>>34372284
buy a trenchcoat, drink out of a bottle in a brown paper bag, and harass w*men on the street

>>34372300
No id like to play ps5 instead?

>>34372306
you ran away from your support system, now act like it

>>34372307
No

>>34372307
You didn't support me I simply suffered until legally you had no right to protect me

>>34372426
ok sure but now what
where you gonna stay what you gonna do boy

>>34372284
try to gain security & self-reliance

>>34372444
Obviously I'm going to laugh at you

>>34372284
Try to find a community, so you don't become isolated.

>>34372936
I am completely isolated and I do not believe anybody would treat me with dignity if I reached out, I want to be a recluse forever because people like >>34372444
exist and are predatory anyway.

>>34372485
I can't, my family want me to suffer

>>34372966
>I am completely isolated and I do not believe anybody would treat me with dignity if I reached out
If you are worried, then lift weights so you are less of a target.

>>34372969
I have been to gyms many times in my life, many when I was younger and less burdened by mental illness, and 8 will tell you, I will never give in to fear to dictate how to live my life.

These men who use intimidation or force to "win" in life are all headed to the same grave as me, I see no reason to lose my life to the irrational and violent desires of others

>>34372977
>>34372969
I don't understand why men have to intimidate and bully others when we are all going to die anyway

>>34372986
cry about it or do something about it

>>34372987
Why don't you go shove a stick up your ass?

>>34372966
>I can't, my family want me to suffer
okay
if your family is ABLE to make you suffer, then you haven't fully run away from them, so idk what you want me to say
you should be able to rely on yourself
it's tough but it would be worth it

>>34372990
now you're getting it.

>>34372284
>I ran away from the only people who truly cared about me

Go on welfare and become an addict, i guess. What else do young adults without direction do?

this is an unironic schizophrenic you people are arguing with BTW

>>34373036
that's good advice, faggot

>>34373031
>you should be able to rely on yourself

No, even if I run away from my family people can smell the disappointment on me, or they can sense I am unsaveable, in that way I cannot ever run away from my family, but I can protect myself from any more hurt.

>>34373036
I am on welfare actually. the next stage would be being kicked off it and forced to be homeless, at least I am not an addict.

>>34373059
Homeless addicts get welfare, depending on where you live

>>34373059
>even if I run away from my family people can smell the disappointment on me, or they can sense I am unsaveable, in that way I cannot ever run away from my family, but I can protect myself from any more hurt.
that's all in your head anon, please don't fall into learned helplessness
the story of your life should not be "was born in a shit family & died because of them"
u can find other people to rely on, it's not that hard, and you can get rid of that "smell" as you put it
all of this becomes much easier if you can become more self-reliant, trust me

>>34373071
Well time will tell if life gets better for me, I don't talk to any of my family anymore, i'd rather be alone than let them talk down to me constantly, they never have anything nice or good to say, so I will just cut contact because that's easier for me.

>>34373104
nothing wrong with that, but try to actually do something with your time
don't just sit around playing factorio and watching TV while ignoring all outside people, it won't end well & you might end up having to come crawling back to your family for support

>>34373070
Addicts shouldn't get welfare until they're clean

>>34373115
>come crawling back to your family

I am not a slave.

>>34373104
>>34373125
And the language "come crawling back" is inherently aggressive, pretty indicative of a toxic relationship where both parties should take action to sever contact.

>>34373125
>>34373128
my point is you might be FORCED to rely on them in the future, unless you do something to gain self-reliance now

>>34373137
That seems backwards to me, most parents absolutely dread the idea of their children being let out into the world, and even if you move out, your parents are there for you basically constantly, visiting you, checking up on you, making sure you aren't taking drugs or being raped.

What kind of person doesn't talk to their children?

>>34373144
idk nigga i'm not making judgments one way or the other about your parents
you should be able to rely on yourself, and your parents should be a small part of your life
i'm telling you how to achieve that

>>34373157
Yes but unfortunately you're probably just some younger person in college or idk, working a job somewhere.

The people around me, my parents, etc, they all hate me and project their insecurities onto me. I fight them every single day and they don't ever stop, they are like mad with rage and project everything onto me it seems.

And for what, they all have a better quality of life than I do.