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Anonymous

Basically restarting my life I(...) 03/24/26(Tue)13:04:42 No.34368520

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Basically restarting my life I guess Anonymous 03/24/26(Tue)13:04:42 No.34368520 Archived

> Be me
> Went to a good college
> For some reason decide I want to study something else
> Life is hard, but still manage to finish the degree after years of trying
> Work as a translator meanwhile
> Because of a technicallity, I still have two more classes (optinal classes at that)

I felt free of that place, but I guess I just can't scape it.

Either way, let's continue:

> End my relationship of more than 15 years with my highschool gf (I cought her cheating once, forgave her, and then she did it again)
> No home
> No relationship
> No job (translations are slow because I don't feel any motivation)
> No degree and a gap of several years on the one I do have
> End up returning to my parents home

I don't think I can fall more. At least I don't have to pay rent or utilities for now.

> A failure however you want to see me
> No motivation
> Can't end myself because I would hurt my family

And here's the kicker:

> I still feel a huge love for live
> Want to show myself how far I can go if I try it
> No motivation, no road, but still my mind is saying I can do it

I guess the only thing I can do is keep on trying, even if I would like to cease to exist

Anyone else in the same situation?

Anonymous
03/25/26(Wed)02:43:19 No.34370882

Anonymous 03/25/26(Wed)02:43:19 No.34370882

>>34368520
I have lived several different lives by this point. "Lost everything" more than once. Been successful, quit to chase dreams, been to different schools to study different careers, had terrible jobs and OK ones, changed religion four times. I currently just exist at a low stress low responsibility job and spend my free time making art, playing games, and not giving a shit about or believing in anything.

Anonymous
03/25/26(Wed)02:49:28 No.34370885

Anonymous 03/25/26(Wed)02:49:28 No.34370885

>>34368520
Just look at the official requirements to be sure and take the last courses no biggie.

Anonymous
03/25/26(Wed)20:33:14 No.34373181

Anonymous 03/25/26(Wed)20:33:14 No.34373181

>>34368520
>Can't end myself because I would hurt my family
Hang in there man, sometimes when you have those thoughts and you get better later get a broken heart just from imagining how they would have felt. Do it for them.

Anonymous
03/25/26(Wed)21:29:57 No.34373339

Anonymous 03/25/26(Wed)21:29:57 No.34373339

>>34368520
i didn't have a full time job until i was 30 years old and life has only gotten better since then. success doesn't have to be in your youth