans from ages 17-26. I got prescribed hrt at 18 despite some glaring warning signs: i was on drugs at the time and had a severe tbi at 16. I finally accepted I’m not trans last year after an absolutely brutal young adulthood and have been identifying as male since, tho I still have huge tits. Genuinely, what can I do to reclaim my life? I already tried contacting counsel but they said it’s past the statute of repose so I’m SOL basically.
You got groomed but hey at least you’re self aware anon
>>34328912You got groomed. Let me guess, unsocialised background, rough upbringing, either abusive and/or neglectful parenting somewhere, maybe some autism going on, you didn't have a clear sense of self identity and you were desperate to feel right in your self, aka figure out who you are and where you belong? And a bunch of psychotic narcissistic mentally unstable lunatics either offline or online convinced you to mutilate your body and wreak havoc on your hormones using invasive chemical 'medicines'? And your quack therapists validated it because they are paid to be ChatGPT but just in real life (they always kiss ass and validate everything you say?) and they took your $$$ while misleading you down the spiral? And then the doctors and/or surgeons all smacked their lips with hunger knowing how much money could be made from your recurrent visits for cosmetic alterations and they didn't try to stop you either?Welcome to the world OP. It has another name, it's called "HELL".
>>34328942Damn.. fucking on the noseI don’t doubt that the exact thing happened to most other tranniesShould I like speak out somehow
>>34328912>>34328942>Genuinely, what can I do to reclaim my life?Oh sorry I forgot to answer the Q. While we are in Hell (figuratively speaking), there still exists actual people even in this world of ours, people with souls. What you should do OP is go and find them, and there is a person who you should start with: (you). Reclaim your soul already. Find a way to know yourself beyond the body, beyond your name, beyond your worldly designations. You cannot do that alone, you will need to seek someone who knows that soul of yours, and that person is not a human man. You know who he is, so go and seek him. Hint: He is really good at working with wood. Big Hint: The crown He wears above his brow is pain and suffering.
>>34328966>Should I like speak out somehowMaybe one day. Today is not that day. In order to speak you need the words first, you need to find those in your painful experience and then arrange them, just as an archer first needs to organise their quiver with arrows. That takes some time. Arrows need carved, fletched and tipped. For now what you need is healing.
As long as you didn't go all the way and cut your cock off, there's still a return path. MTFs usually have a much easier time detransitioning than FTMs.
>>34328925>>34328942write some advice, faggots>>34328975i don't think he'd say this world is hell, and the fact that you won't write "jesus" or "christ" makes me think you're a jew
>>34328912>I already tried contacting counsel but they said it’s past the statute of repose so I’m SOL basically.i'm not really sure what that meanswhat sort of support network do you have, like friends/family you can rely on? how many/few?do you have much money, stable job? how self-reliant are you?you're not still doing drugs, are you?try to hold onto the good experiences you did manage to havesorry
>>34329027I wanted to sue the hospital for rxing me hormones despite the obvious confounding factors
nothing you can do except try to expose them, relentlessly, for the rest of your life. your body will heal. don't give up anon. there is lots of life left to live.
>>34328912>tho I still have huge titsPost themAre you attracted to men or women?
>>343289124chan really isn't the right place to ask. You might need to look for therapists who specialise in gender transition, particularly detransition. You're reverting to your assigned gender and managing dysphoria related to what's remaining.In the meantime, I suggest engaging in as many supportive activities as you feel comfortable with. Do you enjoy any sports? Perhaps a men's reading group? Or activities where you can wear a binder, or avoid aquatic settings?I'm sorry this is tough, but there are plenty of ways to get out there, be active, and discover what you enjoy doing now. There are so many ways to be a proper male retard.T. male retard
>>34329061Mmm, that's difficult. Even with brain damage, people with mild cognitive impairment are usually considered legally competent. Guess how I know.
>>34329437How do you know?
No refunds goyim Gevey gevel laughing to the bank schmuck. Keep consuming my products
>>34329996A fellow brain damage enjoyer, I see.
>>34330126How do you hold a job down I have like an 80 IQ and have to work twice as hard as everyone else
>>34330146I worked 3 times as hard until my brain gave up and became autistically efficient at the one job role I hold.
>>34330126Beyond the TBI I suspect I’ve already neurodegenerativemaxed due to being so lonely and isolated and inauthentic
