Find a NAMI group and go regularly

Youre white. Dont contribute to our population decline. Maybe move back to Europe and have some white kids and contribute to your peoples posterity instead of continuing to exist in that brown hellhole that you currently dwell in

>>34365385
Where is OP currently. His post formatting confused me, i couldn't understand it.

>>34365398

OP here.

I apologize - I could 've structured it better.

Currently in Brazil.

Don't consider myself mentally ill.
Don't find motivation in being a wage slave.

Lived in Germany for the past 5 years.
Considered going to Italy (all my ancestors are from there as far as I could map). But I have no family/friends there.

Only friends I have are in this shithole.

>>34365418
thinking about suicide multiple times a day is an illness, I've recovered from it

what do you like? if it can make money - do it until your fingers bleed, else - find a comfortable wage
the social stuff takes time, you just have to show up

>>34365297
>no desire to work coorporate jobs, or to build my own businness. no family. no hobbies (don't consider games a hobby).
>a bit of savings (about 20-30k). valid passport.
>think alot about killing myself - like every day multiple times a day.
you should atleast burn through your savings in some fun way if you're gonna kys anyway, but you shouldn't kys
have you heard of WWOOF? i've heard some good stories from people who did that program, and they often make really memorable connections with people they meet
you could also try starting/organizing some sort of activity to meet people

we're ending up in a world where the people who care about meaningful connection all kill themselves, while the subhuman bug people thrive & reproduce
it makes you wonder
that's why i hope you bear the burden and keep going

>>34365429
>I've recovered from it
How? Doing just about anything except distracting from myself just makes me want to die

OP here

Everything just seems really meaningless.

The only thing that seems worth pursueing (family) seems completely out of reach.

> How? Doing just about anything except distracting from myself just makes me want to die

Same.

>>34365297
That is unfortunate for you I am sorry you are depressed, You should work on yourself. I'm sorry I cannot help you further because I do not relate at all to what you said.
FromM

>>34365455
the job and social life are the distractions
it's hard to be a faggy naval gazer when you're busy
>>34365618
>muh everything sucks except my lofty abstract goals
you hear that from teenagers a lot
shut up and take baby steps

>>34365632

this

>>34365297
why are white dudes such whiny fucking losers?

>>34366556
It’s a natural side effect of no longer having the God given right to bomb brown people for their own good.

>>34365618
>>34365297
i feel similar op, but who knows maybe one day we find a gf

>>34365723
distraction of a major problem is not a solution its literally just a bandaid for something bad and acting like bc you cant see it its not there, i think you are probably just low iq when you are content with braindead waging, npc

>>34365618
>>34365441

>european born in latam

Esto dijo todo de ti, probablemente eres un autista antisocial.

>>34366706
>brainlet cant follow the conversation and thinks I said that distracting yourself is good
love to see a dunning kruger in the wild

if your issue is your own dumbass mentality that stops you from doing anything - ignore it
you're guarding your own prison

Kys nerd

Jk donate your life to Me