> be me> middle class kid, relatively normal life> meet quiet introverted girl> lowkey intellectual, insane music taste> she shows me new genres, aesthetics, whole different worldview> suddenly everything I liked before feels shallow> fall in love like an idiot> later find out the full lore> she used meth> even knew how to make DMT> dated a dealer/methhead before I met her> that guy ends up going to prison> me thinking I’m meeting some mysterious artsy girl> actually stepping into a whole different world> even catch myself thinking> “maybe I should try it once just to get her”> wtf> never do it> try to warn her> multiple times> she doesn’t listen> relationship falls apart> not just drugs, a lot of shit> but that was the core rot> absolute lowest point of my life> feel like I aged 10 years in a few months> no closure, just pain> years pass> don’t love her anymore> but she permanently rewired my taste> music, aesthetics, everything> recently find out> she went full escalation> not small time> not “party scene”> like actual major dealer> Walter White level shit> death sentence (here in Vietnam), reduced to life sentence> tfw the quiet artsy girl who put you onto obscure tracks ends up becoming that and you’re stuck here still listening to the music she showed you> not in love> not even wanting her back> just this weird hollow feeling> like you survived the story> and she didn’t> question that keeps looping in my head: Why would a nice middle class, introverted, intellectual girl choose that path? It aches me so much still to this day.
Why does this read like it was written for one of those AI greentext videos on youtube. >fake and gay
>>34374758the story is real and i've been using AI as my therapist for a couple of days but i was too lazy to write a 4chan post desu so i asked chatgpt to summarize it 4chan style.
>>34374762Ask ChatGPT why then
>>34374764not reliable
>>34374762I think you need serious help. AI can't do therapy properly, it just glazes you to oblivion like a unwavering yes-man. At the very least talk to a friend about whatever you're yapping about here.
>>34374744Thank whatever gods you believe in that you dodged the bullet.
>>34374744>she used meth>a nice middle class, introverted, intellectual girli think your definition of what constitutes nice is fucked up.
You survived because you knew your limits and decided to stop. She kept going and suffered the consequences.Move on, suffer in silence, it will fade day by day. I have a similar experience of a girl who rewired my taste, but no longer in contact with. Loved her, knew my limits, ended contact and avoided her because of what she was into, and moved on. Yes, it hurts. Yes I still think about her time to time. It does actually get better, as long as you stop dwelling on the past and what could have been. Focus on what you like, on your job, on what you still have and love. Thank God you didn't end up like her.
>>34374744>dated a dealer/methhead before I met her>but she permanently rewired my tasteGirls never fully recover from dating an abuser or Chad. I think that's the reason our ancestors wanted virgins and we assumed it was just religious hangups about sex. Guys pairbond too and it's really hard to be happy with a boring normie girl once you've had a taste of that quirky BPD pussy. I think the best kind of girlfriend an anon can have is one with a splash of autism. The girl who works as an engineer or librarian, has that uncomfortable smile, collects weird stuff, doesn't like to party, etc.
>>34375042>I think the best kind of girlfriend an anon can have is one with a splash of autism. The girl who works as an engineer or librarian, has that uncomfortable smile, collects weird stuff, doesn't like to party, etc.OP here. After the methhead I dated a qt 3.14 math major with autism who preferred to stay at home, also a model (into kino cinema, vintage fashion and music) but she turned out to be batshit crazy too AND she got hit on by so many guys, AND B. I was a broke ass (now I'm rich as hell).Moving on, I'm currently dating a girl with the exact description above except she's not a math major, but she's very childish and not very emotionally developed. And all of them seem to have in common that they having eating disorder. Which subconsciously reminds me of Karen Carpenter (my celebrity crush).
Nobody cares about your gay story Post "insane music taste" and we'll be the judge, or fuck off>new genres, aesthetics, whole different worldview>music, aesthetics, everything>No mention of what they actually areFraudshit slop 100%Fuck off
>>34375145>Which subconsciously reminds me of Karen Carpenter (my celebrity crush).Shit taste confirmed, it's this retard autist who gets mindblown by anything that isn't his narrow retard tunnel visioned taste of Karen Carpenter, why am I not surprisedEvery single one of you and your idiotic femoids are plebs now fuck offGet spoonfed by more retard femoids who hate themselves so much they starve themselves kekkoid
I almost shot someone when I was younger. Accidentally of course but yeah I had a close call
>>34374762>i've been using AI as my therapistThis is the reason why /adv/ is the 4chan board that’s had the biggest hit to its userbase in the last few years (other than some really small boards that crossed under some invisible threshold that made them so inactive that conversation is basically no longer generated)
>>34376492Is that why it feels a little slower hereEither that or I don't care to read this stuff as much/faster reader
>>34376230What do you have against the greatest female vocalist AND drummer of all time anon? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DNqYkmZel_I&list=RDmTVpNXG7iBk&index=3
>>34374744Addicts are very often charismatic, intelligent, artsy and all that. But for an addict a lot of that is just a means to an end. For example for masking their addiction. The addiction plays the main role in their life. So in her world, her addiction came before you, just so you understand.
>>34378722Nothing in particular you just need to BROADEN your tastes instead of this parasitic parasocial partnership
>>34375042>splash of autismdon't think so
>>34374744who cares dude. a lot of people you get close to will continue to live without you and do unexpected things.
>>34375042>I think the best kind of girlfriend an anon can have is one with a splash of autism. The girl who works as an engineer or librarian, has that uncomfortable smile, collects weird stuff, doesn't like to party, etc.My wife is that girl. Librarian -> molecular biologist -> homemaker. It is mostly really nice, especially cause I don't have to deal with her friends ever... but... the one downside is that I do have friends and a social calendar. She is totally fine with me doing the stuff that makes me who I am, but there is a weird lonely sometimes when I've had all these neat experiences and my life partner just spectates them via my phone photo gallery.
>>34374744Whatever she chose it's on her and you can't change it. I'm sorry you feel sad/confused about it.Just out of curiosity, what music do you listen to? How was she like?
>>34383191Before her I was listening to psychedelic rock, The Beach Boys, The Beatles...Then she introduced me Vietnamese New Wave, exotic shit I never knew existed in my own country. Like very obscure, 40 views on youtube kinda stuiff.And she was a very nice person, too. But very suicidal. Just chose the wrong path.
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