right now it feels like life is just working so you can stay alive so you can work some more until you dieit feels like a meaningless npc existence and i want to have some kind of purpose to my life so that when its my time to go i can die satisfiedso far i though i havent come up with any legit ideas other than joining the military
>>34364582There is no purpose. You were created to be a slave. When civilizations first started, intelligent people took power and said "we need to breed dumb people so we can have plenty of workers who will obey and never challenge our rule". Over the years, this created the royal bloodlines and the peasants. You're part of the peasant class and there is nothing you can change. It's in your DNA. Only people with full (or partial) royal blood can achieve good things and have a real purpose. That's why still to this day royal families only breed other royal families, even partaking in incest.You have literal NPC DNA and there's not much you can do.
>>34364582Start learning about religion. Learn about abrahamic eschatology and how it's the enemy of all humanity.
>>34364582The solution is simple: have hobbies.
>>34364619And of course I assume you believe yourself to have """royal blood""".
>>34364582You need to be moderately attractive and extroverted nowadays, the environment calls for it. If you aren't you will lead a meaningless life.
>>34364582Life is meaningless. The only reason we exist is to service the few lucky people that have it all already. Joining the military so you can help your government kill and harass random civilians will not give you purpose.
Optimistic nihilism is what I subscribe to. Sure, nothing may have any "intrinsic value" but that in turn makes everything you think and do that much more significant. You are in fact part of the collective consciousness just like everyone, what you say and do makes an impact on either the self or others, even without realizing it. I need to read more Nietzche to explain this better but I like optimistic nihilism a lot.
Just workout, go running etc. It's cliché but it works. Healthy body = healthy mind.Meaning comes from action, not from "figuring it out"
We create our own meaning in life, now go create yours
>>34364582I had a friend who was jealous of me because, in his words, I knew what I wanted when I was 15. He later punched me in the back of the head and was a KHHV until 25, where he was later divorced soon after.>that’s what lack of meaning looks likeI won’t toot my horn too much, but I can say that I managed to accomplish many of my dreams by 30, which opened the world to new quests. Of course, the journey is the reward and your inner world will shift - inevitably, too, as you age. People notice when you have meaning. I’m 41 and I get told that I look really young. A positive meaning changes the fabric of what you call reality. When people have a lack of meaning, it is a bad aura that is perceptible on a gut level. It’s hard to tell if ugly people are that way from holding ugly thoughts, but it seem like it do.>what is the meaning of life?I think we all have a purpose, good and bad. Beyond morality, too. You literally don’t have a choice. And it is not your responsibility to find out what it is. In fact, many people go through life as NPCs and that’s fine too.Essentially, if you’re posting this for answers, you’re already searching. I’ve done Gurdjieff groups, Vipassana retreats, living in the woods, read Camus, did insane things, and many more spiritual practices. The answer lies in clues that life provides.
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>>34365662Kill yourself, but also I'm stealing this gif. Thank you for your contribution to the collective consciousness!
