My cope mechanisms are finally failing, I can't deal with my life anymore. I really thought that when my brain matured it would trigger a switch in my head, but it didn't. My thought process is still the same as when I was a teen: Let's see how it turns out, if it's too much, just kill yourself. I'm too close to the second part, and I at least realize that I need to do something.Any books or mentality I should adopt?
>>34335267Not sure what issues plague you, but I personally found my public speaking class' book to be helpful for making conversation and just getting some ideas. It's called Speech Craft. As for when life is giving you the business, setting little goals with time limits help me get me towards what my end goal is.