i'm a love filled relationship of over three years with a beautiful girl but recently i have started an affair with an ugly girl who repulses me to my core and yet i find her sexually irresistible. she makes me insane with lust. what's wrong with me ?
>>34376735Pretty typical unorig scenarioMaybe she's better at sex to compensate for the unhalo effectMaybe you're turned on by the cheating and cucking ur gf aspectMaybe it's a case of Madonna whoreMaybe it's the thrill/risk of cheating and getting caughtMaybe it's the forbidden taboo aspectMaybe it's a humiliation/shame kink of getting with someone who "repulses you to the core"Yadda yadda, vanilla, next
>>34376772Also, coolridge or whoever the fuck named the shit effect, ur gf is stale goods ad nauseam, even some ugly pussy cuz that's all you could get is enough novelty to re-stimulate you
>>34376735Your subconscious is using the ugly girl to sabotage your relationship with the beautiful one because you feel like you don't deserve her, or you're scared of proposing Or you're just bored, idk
>>34376735You're mentally retarded.
>>34376735Easy, intrusive thoughts. You like her just because you shouldn't. End the affair before your girl gets hurt.
>>34376735You spend a lifetime being a nobody, either abandoned or rejected in your upbringing often, and what happens is you make that feeling familiar. Then when you grow up and work hard to get a nice loving relationship you sabotage it, wanting to go back to a dynamic where you are treated like shit because that was familiar, and there's comfort in familiarity even when it's barbed and venomous, your mind will go back to it because the cold pain was your ally for so long. That is how and why she makes you insane with lust. It's not even her doing that, it's your own mind jerking itself off. The side chick is probably as interesting as wet paper in reality. So the embarrassing part is, you are the one who fucks himself mentally. You fucked yourself.
>>34376735unironically kys
