Wsp 4chan. Drunk and stoned and wanna rant.So for the past 6 months maybe even more fck, I've started hearing and sometimes seeing shit that well to be frank is not fking real and its destroying everything I worked to gain and achieve. I've lost my job, friends even family because of the voices constantly tormenting me and making me paranoid of the ones around me thats not even scratching the surface. I hate it so much and I don't understand it. Thanks auto correct lol. Probably only reason this is readable lmao.Anyways I don't know what's happening to me and well To be honest shit scares me. All I want is to get back on the saddle so to speak and surpass this but every day I feel more and more lost and as if I'm falling away and losing control. I don't know what the fck is going.Sooo yeah just wanted to vent and btch for a bit. If you wanna give pointers or tips or whatever feel free. Idk if I'll open this post and read it tho. But yeah thx internet for just letting me complain into the endless threads, posts, tweets. Night folks
Couldnt handle the weed. Stop it
Check yourself into the hospital and get help. You should also look at if this is a spiritual thing or if it's just straight mental illness. Most likely it's mental illness but I know what it's like to have spiritual communication so it could be that as well if it's true.
>>34367606>seeing shitNigga just close your eyes
>>34367606Get checked by a medical professional and talk to trusted friends or family about this. Professionals and people who know you personally are the most capable of helping you with this issue. If this is a spiritual matter then how the hell are you making this situation better by drinking and smoking yourself into mental illness?
>>34367606Stop smoking weed retard.
>>34367606psychosis. go to healthcare for meds. dont be afraid of going straight to mental hospital. the voices might fight against doing that, dont listen to them. if they claim to be spiritual, dont listen to them.
>>34369965the meds reduce it, be confident about that. then you can sort out what is real and not, dont do that right now.
>>34367606It's the weed dude. I started hearing voices after years of smoking weed everyday, didn't stop because I'm an addicted idiot. I cope with it, I might be crazy, but I am sane enough to know it. They voices used to say fucked up shit like they're going to kill my family. You should exercise and get another job. You need to distract yourself, accept that the voices are not real, and ignore them. And arguing with the voices is what homeless people do, make sure you recognize that.