Did anyone else who went through the same shit had a momentary epiphany of "shit, I have been stuck online for a good chunk of my life and that there is a whole world out there that lies outside the internet?"I still have plenty of friends online that are very close, and the situation is still heated and it will probably be resolved when people cool off and think about what happen but it hurts to know that there is a chance I might not talk to these people I've known for almost 9 years anymore. I am now just sitting here reflecting on the fact that apart from family and the few irl friends I have made sense getting out of HS and moving across country, my social life has been almost exclusively on discord and I am left wondering if I should change thatI tried making irl friends when I left for college but it almost every time I did, I felt "what am I doing here?" and thought I would rather be at home talking to my online friends. It's gotten to the point where I am not even sure if I, as a person, am more sad at my lack of irl friends or if society is just telling me I need friends and I feel flawed because of thatI won't get into the details or what happened with the friend group. That's not why I am here
Tldr. It's not just one world, it's billions, until you go back to the one world again
