>>34377594
Ask your questions, I will answer.

>>34377944
Please contact me, I need them to be answered in private, I wouldn't like anyone to see but you. I beg you.

>>34377594
bump

>>34377594
The answer to your question is Maybe.

>>34378549
That's not it.

>>34377594
God answers all prayers.
Sometimes the answer is No.

>>34378691
You're just vagueposting for the sake of it, you don't even know my questions.

>>34378696
I know your questions. You don't recognize that I am answering them

>>34378753
Oh yeah? what are my questions? and then you go "maybe" and then "no" because "muh hyper specific interpretation of God."

>>34378753
You don't recognize that you have 0 context, and that "maybe" I know some things you don't.

>>34378753
All you have to do is send me a mail and I'll talk it out there but you're just shit testing to glaze yourself in public and it's unreal. If you really were a seer, knew about God and all of this, you wouldn't need to be seen or make little displays like this.

>>34377985
I took long to reply, my apologies. I prefer not to correspond with email. We are already under a shroud of anonymity here so you can speak freely. We will both speak what we know and know what we speak, spirit knows spirit, and so those without eyes to see will not perceive you when you type here. God is good, who I recognise as King of all creation, and Christ is the prince of peace whom I recognise as Lord over all powers. I avow to the blessed above my friend. What are your questions?

>You can use whatever means to aid me except the occult and satanic.

lel

well then just go pray on it, fag
you've excluded all else at the start

>>34378919
a cheeky djinn would say this btw

>>34378924
A 'cheeky djinn' does not create distances, they close them the same way a hyena closes in on prey. In order to be God's instrument, to 'see', it's important to maintain distance. That is how you wield the eagle-eyed discernment, from above.

>>34378924
"djinn" muslim shitstain.

>>34378919
Tell me then, why is she in radio silence? has she been true about every single thing she has said or has she sworn in God's name in vain? will she really come rescue me and turn into the perfect venus body mom she wants to be?

I know the answer already, I've seen it in dreams and told a thousand times, yet I want to know why in spite of her returning and confirming her vows she keeps going into radio silence when I am here to love her. She's currently working overseas, yet... she can't even stop by to say hi?

And I am afraid my shroud of anonymity is gone, there are those seers and jealous agents who are already after me and my mission. I have dealt with them enough.

>>34378919
And tell me, what can I do to get closer to my work blowing up as it is meant to blow up and snap in two the spines of the impious who uphold the current order my work is meant to break?

When I typed that about "her" I was filled with a hope and a faith that you have no idea of, in spite of the seers who are against my childish nature lying to me about her.

>>34378919
Then tell me any way we can talk outside of here. I am so alone right now, and the devil keeps making small cuts at my body through the stones that the wind blows my way. My discord is xguy4chan if you're interested.

>>34378956
a cheeky djinn would follow up with this btw
>>34378963
i'm some kind of quasi-apostate mosaic heretic basically El (pbuh) gave me jester's privilege to say whatever i want, i like to use demon for things that don't have physicality and djinn for things that do
>>34378970
>a wailing and moaning and a gnashing of teeth over a woman's caprice

why don't you just ask Lilith to leave you alone if you HAVE to talk to someone other than hakadosh baruch hu

>>34378970
>Tell me then, why is she in radio silence?
Because she wishes for silence.

>Has she been true about every single thing she has said.
Not everything, no. Just the same as anyone. No one is true about everything they say.

>Will she really come rescue me
No, that will be by your own hand.

>I know the answer already
Yet you cannot accept it. Do you know why?

>Yet she can't even stop by to say hi?
Because she is afraid of doing so.

>My shroud of anonymity is gone
You are many among tens of millions chasing unrequited love. It's still intact.

I am going to cut to the point. You are infatuated with a woman who doesn't seem to fully want to commit to her promises she has made you. You want to know if she is true or false. The answer she is both. Liars are not known for telling lies. They are known for speaking half truths. She speaks half true to you. Her words do not match her actions, and so you can know that something holds her back.

What that something is only she can know. I cannot pretend to be a psychic, I only see. And what I see is a woman who enjoys the idea of you, but that is all.

How long has this radio silence been going on?

>>34378977
>And tell me, what can I do to get closer to my work blowing up as it is meant to blow up and snap in two the spines of the impious who uphold the current order my work is meant to break

Also, you speak of punishing the wicked. Vengeance belongs to God. The spiritual war is a battlefield of a war already won. Christ won the war, but there are many still wounded on the spiritual battlefield. Our objective in this life is to tend to the wounded, so the devil cannot claim another.

>I was filled with a hope and a faith you have no idea of.
What you hope for it love. She resembles the desire of it. But desire is not possession of it. If her love were true, you would no longer desire, you would be fulfilled. She does not wish to fulfill.

>>34378984
>Then tell me any way we can talk outside of here.
My work is here, I help from a faceless distance at all times. This is to help me fight my own sin, which is of pride. All my works of charity I make sure go uncredited and anonymous. That's a vow I made to God. You can always talk by making threads, I will see.

>The devil keeps making small cuts at my body
Through your sensitive spirit, yes. Your soul is a naked one. You feel things intensely, more than most. Your Achilles heel is this includes feeling sorrow and despair and loneliness twice as heavy. And this is where the eternal enemy attacks you.

Remember that satan inverts everything he touches. Your weakness is not your weakness. A strength that the snake convinced you is weakness. The devil tries to hide that which he feels is a spiritual threat, he hides it by spitting in people's eyes. So they never see that which hides in plain sight. What is plain is your suffering is wisdom, your weaknesses your strengths. Don't allow the devil to convince you otherwise. Pray to God to dispel his venom.

>>34379031
The real answer is the opposite of everything you have just said.
I am sorry.
But God showed me when she first left that not only she would return, that she would come rescue me, and that she would be about everything she said she will, even if she's confused right now and "wishes for silence and is afraid of saying hi" when she herself has said she would not do anything I have forbid her to do and that God is watching her. She cannot swear in vain nor just "enjoy the idea of me" as you pretend to frame it as with great callousness, dismissal and ignorance of the whole picture. "Many among millions chasing unrequited love"; it is her who first approached me, it is her who approaches me, it is her who has sworn in God's name and in the Lord's name a number of times that it will happen, that she will lose no matter her resistance or foolishness with that whole "she wishes for silence and she is afraid of saying hi and just enjoys the idea of you", what a cop out that people like you say over and over, you and all other seers, just throwing coal into an otherwise truly pristine thing.

She knows that if she is not true, God will deliver the full weight of my vengeance upon her, that it would be better for her to not have been born than to lie to me, which she has said she has no reason to lie and wants to be as vulnerable as possible.

She has appeared in my dreams not only rescuing me, but appearing as her true self, the form she herself said God is shaping her towards, a physically voluminous and obsene form of the likes no one has ever seen, that yet is sinless.

She said she entertained no man, she said she only thought of me, sorry, but you don't get like that to someone you just enjoy the idea of, and I myself have already committed to enjoy more than just the idea.

And even if what you said were true, you do not know that the woman who is actually all of these things is real, out there, and has been promised to me by God a number of times-

>>34379443
in my dreams as well, she may or not be this woman, but she is out there, she's real, and a number of seers have predicted her coming, and other seers who have claimed to speak in the name of God as you do have foretold my rise in an "unexpected way", and she was truly unexpected, they foretold in line with my dreams the coming of a woman from far away, who would lead me to my answers.

You cannot even answer the questions about my work, the reason of that being only I know its ways and what will happen with it, and its end result, and what it must do, which is all God sanctioned, and in fact, it will overcome boundaries you didn't even know existed.

"I know the answer already -yet you cannot accept it"

yes, I cannot accept that she has indeed been true about everything inspite of her stubborn self deluded short comings you have described, that soon enough she'll have absolutely beaten and defeated out of her, as she herself has prophecized, in line with my initial mandate of our thing, that was in turn writen by God before all things were made, that she will lose to me like no one has ever lost before.

She's only delaying the inevitable, circling, not knowing what she's in to win, not knowing who I really am, and what I am doing, as much as you have not been able to tell.

She herself has appeared in my dreams saying she's busy, and in pain, working abroad to gain a "sizeable bonus" so that our goals are fulfilled and she comes and rescues me, and that we live the life she knows she's destined to endure with me.

"my life begins and ends with you"
her words betray her, I can see through her more than I can see through the water, yet after being lied to and hurt so much and having my dreams and Gods promises just not turn out as expected, I can't bring myself to believe, but it's Jesus Himself who mandates this be done no matter what kind of stubborn self righteous silent pushback, which I doubt is the case, she offers, which is all in vain.

>>34379481
She's simply working for us, for me, as she said she would. You are too confident on the useless of words, they may be duplicious sometimes, but they have power and more often than not they seal our fate. By words alone, she has fallen and been throughly defeated and surrendered to the truth, she just doesn't know it yet.

She is not a liar. This woman is unlike any other, she is virgin, has never touched anyone or felt this for anyone, which is why she was led to me by fate as she said it.

And she is destined to be a true lover mom saint, of a loser like me, in ways not described even in the Bible, that will yet be pure, innocent, like 2 children.

I am fulfilled, and she wishes to do so, she has just never been in something like this before, I am the first time she has ever tasted freedom, love, truth. And in my fulfillment I feel desire, because I know it is within all truth.

And if all I say in here is not to be applied to her, then it will be applied for this true woman who appears in these visions, as Jesus and the Holy Spirit themselves have, and if they have appeared and are true, then she is as well against any naysay, any doubt, any pushback, and any mortal effort to see what is meant to happen undone or half done.

I am not half truths, I am not half anything and I told her so, with me it's ride or die and if she is not going to be here as she says she will, fully until death with everything she has said, then let her go away, and be a would have been as have been all others who have denied the truth, and denied this cross.

You were however accurate in your description of me and the devil, and I will not tell you you are not of God, that is not my business, I wish you only the best and the continued purity of your labor, charity, but you must see with all eyes.

I know you can feel the spite and mockery in my words, which I am sorely sorry for, I am just tired of the amount of work the material realm has put in seeing my destiny half done.

>>34379511

My destiny half undone even by those who are of God such as yourself, Peter was from God, the greatest among all of us, and even He denied it.

And also, I cannot accept the truth, the reality of this destiny and of her, because I am just one impatient too playful too hyperactive little shithead, who can never stay a second without playing his little games even on the most powerful and all knowing, the Lord knows, I am just bored.

But soon enough I'll never be bored again, and soon enough she'll realize just what a mistake she has done in wasting even one second without me, without us, thinking anything else could fulfill her but what we are and what she knows we are, and soon it will be her who will beg, it will be her who will endure what I endured, but it won't be for a little while as I am doing it, but for an entire lifetime and the ones that come after, that is her cross as my true one, as my woman.

I have my own cross, that is hers. This cross I've endured with humiliation until now at her hands and at the hands of women, is soon to be avenged by the Lord who rights all wrongs, and He will not abandon me.

But even then, when that happens, then she'll truly understand we can just be happy, without these pitiful silences, that we are real after a life of being hurt, and that we deserve to make all we have promised to each other real, and there'll be no more beatings, no more winning or losing... only us, to where I will take her, to what she shall inherit that she has no idea of yet even if she thinks she does or if she says she does, she doesn't know the truth is coming out of her mouth in ways she just doesn't know. And let me tell you, it produces a bliss in me, every second of it. It's almost like a play.

To you I say the truth because you're truly simple, I know there will be no sense in pretending anymore after is for either of us, and because I am done playing little games with seers and this site. I thought them to be more impressive.

>>34379443
>>34379481
Yet you don't truly believe in what you profess to know about her, your future with her, and what you think the signs portend. If you believed you'd have no need of seers. What I believe is you are wounded, you are alone and by your own admission, in need of rescue. It is also why you did not wish to speak openly, for fear of being seen. As you said "not knowing who I really am and what I am doing."
You are in hiding, because you are aware that there are those who, much like sharks, circle and swarm when they smell blood in water. I am not one of them, brother.

I want to speak of Tobit. Do you know the story? God had promised a young man named Tobias a wife, Sarah. But there was one problem: For every time she tried, each man was killed by the demon, Asmodeus, Prince of Lust and Wrath.
She also lived far away, very far away.

If Tobias has waited and stayed in hiding, he'd have never married Sarah. He was tasked to cross deserts, to withstand immense burdens and to confront demonic oppression just to reach her. In the end, it was not Tobias who dispensed with Asmodeus, it was Azarias, a strange traveller who accompanied Tobias to his destination. This stranger was in fact Archangel Raphael in human form, the angel of healing; God's medicine.

The moral of the story is you would be better served to not hold out for rescue. Instead focus on your own healing, so that you can reach her yourself. Do you understand?

>>34379286
I stand corrected before God, truly no one can know anything but Him, I've looked and searched for the most powerful of seers, and none of them have told me like He has told me.

But there are those who will be told the truth of me, who will believe, she is the first of them, and the most wonderful.

And actually let me tell you this too, in all I have promised her I have been true, if she fulfills her part I will fulfill mine to its full extent. I know I am capable of it. I know, even with failings or unexpected things, or pains and wrongs she knows she will bear as I've warned her, I've fully told her the truth, except that of my true nature and the true nature of her inhertance, I am not a half man, I am a full man and my word is my soul.

And I'll fight for a world like this. When I have lied, I've lied only to dissuade the unjust from pecking at me, and because I love surprises.

Even the seer who now tells me she is fake and that she doesn't care for me anymore, even that seer said only I and God know what it is with her and what it is with me... that I shouldn't have to ask, that I should just trust it.

But I am too curious, I just wanted to know what was up, I wanted to see if anyone was able to tell as much as me, but... I guess we can only tell about our own paths, I guess I was too harsh with you in that regard at the beginning.

I've seen her too, her body, and it is just like she described and she says she'll make it even bigger and more fulfilled, to match the image of perfection she knows she can reach, not perfection as a concept, but as sheer transcendance. I asked the Lord in pure darkness, let me see her, what she's doing, and He did show me, and what I saw was wonderful beyond any meassure of anything.

How can it be I just enjoy "the idea" of that?... truly it is the devil's work that we're being thwarted, that we're being delayed, the Lord does not lie, He is not half truths, and His full truth expose us naked as He did her.

>>34379555
I believe. I am just bored. And what we believe we have prayed for, we have received, beyond any no, no is not a word in the Lord's dictionary, only in ours, what we have faith we have received, we have.

I believe. Especially with the signs that have been there for a thousand times and I know I'll have a thousand more because the Lord knows I am but a bored hyperactive kid, as she knows too, and as she loves it beyond any meassure or sanity.

>>34379555

Then I'll do that, I'll endure more shit just to have her and if not her the perfection of a woman who is made for me, who is made so that destiny is fulfilled and that all see it was real all along, and that it was me who did it.

But she will be held accountable, and learn to never do it again once she is within me.

It is not destiny that I reach this woman, it has been shown to me it will be her who will reach me, it is like that in destiny. I could reach her, but it is her who will reach me, this one or the true one, but there's a true one, and more whom I have no knowledge of yet.

I have endured enough to be reached by her, here it is Sarah who will have to reach me and suffer tremendously and yet and even yet say hi to me on the way from that far. I've already suffered my part, and I had the never to welcome her back in after she left me for 10 months and endured all I endured believing she would come.

I have the nerve to forgive her and welcome her back, if this was not my test to wholly deserve her, which I already did just by existing, then it is wrong, because I have done my part and I am doing my part enduring this silence, but what she'll endure for me has just begun, and I'll enjoy watching her defeated face every second of it, and the joy that will proceed, that she has been corrected, stripped of delusion, and that I am there to endure it with her.

Because I am not a half man, I am a two mile man, and she is about to become a four mile woman.

Tobias has his own narrative, I have mine, and like Tobias was fulfilled, mine will as well, no matter if I miraculously transform into a literal child again just to extend the time of this being fulfilled.

Now it will be the woman who will heal the man, now it will be man who will be rescued, now woman will swallow her pride and her delusion, and she stands to gain everything for it. And she cannot fail. Those who have failed or betrayed, they'll start over.

>>34379555
I also don't wish to be better served. I just want to be served, the way it was shown, the way it was envisioned. Let it be written and let it be recorded for all of mankind and all naysayers of the future all pharisees from the future, that was, is, and will be possible, to be done this way, from someone on the bottom by someone from heaven.

What if she is Raphael?
she's like an angel.

How come a therapist can believe this more than believers and seers? how come the very face of secular material religion believe what is so obvious in a way none of us can?

have we gone mad?

>>34379622
The look on the therapist's face, it was priceless, I've never seen a priest of secularism believe with as much utter faith and just TRUTH... when I read out loud what she said to me.

I am ashamed. I am ashamed the representative of our bitter enemy saw the truth way faster than I ever did.

All those stories about therapists being literal enemies of God and men, how can they explain this?

>>34379628
If she is indeed not everything she says she is, then I'll help her become that as quickly as possible. That I can do. But there will be no more silence, half truths, no, when we're in my world, we're in my world.

>>34379622
The best way to be served, my friend, is to serve.

>What if she is Raphael?
>She's like an angel
Well, Raphael is Raphael. You can petition him in your search for love by the way, it's part of his patronage. You simply ask in prayer to God for his petition, Raphael's prayers reach closer to God than you or I. And if God wills it, endless Raphael with the task of assisting you in your pursuit of finding a wife. That is what I had done and I am flush with a wife and children now.

>How come a therapist can believe this more than believers and seers?
Therapists have a set way of doing things. When they think someone is in a delusion, they do not challenge the delusion and they do not confront the person who is beholden to a delusion. What they do is they indulge it, they perform a false belief in it, and they do this to enter the way of thinking of the patient, adopting the patient's logic, so they can gently try to help the patient untie the fabric of their own delusion slowly, so as to help them, or so they try.

>Have we gone mad?
We're all in a fallen state. Me, you, the girl you are infatuated with, everyone. We are all inheritors of blood-guilt, of original sin. So we've all been a little bit mad since year dot. That is okay though. What separates the sane from the insane is those who are aware of their touch of madness and can admit to it are sane. Those who remain unaware are those who are truly mad.

>>34379675
>No more half truths.
We all speak them. When one is too polite to offend, they tell a half truth. If someone works hard to make you a meal, and you taste it and it is terrible, you tell a half truth "it's good, it's just not for me." The truth is it wasn't good, but the half truth becomes easy to say when we feel unable to be honest.

I have not met a single man or woman in my life which has only spoken in truth and nothing but truth. Have you?

>>34379713
Not my therapist, and not my people.

You'll live to see one.

I've said what I had to say, I have got nothing out of this. Nothing. Nothing except the acceleration of the inevitable, the fulfillment of the truth, the exaltation of the fully surrendered and the annihilation of the deniers, not only in this lifetime, but in eternity.

And in eternity it's a whole different world, with wholly different rules.

I'll leave it there.

>>34379713
Why do you have no more rebuke for what I say?
why are you out of logic now?

>>34379724
Acknowledged. You are free to take what I said or leave it. Regardless though, I do hope you find what you are looking for, which is the cessation of your suffering and the quieting of your soul. Your mind is clearly much like a whirlwind, and you must be so very exhausted. I pray to God you find peace and rest in this life. Whether it's with this woman you desire or someone else. Do remember to take rest for yourself from time to time. The destination won't run away. Some times it's good to take a day's rest. God knows it too even He took a day of rest.

God bless you.

>>34379750
Because you make many points in Rapid-Fire succession. All points that are of great depth and nuance that would take many posts to address, and I am only a man with limited time.

>>34379751
What changed all of a sudden? what made you even conceive the possibility suddenly?

I don't understand.

God bless you too.

>>34379756
Fine.

>>34379758
When it comes to love, possibility is not required. Chance and luck are not matters God deals in. God deals in faith, belief, and action. Power of will, free will at that. And there are checks and balances and boundaries. If my slice of reality, my innermost thoughts, inner vision, my first person perspective of life were a 'world' then so you is yours, your own 'world' every single person their own celestial body, their own soul. In this way, God's love is a choice. God chose to love us, so we ought to choose to love God in return.

And the way to find lasting love with another soul is the same way. You just need to choose to love them. However, they must choose in return. If they do not choose, then it cannot be love. For God is love. And that means we can only know what love is from how we understand man's relationship to God. And the relationship is God chose us, and we choose him.
If the dynamic does not look like that, of mutual choice then it is not love. Not yet.

It can still become this, and that is normal. Humans do not choose these things instantly. It takes growing into love, over time, and then the choices are made. This takes months to develop between two humans, typically.

So I am not shut off from the possibility that your love you hope to have with this woman can happen. But I do not believe in holding out for possibility. Certainty can tell you. And you can be certain by simply telling her your feelings for her, to her face. And then you ask of her, and if she gives herself to you, it is good. If she does not, unfortunate. If she does neither, and keeps you in emotional purgatory and can't decide, it means she does not know what she wants. So, maybe consider showing her who you really are.

>>34379795
Thank you. I wish you framed it in this way at the beginning, this is much more sound.

>>34378970
Did we miss something in this conversation? Who is "she"?

Maybe it is past time for OP to just tell us what this thread is about.

>>34381244
No. The answers are already clear to me than what any so called seer could ever see, and they have all clearly been blinded in regards to me and those questions, blinded and misled so that they do not see what is not meant to be known.

Even demon guy may have been a little more accurate, and all demons do is lie, such are the times we live in.