> be me> in uni> there’s this girl in my sessions twice a week> whenever I see her my heart skips and I get goosebumps> brain basically stops working> this has been going on for 1.7 years> she probably doesn’t even know I exist> one day during exam god himself gives me a chance> end up sitting right next to her for 2 hours> still can’t say a single word like a complete idiot> wind blows my question paper under her desk> instead of asking normally I just stare at her like a moron> she notices and I awkwardly signal with my hands> she picks it up and gives it back> I say thanks> she says welcome> that’s the entire interaction> this was 11 March 2025> months later (11 Aug 2025) I try to be brave> drink a beer for courage> write a cringe quote on a paper> "Your eyes teleport me into a sea of pearls and there you are polishing them with reflection of your face and I a mere pearl wish to be placed in your jewel box"> after session I run up, drop the paper in front of her> immediately run away like an NPC> didn’t even write my name on it> fast forward to today> still see her in sessions> sometimes she looks at me> I immediately look away and pretend nothing happened> feel like a creep just silently staring> sessions we share end in 7 months> after that I might never see her again> anon what the hell do I do
fuck yappin here and go talk
